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Namjoon Scenario: My Secret Santa.

Request: very busy CEO Namjoon who focus only work Y/N  is secretary who has a crush on him. Despite he let everyone takes break and enjoy holidays,he stay late to work and stress. So you take holidays opportunity to cheer him up,give him gift anonymously from dec 1st til Christmas Day. After he received present he seems less stress. Namjoon caught u left him his present one morning n happy that secret admire was u. So he surprised u on Christmas Eve to ask u out for a date on Christmas Day❤️❤️❤️            

Genre: Fluff

Your boss was about to arrive, you knew his schedule, his times and whatnot and it was a little crazy how used you were already to him, but well you supposed that being his secretary had a lot to do with that, having the biggest crush on him too. You giggled to yourself while sneaking into his office, sometimes you felt like a teenager in front of him, Namjoon was just so handsome and he got your heart rushing everytime.

You had to be quick with this, so you left the small and shiny red bag in the center of his desk so there was no way he would miss it and then went back to your own desk satisfied.

It was just a little present since today was the first day of December and he deserved it more than anyone, you knew he wasn’t that big in sweet things but you had gotten some fancy liquor infused chocolates and what better way of starting the holiday season with some festive chocolate?

You looked at the hour when you heard him arrive and busied yourself with some documents.

-Y/N, good morning- he said while walking past your desk with a side smile and you smiled back like a total lovestruck, hoping it didn’t show on your face.

-Good morning Mr. Kim- he laughed and went by, sometimes you used the honorific but he’d told you already you could call him simply Namjoon and it would still be alright.

You waited for a bit, excited and in silence until Namjoon was peeking out of his office.

-Y/N?- he asked and you turned to look at him.

-Yes?-

-Has anybody been in my office? - he looked confused and you laughed internally,your gift had a little card but it only said “enjoy the start of the holidays” and nothing else, it didn’t even said something about you being the one giving it to him.

-I haven’t really noticed, why?-

He smiled widely, his dimples showing in full display. -I got a present-

-Good for you boss, what is it?-

He opened it in front of you and he looked delighted, so you were happy for having that small detail with him, now you were going to do it every day if you were going to get him looking at you with that excitement in his eyes.

Namjoon was thoughtful, tapping his pen against his lips and moving side to side on his chair.

-What is it?- you asked softly and he focused on you, you had been helping him with some paperwork on his desk and he shook his head.

-Nothing I just…- he smiled, shrugging. -I think someone is really out to make my Christmas these days-

You smiled softly at that and Namjoon had to remember himself not to stare.

-Maybe that person is just grateful and wants to make you smile- you looked at him with your face on your chin. -You have been really good giving everybody breaks and days off for the holidays but you always stay here-

-Well someone’s got to do the work- he laughed out loud, lacing his hands over his stomach. -You have stayed here too Y/N, you’re the only one who hasn’t asked for a day off yet-

You shrugged. -I don’t really need it yet-

-But know that you can have it too alright? it’ll be hard without you but I’ll try to manage-

-You’ll try? That doesn’t sound too encouraging-

Both of you laughed at the comment and then fell into a comfortable silence.

-I feel like you know who this person is and you just don’t want to tell me- he accused you and you just laughed, denying with your head.

-I don’t… but why are you so eager to know? Don’t you like having an admirer?-

You laughed again and Namjoon couldn’t help but do so.

-No it’s not that, I don’t know, I’m just curious it has nothing to do with receiving the gifts-

-So you actually do like them- you stated with a smirk and he felt the need to pick on you right then, but that wouldn't be that professional right?

The thing with you was that you were the most efficient at work, always diligent and on time for everything but at the same time you messed with him, you treated him close and Namjoon liked that about you because then he could let go a little with you.

-It’s sweet I guess- he said with a shrug, he definitely suspected there was something you knew since you were always of the first people to arrive at the office everyday and if there was someone sneaking to his desk you should know who this person was. -Anyway I have kept you through the whole lunchtime Y/N, I’m sorry I didn’t notice-

He remarked after taking a look at his watch and you did the same.

-Oh I didn’t notice neither…-

-Let me order something for you to eat, what do you want?- he asked while taking his phone to order something for both of you.

Your relationship with your boss was mostly platonic, you were certain about that but you also noticed how he looked at you sometimes, how he had little details with you that could go unnoticed to someone else but not for you, he was a caring man and you were too gone, too into him and with each new gift you left at his desk you could notice his mood lighting up, he seemed less stressed and way happier, he would often come to your desk to show off what he’d gotten and comment on it with you.

It was actually so much fun whenever he did that, you were able to admire his true reaction and feels about your gifts and that was just so good you were growing addicted on the feeling of complicity with him.

It was going to be Christmas Eve tomorrow and you were still debating on what to get him for Christmas, if that slick silk tie you had seen that reminded you of him, or something more exciting.

You sighed, opening the office doors and checking there was no one else around, this time you had a blue bag with you containing Namjoon’s favorite brand of coffee, so you went to his desk and closed the door behind you just in case.

Namjoon supresed a smile and made his way back outside carefully and fast, to give you enough time to do whatever you had to. It was so satisfying to know the one leaving gifts to him was you, it got him so excited out of nowhere. He laughed to himself because he’d seen you walking to his office with the gift bag and somehow he had to have known this was something so you to pull off and he was glad he had chosen to go to the office earlier that day.

He decided to wait for about ten minutes before going back inside, he greeted you like usual knowing the secret that you kept and made his way to his office. As every other day your gift was placed at the center of his desk, the same blue bag he’d seen in your hands so he did the same he had been doing and took the gift to open it with you, now that this time it would be so much rewarding than the previous ones.

-Oh Y/N let’s see what I got today, shall we?- he smiled and rested his hip against your desk, you eyes were attentive on him and he took out the content, a selection of his favorite coffee, of course you’d know that. -This person must know me so well, I love this thing-

You laughed at that and nodded. -You’re a lucky man boss-

-You really think that? - you nodded at his question and smiled. -Well I just hope I get the chance to make the same thing for this person, since they are taking so much time and thought into these gifts-

-And what would you do?- you asked curiously and he moved away from your desk.

-I guess that would be a surprise for when I find out who this person is- he smiled and went back to his own desk.

Today was Christmas Eve and you had to make some time for work, Namjoon had been overworking himself and you offered to help him that day since you were going to have Christmas day free anyway, when you reached the office he was already waiting for you and you worked for a while until sunset when you were finally done with all the extra work and taking sips from your coffees.

-I have something for you- Namjoon said, taking out a pretty little box from one of his drawers, it was obviously a gift and your heart raced. He gave it to you with a big smile and you laughed.

-You didn’t have to do this Namjoon…- you were dying to open it but he stopped you.

-Save it for tomorrow-

-Why?-

He shrugged. -Because you’re supposed to open the gift in Christmas of course, even if I have been opening your gifts since December started - he said simply.

You giggled a little shy now, you didn’t even wanted to know how he found out about your gifts but you weren’t about to deny them.

-I hope you liked them- you said softly and he moved closer to you

-I did, and I liked them even more after knowing they came from you Y/N- he was looking at you in a way that made your heart race even more. -So thank you, it was truly special-

You were madly giggling by then, if Namjoon wanted to make you feel all flustered and floaty, he was achieving it.

He was closer, looking down at you with that smirk of his that you loved and you hoped you weren’t turning any color.

-I really want to see your reaction when you open my gift, and I really, really want to spend tomorrow with you, so… would you mind spending Christmas with me? We can do something together, if you feel like-

You had never felt more like it as in that moment, so you nodded enthusiastically, already excited by the idea of a date with him.

-So you’ll be my Christmas date?- he laughed biting in his lips and nodding.

-We’ll be each other’s Christmas date and I think that’s pretty exciting-

You both smiled in complicity and eager to know what tomorrow could bring to you.

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namjoon and cosy!

Alright!!! Let’s go!

Namjoon loved you. There was no doubt about it. Everybody can tell that he loves you by just the way he looks at you with so much passion. 

You can tell by the way he talks to you and watching his actions when he’s around you. He would come home and the first thing thing he would do is find you and hold you against him to tell you he’s home and hear you greet him with his favorite voice.

And after having a nice dinner and hearing your laughter at his stories and hearing your very own, he would cuddle with you on the couch. Watching the television or reading or just laying there with music playing in the background.

Just having your body up against his gives him a warm and cozy feeling that he can never escape. That he can never get enough of. Slowly and gently kissing his neck or telling him what he means to you and that he was totally worth it.

Hearing you say those words in this cozy environment you emit, makes him happy and makes his life totally worth it. This is what makes him love you so much.

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when you finally tell boyfriend namjoon why you want to learn korean.

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BTS on V Day

Genre: Fluff?

Word count: ~250-300 words each

A/N: Have fun. Request me stuff if you’d like. Though these probably suck. Idk...

Jin

Unfortunately, on Valentine's Day you'd end up falling sick with a cold. Jin wouldn't stop nagging you about how he always warned you that these type of things creep up on you during the cold months. He'd constantly remind you that you didn't listen to him when he told you to zip your coat and wear warm socks. So you'd spend the day in bed, sniffling away with Jin attending your every need like a good boyfriend. He'd cook you some soup and bring it to you in bed. He'd gently blow on the soup before feeding it to you and wipe the corner of your mouth when you'd be done. He would cuddle with you under the blankets, feeling the slight warmth of your fever radiate onto him. You'd reassure him you were fine when he'd insist on giving you all the cold meds he could find to alleviate your symptoms. He would pull your head into the crook of his neck and say some dumb jokes like "How do you make a Kleenex dance? By putting a little boogie in it" to make you laugh. He would caress your sides and gently knead your sore muscles to ease your aches. He wouldn't be able to stop himself from giggling when you'd kiss his neck gently and nibble on his skin. "Don't snot all over me hm?", "Ah stop it, I don't want to fall sick too!", but when you'd stop, he would try himself on you, craving more of your soft touch. When you'd remind him of his previous words he would whisper into your ear "I'm a grown man, I can make my own decisions." and cover the both of you with the blankets.

Suga

I feel like Yoongi wouldn't try to wow you on Valentine's Day. He'd be more focused on trying to express himself and his love for you, cuddled up in front of the fireplace. He'd get very emotional telling you how much you meant to him and how much he appreciated your patience with him since he wasn't necessarily the most attentive and present boyfriend. He'd be lying down as the little spoon while you played with his hair, unable to look at you in the eye as he spilled his heart out. He'd say stuff like "Ah this is so embarrassing...", "I just love you so much." and would feel really shy and it would amuse you. He'd turn around at the sound of your soft laughter and push you onto your back, wedging himself between your knees and stare you dead in the eyes, making a 180 in attitude. "Are you laughing at my feelings baby?", "Let me prove to you my feelings aren't anything to laugh at." he'd say as he'd start sprinkling kisses all over your soft skin. You'd be in for a very hot night and the heat wouldn't be coming from the fireplace.

J-hope

Hoseok would definitely take you out to a fun activity like skating on a nearby lake late at night. He'd help you tie your skates on and hold your hand while you skated on the ice. He'd be all sweet at first, skating backwards with you wrapped in his arms, swaying gently and staring longingly at you. He'd most definitely try to kiss you every chance he got and he would remind you how beautiful you looked all flushed because of the freezing air. After a while, Hoseok would start goofing around, tired of taking the same laps over and over the ice. He'd try to dance to his routines on skates and make you laugh before dragging you to twirl with him and such. He'd be too into his choreography and not really watching where he was guiding you, resulting in the both of you crashing into a snowbank. You both would be laughing at his clumsiness as he apologized profusely, brushing the snow off your head, face and body. You'd start shivering as he pulled you up to a stand. He'd be awed for a moment before pulling you very close to him, arms wrapped around you and grabbing your frozen butt, pressing a soft kiss to your lips before barely pulling back. "Shall I warm you up at home?" he'd say wiggling his eyebrows at you.

Rap Mon

I feel like Namjoon would do something fun and out of the ordinary like a beer tasting event even if you disliked beer. You would go there dressed up, pretending to be fancy while tasting all kind of beers. Ones that tasted like sparkling water and others that tasted like grass that nearly made you throw up as you unclassily spit it back into your plastic cup. He would double over in laughter as you desperately searched for other beers to wash the terrible taste down. Ultimately, it would end up in you inebriated with a beer taste stuck to your tongue and Namjoon slightly tiddly with a cute flush across his nose and cheeks. You would take a cab home and giggle in the back seat, recalling the funny moments like when You dribbled all over yourself from miscalculating the distance between your lips and the cup or when he knocked over part of a beer pong installation, sending the red cups flying everywhere and pissing off the guy that had spent 'hours' setting everything up. Once you got home, he'd throw his clothes everywhere and fall immediately onto the bed while you struggled to take your heels and dress off. "Care t-to give me a hand babe?" you'd ask, turning  your back to him that was sitting on the bed. He'd wrap his arms around your waist and press his face against your butt "I can give you more than a hand if you'd like?" he'd say, toppling you onto the bed with him.

Jimin

Jimin would be super extra for Valentine's Day. He'd send flowers directly to your class or at your work. He would've packed your lunch with a cute note for you to find and read of all the bullet points of why you were the best thing that ever happened to him and how he couldn't wait to be with you. Despite being a terrible cook, he'd have something in the oven for when you came back home so you could eat together. Jimin would have a box of fresh strawberries dipped in chocolate for you to find on your bed, along with rose petals everywhere and lighted candles spread around the room, dispersing your favorite smell. He'd be all shy when he'd ask if he could massage you gently to relax your body from your long day. You would sit on the bed and move your hair to the front so he could rub your shoulders. You'd feed him some of his gift over your shoulder before feeling his soft lips on the skin of your neck. He'd turn you to the side so he could knead the flesh of your legs from your left side, leaning down to kiss you tenderly. He'd try and feed you a strawberry and it would crumble all over your clothes and melt in his hands. He'd curse under his breath and you'd grab his wrist to guide his chocolate covered fingers into your mouth, licking the sweet off under his timid stare, sparking something behind his eyes. Without wasting much time you'd start fooling around as he'd pick up the broken off pieces of chocolate that had fallen on your clothes with his mouth, working his way from your hips up to your mouth, completely forgetting your dinner in the oven.

V

Taehyung would take you to eat Korean shaved ice in this small café he really liked. You'd get a very large bowl covered in all of your favorite fruits with some chocolate drizzled on top of the flavored ice and would instantly regret ordering such a big bowl for the both of you. He'd sit next to you and try to feed you the desert, but after he spilled a spoonful all over your chin you wouldn't trust him anymore. He'd giggle uncontrollably at you while you wiped the thing off your chin. You two would make a lot of noise in your booth as you'd try to spoon feed each other messily, ultimately wasting probably half of your desert on the table. Since your side of the table was drenched, you'd move to the other side and Taehyung would wrap his arm around your waist, his other elbow propping him up on the table. You'd be picking at the rest of the shaved ice as he'd stare at you. He'd move really close to you and whisper to you to kiss him. You'd turn towards him, your eyes widened at his upfrontness since he wasn't the most fond of PDA like that. His eyes would flutter between your cold, moist lips and your perplexed eyes. Finally you'd lean in and kiss him, feeling the huge smile stretch his lips. "I love you so much." he would whisper in between smooches, taking in sharp breaths through his nose when he'd feel his heart skip a beat.

Jungkook

You two would be all cuddled up in his bed listening to music on his computer, just talking and staring at the ceiling. You'd be playing distractedly with his fingers as he made you listen to all of his favorite songs and sang them of his smooth velvety voice into your neck, kissing you here and there from time to time. His body would freeze up entirely when a song that he wrong for you would come on. He'd quickly get up, shuffling to try and skip it, startling you. The lyrics registered in your head just as he pressed pause, sighing of relief. You'd grab onto his shoulder and ask him what that was. "Ahh, I wrote this for you some time ago..." he'd shyly answere. "It's really bad, I had no one help me on this one." he'd answer when you'd first ask to listen to it. "It's not even finished." he'd insist, but you'd nag him until he played it for you. He would sigh and look around, feeling exposed that he wrote such corny verses about you. You'd smile through the song and wrap your arms around his neck. "That was for me?" you'd ask even though you knew the answer, biting on your lips and caressing the back of his neck. The rest of the melody played, void of words as he'd nod sheepishly. You'd compliment him on it all before pulling him back down onto the bed. He'd let his hands roam your body racily as his mouth latched onto yours. "We shouldn't be doing this..." you'd say before he'd reach for the computer, turning the music way up before tangling his hand into your hair. "They'll know not to come in."

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BTS Wallpaper [Superpower Edition]

Part 1 (Hyung-Line) 

Part 2 (Maknae-Line)

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Namjoon Scenario: Too Close to Love Love You.

Request: Hello! Can you write a story where y/n is a pre school teacher who had a one night stand with namjoon but then finds out that he's actually one of her student's father? Thanks

Genre:Fluff / Romance

The start of the new course was always exciting, you loved your work and what you did, despite what most people thought being a teacher didn’t always go hand in hand with a boring life. Most of your relatives and friends had been surprised when you chose your career, but you simply loved to teach, to treat with children and fill their never ending curiosity encouraging them to learn. It was one of the most rewarding things on your life and even if you still kept a bit under the scene for your personal life, you liked to go out and have fun occasionally.

That had never backfired you until that particular morning in which you organized a meeting with your students’ parents. It was something you liked to do after the first month treating with the children so you had gotten to know them a bit and then talk with their parents about how to keep them learning at home.

Your classroom was filled with chatter and laughter and you were standing at the entrance when you saw him coming down the hallway with little Jimin, one of your students.

-Miss Y/N!- Jimin giggled and ran your way, clinging to your legs the moment he had you at reach. -Good morning!-

You laughed nervously and focused on Jimin to clear your head, the man who was coming with Jimin… it couldn’t be the same Namjoon you had met.

-Good morning sunshine, how are you today?-

-Excited!- Jimin screeched. -Daddy gave me a new backpack see?- Jimin turned around to show you his brand new Superman backpack and giggled. -And he’s here!-

You felt your stomach falling down to your feet with Jimin’s words but still tried to keep it cool.

His father took a step closer and when your eyes met his, you knew there was no way on earth that this Namjoon wasn’t the same one you had one of the greatest nights of your life with. His eyes looked as surprised as yours and then he spoke.

-Hi, I’m Kim Namjoon and you must be Miss Y/N, my son talks wonders about you-

Jimin chattered happily between both of you and you just looked at each other with clear recognition.

You remembered Namjoon to the point of perfection, those eyes, those hands, that voice and right then it dawned on you that you had a one night stand with one your students father.

Namjoon looked at you from the side, he’d very honestly lost his breath the moment he saw Jimin running to you.

In the short span of a minute he wondered if his eyes were fooling him, if maybe you were just another mother at that reunion,that maybe miss Y/N simply had the same name as you but upon looking at you, he knew you were the same woman from a week ago. Certain he had been a little pumped up with alcohol in the midst of celebration at his friend party in that noisy club, but he remembered everything and the more memorable thing of that night had been you.

-Look dad! - Jimin came running with a drawing that you had helped him do and held it up and proudly, Namjoon ruffled his hair congratulating him and then Jimin ran away again.

When Namjoon looked up, he found your eyes fixed on him but you averted your eyes immediately and focused in the children calling your name.

All of this was a little crazy, that night he didn’t really ask about your job but not in a million years he would have thought you were a preschool teacher and less that you were his son’s teacher if he only focused in the way you were looking right then, with that body hugging black dress and killer heels, you had been quite the sight.

Now you were wearing a flowy skirt and a button down shirt with your hair in a low pony and you still looked marvelous in his eyes so that attraction he’d felt at the club was still latent.

He took the chance o all the children gathering together at the center of the classroom and approached you.

He cleared his throat to gain your attention and stood by side, placing his hands inside his pockets.

-I think we should maybe talk?- he asked softly and you nodded.

-You think so?- you smiled and he couldn’t help but do the same. Maybe you were as unease as him with all this. -I really can’t believe this?-

-That you are my son's teacher? Neither do I…-

You had too much chemistry that night and he had wanted to see you again but things had evolved so good that night he didn’t have the time to ask for your phone and you had left at dawn when he was still asleep.

-I mean… of all the places and people… oh god- you laughed under your breath and played with the tip of your ponytail.

The night he met you, you wore your hair down and a little wild and wavy, he remembered running his hands through it a lot, even pulling at it.

Namjoon laughed and checked there was no other parent paying attention to your conversation, which in fact there weren’t, they were all focused in the ruckus all the children were making playing.

-There is not a hidden camera somewhere right?- he asked trying to lighten the mood and you laughed.

-Of course not, I hope so- you gave him a look and then joined your students in their game because you were feeling too many things with Namjoon there and needed to focus in something else.

You would like to say that what you had with Namjoon was only a one night thing, which in theory was, but it would be a lie to say that you didn’t think of him after that or the way he made you feel. You understood how these things worked so you hadn’t waited for him to wake up before you left without any more info about him and decided to keep Namjoon as a nic experience. But now that he was there again if was easy to think that maybe destiny wanted to bring you together again and maybe that this time, you should give him your number if you had the chance to.

You kept stealing little glances of each other until the reunion ended and all the parents started to leave. You said goodbye to all of the at the school’s gate, except for one because a certain parent was waiting patiently on the side until all of the others left.

Seeing Namjoon interacting with his son had given you a total different light on him that just added to that first attraction, this softer and caring side was just a bonus and when you noticed he was the last one staying you smiled, trying to tell yourself to calm down, maybe he was only waiting for his chance to say goodbye.

-Oh you’re the last one in here- you said as if you didn’t know that already. -is there a goodbye hug for me?-

You asked and Jimin giggled while coming your way, this was a routine for you when your classes ended so he knew.

-Did you have fun Jiminie?- he nodded and said that his daddy had fun too and you couldn't help but laugh.

-Hey! That was supposed to be a secret, where’s the loyalty here Jimin?- Namjoon scolded him playfully and Jimin laughed.

You accompanied them to Namjoon’s car and once Jimin was seated inside he turned around to look at you.

-I almost made Jimin do this for me- he said with a smile, those dimples of his showing and making you remember how you had kissed them. -but I guess I had to man up-

-What do you mean?- you bit your lower lip expectantly.

-I mean…- Namjoon took a step closer to you so he stood before you. -I won’t waste this opportunity because I want to see you again Y/N-

-You already know where to find me- you teased him.

-Yeah, I do, but it would also be nice to have your number since last time you left before I could ask for it and I don’t want that happening again-

-So you think I’ll give you my number just like that?-

-I was hoping so?- he looked at you in such a way that made your stomach feel funny. Of course you would give him your number just like that, you were more than willing to give it to him before he even asked. -Should I use Jimin to convince you?-

Both of you laughed and then you traded your numbers because if there was something real right there, was that you wanted to meet again.

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Namjoon Scenario: Sleepless Night.

Request: Can you do a fluffy scenario with namjoon and the reader dating and namjoon is halfway across the world for a concert when he gets a call from the reader bc they had a really bad nightmare and just wanted to hear his voice?

Genre: Fluff.

-Could do a close up of that?-

You gasped faking outrage and if Namjoon had been in the same room you would have slapped his shoulder right then. -Kim Namjoon-

He laughed in response. -You can’t blame me if you wear that top Y/N-

You rearranged the angle of your camera to focus your body a little bit more. -Do you like it?-

Namjoon nodded. -Where are you going today?-

-I’m going to meet someone- you said with an insinuating tone that made Namjoon open and close his mouth and then laugh shaking his head reproving of what you said.

-No way, you can’t meet other guys Y/N, even less looking so…-

You put the camera closer to your face and arched a brow. -So…?-

-So damn hot- he answered licking his lips. -What are you doing? If you are really going to…-

-Namjoon!- you interrupted him laughing. -I’m not meeting anyone, I will just go run some errands and then meet up with my cousin to catch up-

Namjoon exhaled relieved. -That’s good, good girl-

You pouted. -There’s only one person I want to meet though-

-Soon baby, we just have a few cities left and then I’ll be back-

You sighed but nodded understanding, as of right now this was part of your daily routine, or at least  you tried to video call each other at least once a day. Managing the distance and the crazy schedules Namjoon had was something difficult and for you it had taken time to adjust, but it was all worth it for him, because you’ve never felt the connection you had with this man with anyone else, not even close.

-I can’t wait, I want us to do so many things, I know you still have concerts left here in Seoul but I just want to have you at least one day all to myself, like, just us and no one else-

Namjoon put a hand over his face as he smiled. -Don’t tell me that Y/N, then how I’ll be able to do things now? I can’t stop thinking about you-

-Well good- you said and both of you laughed. 

-It will be worth it, all this waiting just makes us stronger, when we meet you’ll see, it will be the best feeling ever-

At that your smile changed, if before you were doing it for the fun of the moment and your playful comments now it was filled with love, with adoration, he always knew what to say, Namjoon always knew which words to use to ease you, he was avery reflective guy and always thought about the consequences and the reasons of things, him saying that meant he had thought about this situation over and over and had ended up with that conclusion, and the fact that he was being positive for you made it all better, you needed that positiveness more often than not -I hope so babe-

Keeping yourself busy was essential to not miss Namjoon too much, you missed him incredibly but at least being busy demanded your attention to have your thoughts somewhere else and not in the memory of the dimples of your boyfriend when he smiled. You sighed, Namjoon really did have a beautiful smile.

You arrived that night not entirely tired since you hadn’t done too much for the day but the few glasses of wine you shared with your cousin had relaxed your body and you guessed you could use some sleep. After a hot shower you went to bed, gave Namjoon good night knowing where he was in United States it was still daytime but you had agreed that no matter the time zone it was important to not lose those “good mornings and good nights” at the and at the beginning of your days.

You were in a beach, just at the shore, it was sunny day and you squinted your eyes to look up ahead, you were waiting for something or someone you couldn’t be too sure, but you didn’t seem to find it, and at first you were just calmly looking but as your eyes grew teary because of the sun you found yourself growing impatient. 

You couldn’t see anything so you started walking, you didn’t know what was happening, why wasn’t he arriving and then you remembered you were waiting for Namjoon. The fact that you had forgot about him made you more confused, it unsettled you and you started to search more frantically running along the shore as you called his name. 

He wasn’t there you looked ahead one more time and now the panorama had changed, the sea that before was calm was more agitated by the second and the sky before blue and clear was now a stormy view that frightened you. It was too cold and in your little summer dress the wind bit your skin making you shiver.

You called him again going to the sea as you thought you had seen something in the waves, the water passed your ankles, then your knees and when it finally hit your waist your realized the waves were much too strong. Maybe Namjoon had drown.

You panted and went forward, desperately, trying to find him but the water was too dark, and the waves hit your body so strongly you fell and then you were dragged by the current with so much force you felt your body turning like a rag doll. You tried to scream but you only achieved to swallow water, Namjoon wasn’t there. You reached the surface and gasped for air, you had been dragged way too far from the shore and the you saw him, floating almost peacefully, but way too pale, swollen and unmoving. You screamed his name and then saw the gigantic wave that came towards you, your heart went out of your chest, it was the end.

You gasped when you woke up, sitting up almost violently as you tried to breathe the best you could, as deep as you could. You actually felt relieved when you realized you could do so without your lungs filling with salt water.

Seeing the clock by your side table you realized it was still the middle of night, almost three, you laid down again and closed your eyes but as you did so the memory of the dream came and the feeling of loss you had had after seeing Namjoon overwhelmed you. Opening your eyes you grabbed your phone and looked for his contact to see his picture and then you saw he was online. That meant maybe he was on a break at the moment, so you pressed the call button and waited.

-Y/N hey- Hearing saying your name made you sigh heavily and almost tear up, he was alright. -Y/N?-

-I’m here- you answered and noticed how your voice came out a bit strangled. You heard him moving maybe changing places to be alone and then spoke again. -What happen? It is like two in morning over there-

-Everything is ok- you answered breathing deeply.

-Everything doesn’t sound ok, did something happen? are you ok?-

-Yeah, I mean… I had a bad dream and then I… I just wanted to hear your voice-

Namjoon sighed too. -So that was what happened-

-Uh-hu, a bit lame I know-

-It isn’t, it’s ok to call me Y/N, at any hour, this what I’m here for-

That made you smile. -You are sweet, I just… I just couldn’t go back to sleep-

-What did you dream about? Wanna talk about it?-

You thought about it for a few seconds before pulling yourself together and you just said it. -It was a nightmare, I was at a beach looking for you and then everything turned so stormy when I couldn’t find you-

-But here I am-

-I know- you smiled again knowing he was trying to ease you up. -But in the dream I couldn’t find you and it was so awful and then I went in to the sea and the waves were so strong and then I saw you, you’d drown-

-Oh-

-Yeah-

Both of you stayed quiet for a moment and then Namjoon spoke again. -Dreams can mean a lot of things, nightmares are usually reflections of fears, that is if you look at it in a phycological way, another thing would be the response of things you had seen lately and your own thoughts, we would have to know what the sea means to you, but you want to know what I really think?-

You were very impressed with Namjoon, but then he had always been such a pensive thoughtful person always looking at things from different angles and reflecting. -What do you think?-

-I think you miss me a lot, and I think you love me a lot-

You whined which made him laugh and then you laughed in response. -That’s true but…-

-But what? I love you too Y/N and I miss you, I miss you so much-

You sighed staring at the ceiling and then turning to a side. -I can’t wait to be together, seriously-

-Me neither, but right now I want you to feel good, I… I fear of losing you too, so I understand, but you don’t have to be afraid of that, I might be half a world away but yet here I am talking to you, being with you if you need me, even if it’s like this I want to be with you until we can finally meet-

-You won’t lose me Namjoon- you assured feeling your heart going faster after what he said. -Do you have some time to talk or are you too busy?-

-I’m on a break, we can talk, you can hear my voice until you fall asleep-

You giggled a little at that. -That’s so cheesy but so appropriate, let’s do that-

Namjoon laughed a little too. -Alright, just close your eyes and listen to my voice, you’ll be asleep in no time-