#ravioli rambles

[nothing-lasts-forever27]

Ough I don’t post anything anywhere anymore… Go, my Tachyon sketch…

[boxedfrog]

Tag game, sure why not :P

Last song: Lemon boy by Cavetown but I’ve been listening to a lot ro sleeping at last songs lately :P

Currently watching: Skeppy’s latest video with Larppy, I just finished watching an archived Skeppy vid (sunnyv2 response-) anddddd old happyduo videos :3

Current obsession: BadBoyHalo, Skeppy, Skephalo, Project Hail Mary, Qsmp, and the realm smp!! :3 (I also have a lot of fandoms I occasionally pop by in, but none I’m obsessed with atm other than these :D) (httyd, pjo, WoF, kotlc, +more you will always be beloved to me>>>)

Currently reading: uhhhh my last read was Project Hail Mary, but I honestly haven’t been reading much lately :/ (I need to get back onto the reading grind honestly)

Currently working on: Everything and nothing, life is kinda crazy. I have a few crafts I wanna do soon, and I am debating finishing some old art projects :P

Currently wearing: t-shirt and shorts .-. Also my beloved headphones>>>

Last Google search: Bear Spray (don’t ask)

Favorite flower: I really like Orchids :3 My grandma grows them a lot and they’re really pretty. My 2nd fav flower would be the hibiscus maybe

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[raviolitheif]

i hate to need help again so fast after almost finding stability...

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[ravioliet]

Whiteoutposting again but i've decided that since Whiteout is autistic (at least to me) i will now be projecting my special interests and stims onto her

[ohnoilimyravioli]

HEY GUESS WHAT???

Lanque Bombyx is a canon trans boy! He's a handsome boy and will always be a boy and he'll never be a lesbian, anyone who disagrees can tell me directly.

[cuntymercy]

i couldnt find my mannequin head so i improvised

[boxedfrog]

idk when I’ll have the right context to post this but I was looking through some of my old writing where I was talking about Bad’s character and I saw something that I wrote the I think is pretty accurate and I was kinda cooking with it. (I need this level of creativity to come back to me-)

”Bad is like a shadow. He can be everything and nothing depending on how you perceive him. View him with a different light source and it paints a completely different picture. Change the environment and it looks nothing alike. Versatile but somehow still the same in concept. Ever changing but always there and always the same.”

I would like to add that this was based mostly off of tr!Bbh but it just works for his character as a whole :3

This is also an interesting comparison because of how some people perceive shadows. Some people are afraid of the figures it can paint in the dark, others view it as just a simple constant in life, some people could even think of it as something attached to them. ((ehm foolish hehehehe)

A world without shadows will always be uncanny and incomplete though. This kind of works as a tie to Bad’s role as a figure of death, so without death in the world and added chaos, the picture will never feel right :P

Talking abt this creature still ^^^

who am I kidding. This guy is a bug who needs to be stepped on actually. He would probs just tank it and then scrittle away tho. Like a cockroach 🪳

[boxedfrog]

Does anyone do like a thing where someone will ask you a question and you don’t really feel like talking at first, but because they asked YOU a question about something you actually wanna talk about, you start talking and you kinda ramble a bit and then you stop talking and you realize you talked for too long and you kinda regret talking but then the person who asked you the question in the first place just switches the topic.

Like, it feels like a huge “okay you talked for too long and I didn’t really care anyways, here is this way bigger and more important topic I wanted to say which is why I started this conversation in the first place. Not to hear you talk or anything, just so I could say some words actually”.

if you asked the question then at least a little “oh that’s cool!” Or a “that sounds interesting” WOULD SUFFICE- like I could live with it. Instead now I feel like I just ramble for too long and why should I even talk in the first place then.

which leads to me just answering questions with “good” or “meh” or like, one sentence things. BUT THEN THEY GET MAD AT ME FOR NOT GIVING MORE CONTEXT???!?

sighhhh. Sometimes socializing and life is hard I think. Idk. This is such a minor issue it just annoys me sm when it happens.