Dec 27, 2021
Doc Ock. . .i dont know what else to say really haha
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Doc Ock. . .i dont know what else to say really haha
only one that you need
forgive me mother, for I have sinned.
I am the age when your hands were painted yellow
and maybe I wished too hard for life that was different that I ended up on a single bed with my pants down. hospital beds and lonely boys rooms have the ceiling fan and the warm air in common but the bed always feels cold. I know u can never hate me but I know you've started to dislike me and I'm sorry to have eyes that are not yours. is that why u walked away when I cried that day?
I was so scared in the silence of the nurses words. she held my hands when I reached out for u. I'm sorry that they're so identical just not to u.
and I ate myself just to bleed out the sin of being 21 cz I know u can never hate me but could u pls make it less obvious that u don't like me. all I wanted was to hide in ur arms but I don't fit anymore so I found someone with undone laundry. I let him in like the pill inside my throat I know I will throw up in the morning. it felt nice until the celeing fan came crashing down and all left was debris.
so I took the wrong train to come home I hurt myself but u wouldn't even glance. maybe its for the better. maybe u don't have to know.
so I ate myself so u don't have to witness the ruins of ur 21. I don't really care about god. he will understand me I guess. I just want u to ask me if I'm OK so I can lie to u and hope that u don't wish for a life that was different.
i’ve been burning holes through my temples
candle wax rips through my skin and seeks out my blood
it’s thickening, my ribs ooze toxicity and my chest can’t carry all these melting colours
blood red wax drips between my eyes. bad bad bad
my skull can’t carry all these emotions, the blood of things i never got to say
blood red reaches my lips and thickens. stop it. can we talk about something else. can we start over?
there’s a hole in my head and i’m scared of what’s inside. i can’t get the wax out. i cant stop burning
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