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Can’t Stand The Rain - The Rescues
“Pulled the curtains though the sun had given up; My blackened heart was next in line; Waste my day away just staring at the ceiling; My memories keep leaking in”
I feel as though this song perfectly shows how I picture Janek. He’s become bitter and spends most of his time locked away from the rest of the world, but there are short breaks when things are so bad (see: when Robert’s around).
English Summer Rain - Placebo
“Always stays the same, nothing ever changes”
Coming to America was essentially a death sentence to his career, and ever since then everything’s become a stale unchanging routine. The monotony of it has worn Janek down and is a big part of his bitterness.
Black Hole Sun - Soundgarden
“Black hole sun; Won't you come; And wash away the rain?”
As stated in his bio, Janek is always either out drinking and dancing, or he’s miserable. This song is those miserable moments, it’s a sort of surreal song that feels almost nihilistic, and I think it encapsulates the feeling Janek has when he’s alone with the reality of what life has become for him.
Day is Done - Nick Drake
“When the party's through; Seems so very sad for you; Didn't do the things you meant to do; Now there's no time to start anew; Now the party's through”
Janek knows he doesn’t have much time left, and though most of the time he’s come to peace with that (sometimes even welcoming the fact), he does have moments of fear that he buries deep. He’s accepted he’s never going to get better, and he’s accepted he’s never going to get back all he’s lost, but he really wishes he wasn’t so resigned to it some days.
Gravity - A Perfect Circle
“I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown; Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun”
The lyrics above have always felt like a good representation of Janek’s resignation to the forces that have put him in this situation. Everything’s so much bigger than him, and he’s accepted that there’s nothing he can do to stop what’s happened and what’s happening.
Against the Tide - Celldweller
“The water is pulling down; The moon's eclipsing the sun; The ending that we knew would come; Has finally begun”
While the other songs represent Janek’s acceptance towards his oncoming death and the destruction of his country, this song represents more his realization that he can’t fight what’s happening. There was a time when he thought he could change things, and he fought ‘against the tide’ in order to do so. He resisted German and Russian control, and he once thought he would make it through his illness. Unlike the end of the song, he’s given up on holding out and has accepted the way things now are.
Dawn - Poets of the Fall
“A new light is warm, shining down on you after the storm; Don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn”
Unlike the other songs, this one presents a much more optimistic look on acceptance and moving on from the past. Though he’s hardpressed to find the good that’s come from his situation, he knows there are some good things that have come from moving to America.
O Green World - Gorillaz
“O green world; Don't desert me now; Bring me back to fallen town; Where someone is still alive; Fighting for something new in this”
This song comes it two parts. Verse one, similar to Against The Tide, comes from when Janek still felt his situation was salvageable. He thought things would return to normal, he would be able to travel again and live a long successful life. Verse two comes from the same place as Gravity and English Summer Rain, a place of resignation and acceptance of his lot in life.













