starting to read real books again to improve my kpop rpf writing skills? is it ever that serious?
yeah. the answer is yes it really is that serious. so serious that, instead of setting only writing goals for myself in preparation for 2026, i'm adding reading goals with it too!
i've had a few conversations with a few different people about starting to read again. there's a couple reasons for this.
first, i miss it! when i was in middle school, i read a hundred books a year. no exaggeration, i kept a chart in my composition book of every book + my rating + dates i read them. in high school, that number dwindled down to half- around fifty books a year. now, i'm at a grand total of (staring at my goodreads account) four.
i was having some trouble looking for new material to read- the last time i seriously committed to reading as a pastime, i was solidly the target audience for the YA genre. now, with every year that passes, i'm outgrowing it! so recently, i've been asking my friends (some english majors, some hobby readers) for their own recs so i can hop back on the reading train...
i think i have a good amount collected to start with, and i'm optimistic, because it's kind of like learning myself again! i'm sure my tastes have changed, so it's a really exciting time for me because i get to rediscover all of that.
also adding onto this, in the past few years, i've been making so much stuff. writing fics, engaging in crafts, art, etc. i think i need to balance my creative hobbies with my more consumption-related hobbies (watching tv + movies included) because i'm kind of doing something or making something all the time that i don't have any time to consume anything!
second, see title above. that's right, i'm resorting to paperbacks so i can write Stray Kids Yaoi better.
in all seriousness, i started writing seriously in spring 2024. my first fic was published in june 2024, and since then i've been writing pretty much every week, for several hours. (for context, it's almost 2026 now if you're reading this after it was published).
my first year writing was pretty rocky. i had a lot to learn, and i spent a lot of time figuring out how characters interacted, how to make a story engaging, how to even build a whole new world with every fic. my writing improved exponentially with every fic i released (and i wrote a lot! almost 20 from 2024-2025!)
now that i'm used to writing, my writing has sort of... plateaued. i used to read a lot of fic and was able to improve simply by consuming, and recently, i found out that i've gotten to a point where i can't just improve from reading fic anymore! which is both a plus (because i've "graduated" from that) and a negative (because i don't know what to read anymore!!!)
this actually was a major cause in my recent writers' block. during this past summer, i was having a lot of trouble loving my words- nothing felt right and everything felt distressingly mid-tier. it wasn't bad, but it certainly wasn't good, either.
realistically, it was just because i no longer saw my skill shooting all the way up- i was improving, as one does when they practice a hobby, but it was at such a slow pace that i couldn't deal with it.
now that i recognize this, i'm excited to start trying different methods to try and mend that gap between my judgment towards my writing. one of that is by literally switching things up, by reading more.
so i'm gonna start my first book of many! wish me luck teehee














