I’ve put off writing because I’m trying to heal... then something really sad happened. My best friend has died a very sudden, painful, tragic death and I am utterly heartbroken. I don’t know how or if I can get through this.
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I’ve put off writing because I’m trying to heal... then something really sad happened. My best friend has died a very sudden, painful, tragic death and I am utterly heartbroken. I don’t know how or if I can get through this.
Fdffuck where have you beeen my whole life? Idk what im doing. My heart js being a loud little shit thumping like its the last day its got to live. I want to be held... I want to touch and be touched and shit how long has it been since i actually wanted to touch another person in more than a friendly hug? I cant even remember. I feel my walls crumbling around ym feet and i should be scared but im just excited dhwjwhdbd fuck
My day
Today was way to fucking long and thanks to people playing with my time i did almost nothing that was worthy
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How do you deal with feeling inferior or not good enough?
I have a very smart and talented boyfriend - which is on the one hand a reason why I‘m attracted to him. On the other hand i sometimes get really frustrated with the fact that he is better at everything: he plays the piano extremely well and can just play from the page even though he has never seen the notes before. He is super fast at calculating, he studies law and excells (of course), he knows grown-up stuff like how and where to apply for welfare (without ever having needed it himself). Anything really. Oh and before law he studied computer science and was really good at that, too.
And I‘m here like... well, I can read.
Little Update -Delay On New Content!
Hello followers!!! I am posting because there will be a delay on updates for me for about two weeks...I started a new job (one that requires me to have a State Certified License in the US), so I am chin deep with studying to pass my test (which is Next Thursday). As this is an IRL matter of importants, I will not be updating anything until June 16th/17th at the earliest. I appreciate your support and I hope to see you reading new content in a few weeks! Thanks for understanding!
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