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Perfect Destruction

Think back to before everything got messed up and I

Just want to scream and kiss my old life goodbye

I don’t recognize who I am today

Spend my time trying to run away

My past is a shadow of mistakes

That I just can’t seem to escape

They say, “You’ll be fine” “Just give it time”

Being alone makes time seem worthless

Your comforting words are old, I’ve heard this

Don’t put your arms around me

Just keep your distance please

Be careful, you might get this disease

Where it seems like I beg you all to pity me

I told you to watch your step

And don’t take that as a threat

Merely advice so you don’t regret

Having me in your life as a friend

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5.23.18

I don’t want the memories No, I don’t want the pictures I don’t want the one who leaves After saying they’d stay with you I don’t want the first kiss To lead to another broken heart It hurts so much You wish you’d been informed From the start 

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My Turn

How do I move on from this? I fear the world's kiss My Stars will break from my Sky Constellations no longer aligned The Moon will light my path no more The Sun will no longer keep me warm No messages from friends concerned Karma circles back around to everyone And soon it will be my turn My feelings won't matter This is what I deserve