"The heart is the first feature of working minds."

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Hey, guys!

So, the reason I stopped posting to Tumblr.. was because it wasn’t working on my computer anymore. It’s doing ok at the moment, though. 

Anyway, my writings are over on Wattpad. I might start posting on here again, not sure yet.  I hope you’re all doing well!  ~rectifire23 

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Darkened Ink - What to Write? (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/f2K5nVB2eT Poetry. Some about mental illness.  Please, if you have a minute, head on over and vote for my Poem. Thank you! 

#poetrycommunity #writing #wattpad #bleedink 

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Darkened Ink - Night Time (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/bPfSvCUvbT Poetry. Some about mental illness.

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Spilled Mind (Poetry) - The Ripple Effect (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/GfdNQyxtbT Poetry. Contains strong language. I try not to go overboard. But as I do cuss in real life, it's just part of who I am. I apologize if that offends anyone. Some poems deal with Mental Illness, love, break-ups.. some may mention suicidal thoughts. I don't want to trigger anyone in a bad way. I understand if you can't read stuff like that. Anyway, for those who do read: Thank you for taking the time to read my writing. I truly appreciate it! Please, head on over and vote! Thanks! 

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Poetry - Tonight (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/nU93zS149S Just some Poetry that I write. :) Some of these poems contain strong language. Some also deal with Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide, etc. If any of this makes you uncomfortable, I truly apologize. I write about what I've gone through in life.

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Poetry - The Phone (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/Lv6BBlbX9S Just some Poetry that I write. :) Some of these poems contain strong language. Some also deal with Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide, etc. If any of this makes you uncomfortable, I truly apologize. I write about what I've gone through in life.

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Poetry - You're Still in my Dreams (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/1LqkcOSR9S Just some Poetry that I write. :) Some of these poems contain strong language. Some also deal with Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide, etc. If any of this makes you uncomfortable, I truly apologize. I write about what I've gone through in life.

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Poetry - Sleep (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/StOLj8057S Just some Poetry that I write. :) Some of these poems contain strong language. Some also deal with Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide, etc. If any of this makes you uncomfortable, I truly apologize. I write about what I've gone through in life.

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Darkened Ink - Hear It In The Wind (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/WZEVzJrL4S Poetry. Some about mental illness. A Poem inspired by the Movie “Bird Box”

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Perfect Destruction

Think back to before everything got messed up and I

Just want to scream and kiss my old life goodbye

I don’t recognize who I am today

Spend my time trying to run away

My past is a shadow of mistakes

That I just can’t seem to escape

They say, “You’ll be fine” “Just give it time”

Being alone makes time seem worthless

Your comforting words are old, I’ve heard this

Don’t put your arms around me

Just keep your distance please

Be careful, you might get this disease

Where it seems like I beg you all to pity me

I told you to watch your step

And don’t take that as a threat

Merely advice so you don’t regret

Having me in your life as a friend

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Darkened Ink (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/s9kHYZDs1S Poetry. Some about mental illness.

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I don't wanna go crazy Maybe I shouldn't say that But this mental illness is my fact A lifetime one To be exact - Rectifire23

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The Cycle

I feel like all I ever do is mess up These tests suck 

It’s time to fess up

I’m not as great as I think I’m not

In this lifetime cycle, I’m caught

Let’s get a little Emo for a minute

There was numbness and I hid it

I try to describe it

There’s sadness in there too

I try to, but I can’t find my happiness, dude

Don’t take for granted your joy that comes naturally

It’s difficult to believe that there’s even a plan for me (NOTE: Sorry the lines are not lined up correctly. My computer is misbehaving.)

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Telling A Friend - Chapter 1 (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/dUKJDnqkYS This is a story I started writing back in High School. I never finished it, I don't know if I ever will. Basically, this story is about a teenager that realizes she's a lesbian, and is in love with one of her friends.

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Spilled Mind (Poetry) - The Cycle (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/pRcJMAlBJS Poetry. Contains strong language. I try not to go overboard. But as I do cuss in real life, it's just part of who I am. I apologize if that offends anyone. Some poems deal with Mental Illness, love, break-ups.. some may mention suicidal thoughts. I don't want to trigger anyone in a bad way. I understand if you can't read stuff like that. Anyway, for those who do read: Thank you for taking the time to read my writing. I truly appreciate it!

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Hey

Hey everyone. I just wanted to apologize for not being around on here. Honestly, since being on Lithium, my inspiration to write just isn’t really there. I don’t know if that’s the reason I’m not writing or what’s going on there. But the pill helps with my mental illness...  I bought new journals in the hopes that I’d start writing again. I did here and there...  Taking care of my Puppy, Phoenix, takes up a lot of my time. He’s into everything. Our dog Charlotte is okay. The neighbor behind us has been yelling at her to be quiet because she barks a lot. The other day, I finally yelled back at him.  I really miss our Wolf dog, Pharaoh. Every day I think about him and I wish he were still here.  I haven’t been playing guitar either.  I guess that’s about it for now. I might update another time if I’m up to it. Maybe I’ll try writing, who knows.  Much love.

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Messing around on a new app. #art #kindlepainting