It’s Thursday, and my day off, which means it’s time for me to tell y’all about what I’ve been up to this week!
A few days ago you might have seen I started participating in some shenanigans on Reddit (which admittedly has ups and downs, if you follow my main you saw the wack message I got from someone regarding one of the toys I own) and it’s been. A lot of fun lmao
So, first of all, lemme do a TL;DR version of this story so that if you don’t want to read about the full story of how I got to this point and just wanna know what I’ve been up to, you can.
On r/FapDeciders (classy name, I know) someone started hosting a “Slut Training Week.” On a whim I sent in an “application” to the guy running it, and it’s been honestly great. I mentioned that I’m a lesbian but this sounded too fun to pass up, and frankly he’s been super accommodating which was a pleasant surprise. It started with a lot of edges, still has a lot of edges, and will have a lot of edges. Also some interesting humiliation, denial, (SAFE) exhibitionism (and, of course, limits have been taken into account so that’s good), and sort of the whole gamut of fun stuff for subs. I’m on day 3 of edging with no orgasm, which is both awful and extremely fun for me lmao. If you’re curious what tasks we’ve been given, you can read the post here. I’m u/spacegaynsfw on reddit for this, and you can read my other posts about it there.
On to the longer explanation! Under the cut because, y’know. I think this is going to get long.
So, a little background on like. Who I am as a person on this earth today. For a long fucking time, I’ve been really into taking dares and tasks and the like. I like the aspect of humiliation and sort of exhibitionism, even if it’s technically in private. But, I’m also a socially anxious wreck of a person and don’t like interacting with others. Somehow, through that, I ended up finding out about the phenomenon of faproulette, which is pretty much exactly what it sounds like. People post little games, you roll numbers, and do the tasks those numbers dictate (this started, unfortunately, on 4chan, but has since migrated to its own website as far as I can tell). I started doing those a few months ago, but eventually it got kinda stale. There aren’t a lot out there that are designed for people with a vulva, and it’s kind of frustrating.
Since the tumblr porn ban a few years ago, I’d also started venturing onto reddit for some of my more... we’ll say eclectic porn tastes. And in perusing those wares, I found the thread I mentioned above, and was there at the right place and the right time to find that slut training week thing.
So, I send in my application and all that jazz. He responds, gives me a few questions, and a task to edge after answering each one; 13 edges. I already know I was going to be into this. We chat for a bit (he’s doing his masters in AI and robotics in Austria, which is cool as hell tbqh), then Monday comes around.
Of course, there are tasks that need to be done throughout the week, but there are also daily tasks. Monday is all about edging, and boy did I edge a lot. But at the end of the day, I did get to cum, so that was nice. But, one of my favorite tasks was keeping track of how many times I looked in the mirror. I had to edge twice each time I did (though since I was at work, I kept track of how many times and then did them all when I got home). I actually was avoiding looking at myself for the day since I didn’t want to rack up too many.
Tuesday was really interesting. Probably my favorite day so far. I hadn’t edged using a makeup brush before, but I’m glad I did. It’s a fascinating feeling and it’s so deliciously teasing that I’m DEFINITELY planning on doing it again. One of the other tasks was to touch my pussy (through clothes was acceptable) for 30 seconds every hour. Every hour I didn’t do, it was a “punishment token.” Every two hours I went, it was 3. So leave it to me to read the rules at 6 am, then forget them, and go four hours (6 tokens) without touching. (don’t worry, while I was at work on Tuesday I spent the majority of my time in the truck, so I wasn’t doing anything insane!) But I caught myself, then went on to keep up with it for the rest of the day. I did the rest of my tasks when I got home, and then... punishment time. And holy jesus.
First, I’m gonna get into something I’m into that I don’t talk about much: pussy and clit torture. I couldn’t tell you why, but there’s something about inflicting pain to a part of the body that seems to be only there for pleasure that’s just... really really delicious. I’m not the type of person to put needles through my clit or anything, but I definitely am the type of person to put icyhot on my clit. Or slap it. Or scrub it with a toothbrush. That kind of thing.
Back to the punishment. He had me put some icyhot on the rope where it touched my pussy, put in my inflatable butt plug, and put on nipple clamps. I also had to put more icyhot on my nipples. I then had to put clothespins on my tits, my thighs, and my labia. Then he had me do 6 jumping jacks, and slap off whatever clothespins didn’t fall off with a wooden spoon. And that happened twice. Any time I was taking too long, I had to spank myself with that wooden spoon 20 times.
Do y’all know how long it’s been since I had a nice relaxing trip to subspace? Do u???????? it’s been FOREVER and this was just so. Hoo. God. It was really nice.
Anyway, yesterday wasn’t as special partly because I had to work late and partly because it was pretty standard stuff. Edging with a vibrator, practicing oral skills, that kind of thing. I did request to tap out of the task that would’ve required I use my vibrator at random in public since I was at work, and exchanged that for edges instead.
Today is a lot of humping. No touching with hands or toys. No edging. If a task requests I edge with hands/a toy, I have to instead fuck my ass. It’s going to be interesting. I’m excited to see what the rest of the week has in store, for sure.
All that being said, I’m definitely going to start taking tasks/dares both here and on reddit a little more frequently because I’m just really enjoying myself y’all. I wanna cum really bad, and just sitting here thinking about it is making me horny as shit, but oh well. Good thing I’m also into denial lmfao
I agree with this, I think america could use more non-binary butch-y lesbians, but the fact this was commented on my post in r/sluttyconfessions about me almost being able to fist my own asshole is making me laugh so hard
