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it was this or suicide so...new haircut guys yay
Listening to Henry Stickmin soundtrack:
*foot tapping*
Infiltrating the airship starts playing
*foot tapping increases*
sometimes i feel like im a man wearing a womans skin and hes acting ike a woman and enjoying the attention that other people give him for being attractive but the womans skin is in agony beecause all she wants is to be hidden away and left to rot and die away from the prying eyes of the public but the man is forcing her to continously showing her off for his own benefit and how do i stop feeling like this. Send.
Yesterday morning I actually went up to the prettiest girl in school, tapped her shoulder, and said "hi". You have no idea how much of an achievement this is to me, she usually says hi to me but this time, I initiated it!!!! I can't believe it!!! (I'm a straight girl)
literally me tbh
They say loneliness can drive you to insanity, but real insanity is when you can't control your own mind, and therefore I think I am more sain than most humans. That's my theory.
I spent so much time at home drowning in my own philosophies within a seemingly infinate slump in the past few years that whenever I'm outside, nothing feels real.
I didn't watch many shows, I didn't read many books, I almost didn't talk to anyone and no one talked to me, I didn't even use social media cuz I thought it'd cause me so much harm at the time. All I did was think, and maybe listen to J-pop, that was cuz I was scared, but of what exactly? I shall never know.
Things have changed, the girl has finally gathered the strength to break out of her own chains, she decided to open up and, from "a being bellow human", to become human, or even "more than human", a superior being.
"One of the things that no matter how hard to think about will never feel real is the sky, it's like our window to a tiny fraction of the vast universe beyond our reach, even if the universe is that big and that fascinating to humankind, I am pretty sure all of us are somewhat familiar with it since it's all physical, objects, atoms, it's all "matter", the ground, plants, creatures, even air is that's how it is everywhere. Our emotions that we glorify as well are a bunch of chamical reactions that makes us a certain way, that's because it exists, and I like to define existence as: "The there-ance of matter", so here's the question, do humans really have a non-physical part (soul)? And if yes, is that why such questions are asked by them regarding the creators (non-physical)? Or are we just some advanced shells or meat and bone?"
Silent Night
Okay so guys, I have a thing I want to tell you all. So at my school we have this thing called a ‘music school’ where you can learn how to play an instrument. Pretty normal. So I play the violin (It’s isn’t important to the story just want to throw that out there). So at the end of each term we have a ‘music concert’ where those who play instruments play for the school.
So at the end of the winter term we usually play Christmas songs since the holiday is coming up by then and all. So one of the songs that almost always plays is Silent Night. And by the title you would think it would be pretty soft or no music at all right? Well that’s not how we do it at my school. We bring out all the big drums and symbols and stuff and it becomes the Stormy Night. It’s so loud, especially if your in the audience and you’re sitting pretty close to the instruments. And it’s probably my favorite song out of all of them. Like it’s maybe 8 PM and your tired and all and you wanna go home because it’s just music and then, WHAM goes the symbol and drums.
Yeah okay I have nothing else to add to this story, pretty bad at telling stories. Er...Bye.