#reltalk

[r3lishjar]

vampires textposts except oops theyre all vampires because im coping

I STILL DONT KNOW WHERE TO GET OWEN'S LVL 3 SKIN

[shardsofdemise-thsc]

journal entry #1

In text, for those who can't read my handwriting (probably most people im sorry): (+ some extra notes from me)

Hello, journal.

My so My third in command had suggested I begin keeping this 'journal' to remain preoccupied during occasions with nothing to do.

It has been a stressful few weeks, to say the least. I lost so many people.

I fortunately (or, depending on the situation, unfortunately) am not alone. My company has been understanding and kind. Far kinder than I feel I deserve.

On another note, there has been something odd. A 'gemwalker' was around the other night. Reminiscent of our chef. Ter One of my He kept watching it. It was… crying. I didn't think I knew one was capable of doing so.

( Notes;

Chunks of crystal broken off

Had ropes? On neck, wrists… Were they caught? Somehow? )

But there is some positive news, hopefully. A new 'home' was spotted, one we could try to turn into a shelter.

The museum. It appears barren. It has stayed that way since the incident. It may be perfect.

I should sigh sign off for now. Is I should rest before my peers scold me.

I'll fix things.

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hey gang. i didn't forget about SoD i promise i just got distracted SO!! about this, i decided to go through with my original plan; after almost every chapter, a journal entry like this will come out (from another character's perspective, if you can't tell), which i think i mentioned before! some of the things crossed out are genuine mistakes btw. i cant write in the meantime i'll work on writing chapter 2 (technically chapter one becuase ive started referring to actual ch 1 as the prologue of sorts i hate it so much). i havent finished the script yet (dodges the tomatoes thrown at me) but it's reached the main point of the chapter

[r3lishjar]

low effort textposts ecause i dont feel like drawing rn and im going insane very slowly

can you tell i have a favourite.

[r3lishjar]

i know i just posted like two hours ago but GO MY VAMPIRES TEXPOSTS again

[r3lishjar]

seen some people say "mumbo's got the canary curse" or "lizzie got the canary curse (secret life)" but NO, i personally think jimmy's still the canary

the only difference is the canary has broken free from its cage.

its absence, its freedom has left the coal miners to fend for themselves and has left them to fail and perish

the curse hasn't lifted, hasn't carried over, he is still the canary, no matter what he does.

but he's learning and getting out of the cage, and someday he'll finally be free from the coal mines and be able to breathe fresh air

[r3lishjar]

back on my textposting again cus i have nothing better to do

[r3lishjar]

EP 7 SPOILERS

haha! wow if i had a nickel for every time scott had to bury someone reckless that he loved in an smp before it ended id have two ! haahhahaha HAHAHAHAHA ISNT IT SO FUNNY HE HAD TO DO IT TWO TIMES!! HAHHAHA

aviscott is canon but at what cost

[r3lishjar]

been thinking about c!scott and his relationships with others lately throughout the life series

the flower husbands, they were never married. but scott still cares, he sill holds on tight to it all, he hasn't stopped caring. he never left the flower valley, but jimmy's forgotten it completely until scott brings it back up to him. scott did everything he could to keep jimmy safe, did everything for jimmy. his attempted deal in limited life, an attempt to see who jimmy held close to his heart, for just the slimmest chance that maybe, just maybe, jimmy still cared for him more.

mean gills… an odd and unlikely pairing, after scott and martyn were constantly at each other's throats in every series prior, yet they worked so well. yet scott, despite all the trust and care he had for martyn, was eventually stabbed in the back. he knew it was to happen anyway.

then there was impulse. and gem too, though despite how much she cared for both her scotts and was a great leader of the team… impulse hits a little different to me. the way he kept himself from harming scott, even though it would have helped with achieving his new task, unlike gem, who lept at scott once he was no longer giving them gifts.

joel is a peculiar one, and i don't think i have to speak much about him. always, always after scott no matter what, possibly aware of his ability to just survive, and unwilling to let him win again. or maybe just because he doesn't like c!scott. who knows. i, a scott viewer, don't.

there's pearl, of course. started off good, then in double life, things had just flipped. maybe it was from his experience with jimmy, getting close and then being distant in the next game, that when he found out it was either his closest ally from the previous game or his enemy, he went a bit cold. maybe he was expecting him and pearl to split and distance from each other, just like he and jimmy did. their relationship wasn't romantic but it was just as close of a relationship, just platonic. maybe he realises, as he stays friends with cleo in limited life, that it's not always going to go wrong, and as he tries to grapple with this, pearl retaliates with a slightly similar relationship to theirs from the season prior (double life). things seem to be lightening between them though, as more seasons pass.

it feels like sometimes, "outsiders" treat scott just a bit better than his old teammates did. he keeps giving and giving and giving and every now and then he takes, not enough to make up for what he gives away. allies, not the close allies/teammates but other teams who are simply allied with whatever team scott's a part of, support him a little more. compliment him. they give back and try not to harm him. so do scott's newer teams. (kind of.)

i don't know. maybe it's just me but this is just how i feel (looking from a character perspective) about them…