#restless dreams

[cesienthusiast]

“Maybe… could there still be hope left for me?”

[syrenki]

standing in an old elevator no headphones on and feeling it rumble omg this is just like silent hill

[liquid-estate]

[art-of-mtg]

Restless Dreams (Torment) - John Matson

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[ladysapphossapphicsanctuary]

Everyday is a new trial as to why I should succumb to the consistency. Live simply. Live without agony or fear. Formality. Only companionship. Is that enough?

Maybe I’m insatiable that deep down, it will always be no. I need the undying love birthed from the reprocity of hearts that yearn, that linger, that need, that crave, that endure, that feel. All with the willingness to love despite everything. Even in which I am rendered all or nothing, alive and dead, sane but beyond help, all to be forever in the permanence of one soul, something that is purely: Mine.

Maybe I am a fool to live in long standing solitude for a hope that may never be realized. An unfinished work that stays in the concaves of my brain. Unspoken scriptures never to be returned by the lips I have dreamed for. I cannot compromise my dreams no matter how grandiose they seem. How distanced and unreal. Because I know, I know that even if I felt it for a mere second, it would be enough.

Strip me of every sense and you’ll see my cacophony of craving voices, bleeding into every corner of space that isn’t hostage to the hands of convention. Was I always meant to conceal myself from everyone? Lost in my lavender rituals, painting my face into inverted caricatures of someone who can preach the life of linear practice, but under it all, in my nakedness, my bone, my breath, my flesh, there lies what I truly want. I stay a stagnant grace to man, but deconstructed to her, the sanctuary, my altar, where I’ll leave my offerings that sit in every individual fiber, every layer self contained in what it means to love. Is it sin to crave that. To chase what now feels like a restless dream.

[rott3nf3tvs]

i only feel safe when i'm with u

In my restless dreams, I see that town Silent Hill You promised me you'd take me there again someday But you never did I'm alone there now In our special place (James)

why does TEMP7RANCE have to shatter me like this ּ ֶָ֢.

[its-luna-noel]

sharing a small snippet of restless dreams chapter 5 as proof that im still working on it, i've just been consumed by one shot ideas lately

Once night falls, you follow Choso and Suguru through the vibrant streets of Shibuya. You’re dressed in a black leather skirt and a violet crop top; it turns out when your vampire lord sire has been around for centuries, that usually means he has enough money to order you clothes to fill the closet in your new apartment. All of it is slutty and dark, unlike the flowy little sundress you died in and the dress you were buried in. It felt like Sukuna was trying to remake you in every way possible.

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[seasons-in-hell]

Remigio Fabris Art