Being the introvert that I am - I’ve been thinking way too much. It’s funny how you have an expectation on how everything will work out for the better but then life turns a corner in the ‘wrong direction’.
I’m not mad at where I’m at but it does get you to think a lot and make sure you’re not allowing the wrong 'voices’ to influence you. The past two years have been tough and I’m not going to lie about that.
My health has been slowly getting worse but I need to not allow the fear of having limitations get in the way. I’m grateful that I’m able to do what I do right now and I’m pretty sure that is where God wants me to be. I have tried taking a path that I thought was right but my health got in the way. It could be possible that it’s a sign that I’m not suppose to do that in this season or I might not suppose to do it at all.
God only knows and I have to ensure I’m not discouraged from these set backs and not allow myself to doubt myself - something I’ve been struggling with lately/have noticed lately that I do. Learning to be ok with where you’re at is a struggle but once you overcome that hurdle it frees you from the fear of the unknown.