Warm Feathers
Birb!JulianxFem!Apprentice/Reader
(I wrote this with Effie in mind)
Word Count: 1549
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SMUT SMUT SMUT
i still don’t think I’m even decent at writing fanfics, but I couldn’t resist some spicy birb!Julian.
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Julian was still going with celebratory toast to our reunion. I was a few drinks in and could feel the heat on my cheeks. But the feeling quickly disappeared as I gazed at the being in front of me. Not human. Not demon… But the still the love of my life. I was going through all the reason I wanted to be with him in my head, but I guess he caught me staring.
“Oh.. ah.. Are you alright, love?” His concerned face came into focus.
“Huh? Oh, I’m sorry, I-” I start to apologize, but he quickly cuts me off.
“I.. I know I must look like a beast to you darling...Hopefully- hopefully you will be able to get used to looking at me…”
“Julian, no-”
“I’m hideous, I know,” he said looking away. “Ha, not a pleasant sight at all-”
“Ilya!” Listening to him deprecate himself completely jerked my mind back from the tipsiness.
I guess the brashness in my voice snapped him to attention too as his whipped his head to look back at me. I cup his face between my hands and drag myself closer to him.
“Julian.. No.. please no. Please don’t talk like that. You’re not a monster…” I trail off. A little embarrassed to be honest. I can feel me cheeks flush again. “I- I was staring because.. Because I like to see you… I missed you so much.” The sting of tears start to well up in my eyes. I can’t help it.
His face is in shock. I can see it in his eyes. We just sit there for a moment as we are. Me holding his face. I start to run my thumbs over the small feathers near his eyes and after a moment, I plant a hard kiss to his lips, flinging my arms around his neck. He makes a muffled noise, but leans into our kiss with such hunger. Finally, we have to part for air.
“Julian.. You’re you and that’s what I love about you. What makes you beautiful. I couldn’t care less about looks” I run my fingers through the feathers on his head and I can’t help but to look at him so steadily in the eyes. “Buuuut, you being so attractive is just a plus,” I say running his nails down his chest.
There’s a short silence as Julian process what I just said. “..you- you really think that- There’s no way you could be attracted to this!” he says gesturing down at himself.
“I’m attracted to you, Julian… feathers or not.” I start to claw down his stomach. “I want to be with you. To touch you. To be here for you.”
At this point, my hands have made their way to his lap. Gripping his thighs.
He seems awestruck. He doesn’t know what to say. How to down talk himself with my words swirling in his head.
Just to show him how badly want to be near him, I climb up into his lap so we’re touching chest down.
“I want you,” I whisper into his ear. I can feel him shiver underneath me.
“Y-you want me… what- where do you want me?” he stammers clutching at my sides though gently.
… He’s holding me… It feels surreal for a moment.
I guide his hands to my waist then pull the shoulder of my shirt down and lead his head to the side of my neck. “here...I want you here for now.” His grip tightens ever so slightly. I can feel feathers as he nuzzles into my neck.
Then I can feel his lips kissing my body. I let out a shaky breath I didn’t realize I was holding in and I feel him quiver against me. I snake my arms around him so he knows not to stop.
It’s different, but nice, feeling the tickle of his feathers. The pressure of his claws on my skin.
His kisses turn in nips and my body can’t help but jolt a little and my throat lets out a whimper.
I panic for second. That the noise scared him. I go to look at him and feel his claws tug hard at my top. The motion making my sleeves fall more. I can feel his mouth trailing up my neck until his lips meet mine feather light. Cupping one side of his face, I start to trace soft kisses along his jaw the down his neck. His shivers make my whole body vibrate. I dig in deep to the side of his neck. Right along the muscle there where I remember he likes to be bitten. His moan just makes me bite harder. I can taste blood so gently release and nuzzle into his feathers.
His hands had moved up my arms only to move the fabric in our way. I finish helping him by untying the sash around my waist. In the movement, I can feel him twitching between my legs. I contemplate while he continues to explore my body. I want to see more of him. To feel more of him.
I pry myself out of his arms which in turn shocks him. “D-darling, what are- Did I-” He cuts off as I slide down between his legs letting my breasts rub down his body. I open my eyes to something that resembles a penis. Though It’s dark grey in color and a bit more open at the end.
I can only hear it as a whisper. “I-I’m sorry. It’s not- It’s…” There’s so much pain in his eyes when I look up to him.
I rest my head on his thigh. “Can I… keep touching you?” I ask as I slide my hands near his crotch.
“Ah,y-yes! Please.” He practically cries it out. Begs for it… It makes wet to hear him talk like that. So I gently take his member in my hand, gripping the skin and stroking it. He lets out a whimper that fuels the fire in me. And though I ponder for a second - it is a bit… weird- but the noise he makes and his bucking hips just make me forget about it. I place my tongue at the base and lick upward. The look on his face when I make my way to the top- the look in his eyes is pure ecstasy and hunger. Just a few dips down and back up, and he’s trembling- talons tangled in my hair. He gently catches my face so I can look him in the eye.
“Darling.. P-please, I can’t wait. Can we..?” He begs and my body just gets hotter. I pull him down on top of me onto to the carpet. “Yes! Please!” I can’t help but scream it out throwing my legs around him.
Everything goes hazy. I can hear the tearing of my clothes. Feel his feathers all over me… It’s… strange. It’s like a feeling I’ve always enjoyed though I know I’ve never been submersed by pinion before. But then I can feel the familiar pain of pressure as he enters me. Gasps escape my throat as his starts to move.
“Is- is this ok? I’m not hurting you?” he ask as he hold me close.
“Please.. Don’t stop. This feels- Ahha!”
That moan must have sent him over the edge as his pounded his hips against me in earnest now.
It feels the same as before. The same size. It sent the same surges through me.
“Ah.. ha… Julian, I-I love you so much! You feel wonderful.”
With those words, he hoist me upright. His cock going deeper. He’s just using his legs at this point leaning back against the side of the bar. Even through all the pleasure I can see he’s gotten much stronger. Maybe is was from fighting the Devil or maybe it was just his new form. Regardless, I loved it. His cock was was hitting every spot. He was holding me so close. He was never letting me go again and I didn’t want him to.
“I love you so much too my darling!”
Through the thrust, I can feel my body swelling. I’m almost there. “Julian, I-I’m about to-”
“Please cum for me love!” he thrust even faster. “I’m almost-almost there too.”
When it happens, I let out such a lewd moan. My hip buck into his and.. He came with me. I can feel the warmth seeping inside of me. I gasp for breath, but reach to pull him close to me and kiss him fervently. We can feel each others moans in our throats. Our sexs twitching against each other.
Finally, we part just ever so slightly and he pulls himself out of me. He collapses on top of me, but he’s not heavy, still holding some of his weigh. I wrap him in an embrace and whisper to him.
“I love you, I love you, I love you!” My grip tightening each time.
There’s a silence as he bask in my warmth.
“And I love you too.. So very much.”
We just hold each other. Enjoying to closeness even though it won’t be the last time we do this, but it’s the moments like this that make it the best feeling in the world.
