and the waiting is perpetual
my thoughts are introspective
but these joyous emotions are extremely collective
everybody thinks i’m sad because i dont smile
everybody thought i was anorexic because i threw up bile
the truth is, i was anxious
i was filled with self hatred before meeting her
she taught me how to love myself
and stuck by me with my mental health
now my heart beats for her with every breath
i vow to love you, like i love the ocean kissing the shoreline
i vow to always call you mine
i vow to wait, and keep these emotions travelling through time
i vow to try my best never to feel low
and i vow, you have all of me, whenever you say so.