38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
Hmmmm!! I have songs that remind me of ships and characters but not really people I actually know. The song “To All Of You” reminds me of an old friend who lives in america, since it describes the sort of things i’d love to have done with them. Theres a few songs that really remind me of some school friends, like a few abba songs, since we were wailing them while sitting in the boot of my friend’s car as we drove around her farm, and that song “If You Like Pina Coladas” since I had know idea what it was but all my friends were belting it out. Also, “I See Fire” reminds me of a similar car trip with those friends, as four of us were lying down in some tangle of legs in the canopy of the ute at night, and we found out we all had that song on our phones, so we tried to sync it up and sing along. Also “Of The Night” reminds me of them for that same reason. Several RWBY songs remind me of school friends because we’d belt out random lines for no reason whatsoever. “Stronger Than You” reminds of sean, because while we were at melbourne supanova we (Well, mostly me, and sean recording them on his notes) kept making up alternate versions for different Steven Universe characters.
39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
I wish I knew how to apply makeup earlier. I’m only just getting the hang of it now and even then its such basic stuff. I wish, in year 7, that I knew I wasn’t cool and edgy by being a nuclear bomb. I wish I knew that sometimes people would be distant and that is okay, they need their space and time. I wish I knew their preferred pronouns, so I could call them my datefriend while we were dating. I wish I knew he had a very turbulent personality earlier. I wish I’d known this, and didn’t feel disgusted with myself when he threw me out. (this sounds like it was a relationship. let me tell you, no). I wish I’d known this other guys true intentions before my friend invited him to her dinner dance and went to his ball, because he is fucking gross and creepy. I wish I’d known I was confident in my singing, so maybe I could go into theatre.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
I guess the end of my friendship with him was a real turning point in my life, I think I realised I shouldn’t do anything and everything for someone just because I thought he was my best friend. I still am an incredibly generous person, but I’m not going to avoid or not talk to people just because someone doesn’t want me to. I still consider these people to be my best friends, even though he made me ignore them for months on end. Another end that was more subtle was me breaking up with my then datefriend. We were very distant, and I didn’t know important things that all our other friends knew before me. It was a sort of realisation that we weren’t really connected anymore like we used to be.
