Shoutout to my friends who check in on me and make sure that I’m okay ❤️
Seriously tho. I’m bringing this out of my personal blog here. Anxiety has not been kind. Idk if I’m depressed enough but I haven’t really been okay. I’m not. And shit has been hard and I’ve been really overwhelmed and stressed and it’s just been crazy.
I’m not really nervous about the virus, but I worry for the people that are gonna be most affected by this. I’m scared for a bunch of people and I know I can’t control it, but I’m still gonna worry because that’s how my brain works. I worry for my friends who work in places that are high risk places.
I’m nervous about my job. I want to ask for letters of recommendation, but the people I wanna ask are always too busy and I want to ask them in person and not email because that’s how I wanna do it but now that school is canceled indefinitely idk what to do.
I want to draw more but I haven’t had much motivation.
This post was supposed to be about thanking people for reaching out to me to check up. Whoops. But It means a lot to me because it does. I’m having a hard time with feeling accepted and just... a lot of things, and it just. Means a lot when people check in. A simple hi or a “same” means a lot. So seriously. Thanks ❤️
So I guess on that note... I hope everyone stays healthy and safe in these coming days and months. I’m gonna try and de-stress because I’m gonna ramble on like I did already and horribly embarrass myself.
Y’all know where to find me if yneed me.