#roe's rambles

[denim-boyo]

I love waking up to my radio as an alarm because it usually goes off in the middle of people talking rather than music and so I get like a tiny snippet before turning it off. And those little bits can be wild. Take this morning for example. I wake up to: "-- burying you alive. We can help." This commercial was talking about debt but my still asleep mind went straight to, 'but what if they're the ones that buried you alive? That's really illegal.' This has been a view inside my brain after waking up. I'm sorry.

[denim-boyo]

The current mood is crying over Hamilton at 1 in the morning for some fucking reason

[denim-boyo]

That moment when your mom comes into your room to talk to you about changing your major and literally gives no shits about what you have to say.

[denim-boyo]

When you planned on working on your internship but instead wasted the day because you're a lazy piece of shit.

[denim-boyo]

Okay I just wanted to talk about the weird dream I had (I just woke up) because I found it extremely funny and kind of eased my nerves for looking at colleges? So like we went on a tour, and it was an art college, and so they made everything really interesting, even the way you got from one section to another. I split off from the group because I wanted to look at the sewing section (I don't even think arts schools really have a lot of sewing it was just my brain pandering lol) Then when I rejoined the group we were at the college's playground? And there were multiple tour guides now, and mine was walking along these monkey bar type things and talking about his childhood? But it was really sweet and it was just really calming because of all he people there. And then Ben Tyler Cook's parents showed up??? I don't even know what they look like or if Ben's looking for a college but they showed up and were kind of obnoxiously considering the school. This one girl next to me kept like screaming every few seconds and I asked her to stop cause it was kind of freaking me out, and then I apologized for asking her to stop (most realistic thing in the dream tbh). Then my alarm woke me up. Idk why I decided to post this, but yeah the tour guide guy was really nice and it was calming up until the not real parents showed up. It was just weird and I wanted to talk about it before I forgot. Hope you all have a nice day!

[denim-boyo]

Guess who finally was able to donate blood? After the fiasco of last year's attempt and the fact that any attempt after that was also during or right after a cold, I was determined to stay healthy enough to donate. And I did it! It only kind of sucked cause dysphoria was rearing its head, but I had a friend there who was volunteering and she stayed with me. It was a lot easier than I thought it would be, and am definitely looking forward to donating more in the future!

[denim-boyo]

I don’t understand what is going on in this picture. I can see why my teacher put it on the slide for intrinsic motivation, but like... Why this picture??

[denim-boyo]

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Thank you for the questions!! I hope you’re having a nice day anon!

1. What is your sexual orientation?

I identify as aegosexual (also known as autochorissexual) which means that there’s a disconnect between myself and what/who I’m attracted to.

2. What is your romantic orientation?

I’m a panromantic individual. Gender doesn’t matter, it’s a social construct anyways.

8.  Are you flamboyant or more quiet?

When I’m with people I know and am comfortable around I make jokes: “I can’t do that, I’m gay!” and that kind of thing. But everywhere else I’m quiet, but that’s also just kind of who I am as a person.