okay so the old boy is out and i think i might have lots of feelings for my guy best friend so like i will do like a list of tbings i like to maybe like idk reason if i really like him maube it’s all in my head. 😭
hmmm well like
i like when i say something stupid and he just shakes his head and then rolls his eyes and laughs
i like his smile he has a pretty good smile its contagious
i like our banter making him mad is my specialty
i like that we have similar humor
i like how comfortable i feel around him
i like when he confides in me about stuff even if it’s about the girl he’s madly in love with i like that he has trust in me
i like how reliable he is and how much he cares for everyone around him
i like the night when our friend group got drunk and he ended up on top of me and we were cuddling and we were stroking each others hair and holding eachothers faces i think that might’ve messed w my head a bit but idk
i like how close he is with all my friends and how close i am with his
uhh yeah that’s all that comes to mind but hm idk it feels weird i feel oddly guilty admitting this and he’s in love with someone else either so i think i ought to just yearn it out












