#rosequartzkin

[fictionkinfessions]

it really bothers me to see people call me "pink", to see people draw me in that form - her actions were mine, but that wasnt me. i chose my own name. i forged a new identity for myself, in a body that i loved. rose quartz wasnt a disguise, she wasnt a lie to hide my secret, that was me. even if the crystal gems had known from the start that i was a diamond i would have always chosen to be rose quartz.

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[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

i'm rose quartz and i. uh. i don't remember anything about being pink. i know i was, but i think i cut my past off so thoroughly in that life that i can't access it at all anymore. it's a weird feeling, especially in the wake of new revelations about how bad pink really was. i feel awful and personally responsible even though i can't remember any of it (which meshes well with my repressed memories and perpetual sense of vague unexplained guilt in this life, conveniently. funny how that works)

[at-will-aesthetics]

{Rose Quartz - Steven Universe}

For my SUkin series. I still don’t really know how to feel about RQ but god, her aesthetic is to die for.

{Do not reblog my aesthetics to roleplay blogs, as they are intended for fictionkin. Do not reblog my aesthetics with l//ttlespace tags.}

[canoncalled]

hello there! I'm Pink Diamond/Rose Quartz from Steven Universe. I'm looking for anyone really! Especially Blue Diamond and any of The Crystal Gems, I was really close to Blue and treated as a mother. I'm 18 and can be contacted at @pinkfizzheart !!

[helpforkin]

This user is kin with Rose Quartz with a light pink color scheme userbox?

Here you go, Anon! I hope you like it!

~ Mod Asri

[fictionkinfessions]

I haven’t rewatched source in a long while and… fucking hell, I really fucked my kid up. Spent the last few days crying ever time I watch the show bc I was up to new stuff finally after not quite finishing the series before I stopped watching.

I know that it was the cycle of trauma and he inherited SO much of the bullshit I left behind to deal with just by virtue of being related to me that I couldn’t possibly have been prepared for — my sisters never would have listened to me for thousands and thousands of years, if ever. They only changed because I faked my death, dragged a whole bunch of people into a war, and then had my closest friends pick up the pieces until my son took charge and fixed things. Should never have been how it happened, I wish it wasn’t, but I don’t think there was ever the possibility of a middle ground.

Steven, I’m sorry. You deserved far better than the hand you were dealt by me and every one else. We all failed you in some way, shape or form, though certainly no one more than me. I thought things would be fine, but it was extremely naïve of me because of course they weren’t going to be all fine after all of that. You shouldn’t have been the one to have dealt with all of that, and I hope you were able to heal from that. You deserved to live a full, happy, healthy life. ~ Rose (Steven Universe)

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[fictionkinfessions]

i kind of feel bad about it but im a rose/pink diamond that really really misses pearl. i know i probably wasnt the healthiest for her and the dynamic would always be strange for her even after i rejected diamondhood but i cant help missing how much comfort and warmth she brought me. that complete confidence in having someone in my corner no matter how deep into my head or far into the world i go. i hope all pearls are doing okay in this life and are enjoying independence in ways they never could beside me, no matter how much i encouraged it.

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[fictionkinfessions]

to everyone I have hurt, the diamond authority, my most trusted friend, pearl, and everyone else I have considered to be my family, I am terribly sorry. Ive acted immature all my life, even if I was made to be that way, that is still no excuse for the damage I have caused. to hurt everyone I have cared for, a lot of them beyond full repair. yes, I did and still do geniunely care about all of you, but instead of fixing the problems I have caused I ran away from them like a coward. the burden and guilt I carried was heavy, yet I still tried to find joy through ignoring my mistakes. I didnt want to break down in front of everyone who looked up to me.

and to my son, Im sorry you had to deal with my mess. you're the only thing I didnt regret creating, I love you.

I have never been good with apologies, or even admitting my wrongdoings, haha, but I hope you guys understand, and believe me when I say Im sincere about this. I am truly sorry, I never wanted to be the main villain.

-Rose Quartz/Pink Diamond, Steven Universe

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