no man could make me scream harder than when i read Neil's yearbook letter for the first time

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from South Korea

seen from Russia
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from Russia
seen from China
seen from Türkiye
seen from Argentina

seen from United States
seen from Australia

seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Canada

seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from United States
no man could make me scream harder than when i read Neil's yearbook letter for the first time
But sometimes I get this strange feeling, an ache not for something I miss, but for something I've never known.
~ Rowan Roth Rachel Lynn Solomon
(Today Tonight Tomorrow)
I'M GOING TO DIE???? OF HAPPINESS!!!??????
rowan roth: ew neil mcnair is my worst enemy i hate him so much i'll beat him in every aspect of life
also rowan roth: BICEPS BICEPS BICEPS FOCUS FOCUS FRECKLES OMG DOES HE HAVE FRECKLES EVERYWHERE????? EVERYWHERE??? UM NO FOCUS BICEPS OH MY GOD WHEN DID HE GET BICEPS OH NO UM FOCUS PLS
"Crush’ is too weak a word to describe how I feel. It doesn’t do you justice, but maybe it works for me. I am the one who is crushed. I’m crushed that we have only ever regarded each other as enemies. I’m crushed when the day ends and I haven’t said anything to you that isn’t cloaked in five layers of sarcasm."
hi just a PSA that if you love devi and ben from nhie, you should read “today tonight tomorrow” by rachel lynn solomon
📖: 𝑻𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑻𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝑻𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘 🥇📚🫀
✍🏽: 𝐑𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐋𝐲𝐧𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐧
i know i don’t really talk about books that i read, outside of like riordan-verse books and comics, but i started listening to Today Tonight Tomorrow and i can’t stop thinking about the idea of Neil McNair being autistic (and honestly probably Rowan, too) but i can’t find ANYONE who’s talked about this before. am i alone in thinking this ??