it had been some time after the war. and lately, because of near death experiences and the like, laxus had been. wondering, thinking even when he tried to ignore it but it came to him at the strangest of times. he found himself gazing at that photograph a lot whenever he was alone, the one that all those years ago his father left him. of laxus and both of his parents. laxus was very young in it and according to the date on the back, he was three. they were all smiling. it was like from another lifetime.
it was the only photo he personally had of his mother. he knew where her gravestone was and when no one else was there to witness it, he would visit it. he attempted to use guild records to get more information on her, because she was an s-class mage. (that was something he knew of her.) but there wasn’t much. which surprised him and annoyed him at the same time. and laxus was not about to ask makarov about her because in the past, whenever he did, it was like talking to a wall. and it annoyed him.
(the idea of asking his father was laughable.)
which is how laxus ended up here. the forbidden fruit of his childhood was visiting his own grandmother. makarov often told him when he was younger that she didn’t like to be bothered and it was best he avoided her home in the forest, unless she was called upon for injuries. he felt guilty even now with being here, bothering her. it was an old feeling. the photograph was tucked into his jacket, hidden from view and right by his chest. he didn’t know why he brought it with him. surely she knew who he would be talking about. he attempted to come before, but he was told by a strange woman that porlyusica was not around and he should come back later.
that happened three weeks ago.
he knocked on the door and when it opened he said, “i...uh don’t mean to be a bother. i just...have some questions. about...” he paused but he swallowed the stone in his throat and continued. he suddenly felt like a kid than a grown man, maybe it was just because he remembered her mostly as a young child. “about my mom. leona. if it...isn’t a bother.” he had no idea what he would do if she turned him away. maybe put his questions to rest. maybe contact his father, as ill-informed that would be. he hasn’t seen the man in two years.