#rq rambles

[thefirstimagifabricator]

I need to explode over smth i realized abt orv (as per usual)

all the comments on the most recent free official English tl webtoon ep being like “has Dokja changed the plot so he’s part of the story now?” made me realize smth—he’s always been part of the story omg. like yeah duh but like he’s always been a part of the story, fuck like—like hsy wrote it knowing that it was a story for him and him only, and that he’d eventually have that story become his (and everyone else’s) reality and just. she KNEW FUCK SHE ALREADY KNEW AND and wow doksoo my beloveds :’))))) <33333 and also just the meta of it??? like yes he’s reader and outside of the story but technically he’s always been a part of it bc the story was written for him to read??? the story wouldn’t exist without kdj just as much as it wouldn’t exist without hsy or yjh, and hsy always wrote it with kdj’s interaction with the story and the characters in mind…ough it just. it hit me so hard all at once idk :’)))))))

also this comment on the ep I’M GONNA FUCKING EXPLODE THEY’RE SO CLOSE YET SO FAR YET SO SO SO CLOSE TO THE TRUTH FFFUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKK

[thefirstimagifabricator]

Y’ALL

omg this comment

it made me realize smth—hsy knows that kdj will survive the apocalypse when she writes twsa, bc she met him during the apocalypse so he’d already gotten that far and he may have gone back to his timeline BUT she survived hers with her imperfect knowledge right??? so ofc he’d survive his yk???? and god idk why this hit me so hard but it just. did—

just like. she KNOWS he’ll survive. and she knows that if she doesn’t write twsa he won’t. and smth about that. oh god idek it just. augh :’)))))

hsy my absolute beloved :’))))) <333333