#rt invervals

[re-ikrmso]

its not a circle it’s a downward spiral its not a circle it’s a downward spiral it

its not over yet

[re-ikrmso]

them again. cannot help it...wanna make em look weird...foreboding possibly...ahahaha...

[re-ikrmso]

what? whats your name? i forgot

(i forgot my name)

[re-ikrmso]

[re-ikrmso]

been a while since i've drawn like this...nice to kinda see it agian.

[re-ikrmso]

now see

this isnt why you get attached

you got too attached again, too invested again and now theyll never show up again.

it keepss happening over and over

why do you think that is?

i dont think it hurts less over time, Blue. I think what you really need to do is to quit feeling so much.

(but…then what would i do?)

—/

mangie and blue… worth meeting and caring about them? or better to just cease it all? despite it all..mangie wont let go, even if they insist blue does. ahhhhughhh mangie and blue..my ocs..

[re-ikrmso]

some short rt intervals doodles i found

[re-ikrmso]

you remembered, right? that cliff we always sat on? that little corner you crouched in and pretended was yours, all yours to observe--to watch from?

you remembered, right?

that anger upon seeing someone else there,

and then the dissonance in your head, of your voices

did you forget?

the smell of smoke and the rattle of death