Mar 10, 2019
melissa’s very long list of favorite ships (in order of ship name) ruby martinez and olivia. “you may not know it yet, but i'm going to be the love of your life.”
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melissa’s very long list of favorite ships (in order of ship name) ruby martinez and olivia. “you may not know it yet, but i'm going to be the love of your life.”
On My Block S2 Trailer
Finally
9:13 PM with her hand in yours you spin her on the dance floor her dress fanning out its fabric kissing your ankles as you move in closer
9:14 PM your smile is so big it hurts and her’s is so bright you think the sun is out despite it being nighttime your bodies move together the way waves hug the shore only apart for a moment just to be reunited yet again
9:14 PM it feels like a dream
9:15 PM as the blood rushes to your ears everything becomes muffled you can’t hear you can’t think you can barely breathe when you lock eyes with death himself everything slows down in a way that only a divine intervention could explain but there is nothing divine about this moment nothing blessed or magical 9:15 PM the dream turns into a nightmare
9:15 PM with her hand in yours you spin her on the dance floor your body becomes a shield only to be wielded by the kind of knight a princess like her truly deserves but this is no fairytale there is no dragon but there is fiery destruction in the form of a metal shell
9:15 PM you aren’t sure what hurts more, what burns more the pain of the bullet or hearing her cry out your name and you can’t go to her comfort her save her
9:16 PM a flower blossoms in the middle of her white dress (in the middle of her chest) its petals are red as cherries but he can only smell and taste the metal that shot through them both everything is red everything except for the darkness slowly clouding your vision
9:16 PM it’s over but it’s never going to end
7/30 (cc, 2019)
On My Block
This is the best worst shit I’ve ever seen.
Ruby: I’m just gonna come out and say it. I think...I love you.
Olivia:
Ruby:
Olivia: Oh.
Olivia: Thank you.
Tell me You love Me-Cesar Diaz Imagine
Hi hi :) please tell me what you guys think! Also is a part two of Heart Wide open in the neat future??
“Jamal, are you clinically insane or just incredibly annoying?” You asked as you sat with all of your friends during lunch. You chewed on a carrot, sitting between Monse and Olivia and directly across from your ex-boyfriend, Cesar, while he sat between Jamal and Ruby.
Monse snickered beside you while Jamal looked at you a bit lost, his eyebrows slightly raised while he answered with a shrug, “I’m not a hundred percent sure, probably a bit of both.”
You grinned at him while Monse and Olivia laughed beside you, while you sucked down your water. Monse elbowed your side and leaned in to whisper, “More the first than the latter.”
You immediately laughed and shook your head, dancing between being annoyed with your friends at how childish they could get and absolutely loving them; more so the latter. Nothing could compare to the way you felt with them, ever since you were kids and now in your second year of high school. You guys spent nearly every day together, and even though it was hard on you and Cesar, both of you sucked it up and dealt with it all because in the end you valued friendship more.
While Ruby talked about the up and coming dance, you sat and continued to eat the lunch that Monse brought for you two. For the last couple years both of you switched off doing lunch, one would do one week and the next would be on the other person. Neither of you really caring to get Olivia in on it because it was your thing with Monse, and it also had something to do with the way she was looking at Cesar lately. The way you still look at him. You laughed at something Jamal said but then made the mistake of looking at Olivia, who was giving Cesar bedroom eyes, in an even bigger mistake you looked at Cesar, expecting him to be looking at Olivia, but instead he was looking at you.
Hiding his lips behind the rim of his water bottle, he just stared at you almost the same way he did when you guys were dating, wondering what was on your mind and why you were being so quiet. But this time the stare made you nervous in a bad way because he wasn’t your boyfriend, he didn’t get to look at you like he was remembering what you looked like naked. He was your friend, friends don’t look at friends like that.
His dark eyes, tan skin and dark hair got too much for you so you bit your bottom lip and glanced at your phone and decided to get out of there, “I gotta hit the library, I’ll see ya’ll later?”
You got up as Monse stared up at you, “What, come on?”
“Y/N, don’t leave us!” Ruby complained as you stuffed the rest of your lunch inside the brown bag and put it in your satchel.
You smiled, “You guys won’t miss me.”
“Are you going to come over tonight?” Mose asked as you shoved your strap over your shoulder.
You nodded, “Of course, it’s Thursday.”
Giving one last smile to the rest of the gang, you turned on your heel and made quick work of trying to disappear to the library. As much as you loved all of your friends, and would do anything for them, sometimes you just needed to be alone. It was your fault anyways, you should have never dated Cesar, you should have never let yourself get so close to him. You should have never fallen for his black hair and dark eyes, it ruined what friendship you guys had. Ever since you caught her sliding her hand up his chest and him looking at her with no hesitation in his eyes, you thought it would be better to walk away and save the squad then continue to sit around and watch Olivia eye fuck your boyfriend.
As you reached the empty hallway you sucked in a deep breath but then someone wrapped their hand around your upper arm and shoved you into am empty classroom. “What the hell?” You asked and looked at the person that shoved you into the classroom and saw Cesar standing there, slamming the classroom door shut.
“Can we talk?” He asked.
“Cesar,” You forced a smile, “what’re you doing?”
“This,” he motioned between you two, “this friend bullshit isn’t working.”
“Isn’t working for who?” You asked him, “because it’s working for me.”
Cesar stared at you for a second and then answered, “You know, when you lie your right eyebrow twitches, and your chin quivers.”
“No it doesn’t,” you lied and tried to keep a straight face but you could feel the muscle in your chin slowly quiver so you immediately clamped your lip between your teeth and bit down hard. You glanced down and said slowly, “It’s for the best, Cesar.”
“What, because you’re scared I’ll cheat on you?” he asked sounding like you had insulted him.
“Because I don’t want to watch Olivia give you bedroom eyes,” You answered immediately and looked up at him, “I won’t fight to keep your attention, Cesar. Olivia is pretty and she’s perfect, she’s everything I am not.”
“Don’t talk down about yourself,” he shook his head, “I hate it when you do that.”
You rolled your eyes, “We were better off as friends, deep down you know that.”
“No,” he shook his head, “I don’t. I don’t believe that.”
“I don’t have time for this,” You sighed and walked towards him, going to open the door and for a split second you thought he was letting you walk away but this time he refused too. He grabbed your elbow again and turned you around, shoving you into the wall.
He caged you in and put his other hand above your head while saying, “We aren’t finished until I say so.”
You closed your eyes and lowered your head, breathing him in. “I love you, Y/N, and I wish you’d believe it because I’m sick of watching you lie to yourself. We’re meant to be.”
“I’m scared,” you admitted to him. You had never actually been with anyone else, and you feared how deeply you felt for him. You guys were so young and had so much ahead of yourselves, but you were worried he wouldn’t be by your side in the long run and being worried over that scared you. Olivia was your way out but he wasn’t letting you leave so easily.
“I am too,” he whispered bringing your eyes to his. He smiled softly, “but I don’t want to know what life is like without you, this month was a taste and I have hated it.”
“Cesar,” you started but he stepped closer to you, feeling his legs touch yours.
“I know you love me,” Cesar smiled softly and nudged the tip of his nose against yours, “tell me you love me.”
You crumbled under his warm eyes, “I love you.”
He jumped in front of her without a second thought, and she still got hit. And even as she was lying there dying, all she could think about was him. This show got me fucked up.