#rukia-rambles

[silvereyedrukia]

I randomly met some people smurfing in OW and I’ve since started playing with them, and I shit you not they call me “mom” cause I always play support and they run up to me in the game and yell “mom heal me!” and it’s honestly hilarious af. I’m always somewhere between Master and Grandmaster in OW and they’re all GM or Top 500 smurfs yet they are so silly, I love it :D

[silvereyedrukia]

There’s this one episode of Grey’s Anatomy (S11EP17) where someone talks about “curing autism” and it honestly made me wonder why. Wouldn’t trying to understand it be better than...eradicating it? I was thinking of of the Savant Syndrome the entire time during that episode.

“ Savant syndrome (also known as autistic savant) is a condition in which a person with a developmental disability demonstrates profound and prodigious capacities or abilities far in excess of what would be considered normal. People with savant syndrome may have neurodevelopmental disorders, notably autism spectrum disorders, or brain injuries. The most dramatic examples of savant syndrome occur in individuals who score very low on IQ tests, while demonstrating exceptional skills or brilliance in specific areas, such as rapid calculation (hypercalculia), art, memory, or musical ability. Although termed a syndrome, it is not recognized as a mental disorder nor as part of a mental disorder in medical manuals [...]” Source

Just imaging the things we don’t know or can understand yet. Other perspectives are always important. Or maybe I am thinking too much about it, who knows :d

[silvereyedrukia]

The character creation in ME:A is so bad I scrapped the idea of making my own Pathfinder and just went with Sara’s model, she at least looks decent. Liam’s cute, the beginning was at least promising and I get the typical Mass Effect feeling while playing. But goddamn it Bioware, Inquisition had better character creation that this pile of garbage.

[silvereyedrukia]

Teammates: “Yo can you play Lucio?”

Me: “Sure buddy, no prob”

*we lose the match*

Teammates: “Fuck you bitch, Lucio playing bitch”

another game

Teammates (after we lost the game): “Fuck you, I hate playing with gays and girls they always lose their shit” (meanwhile another 2 male teammates are losing their shit in chat and I just sit there like ???)

TL;DR: I still hate 80% of the playerbase in OW, Blizzard please give an actual shit about reports please thank you :d

[silvereyedrukia]

I’ve only ever had two experiences in the Master elo in Overwatch comp:

either the men I play with are sweethearts and are having fun playing with a woman cause it’s so rare

or they blame literally everything on me even if I get PotM or am the only one at the end being displayed for the team and say shit like “We couldn’t win we had a girl on the team”

(not to mention the insane amount of “suck your premades dick to get carried you c*nt)

PS: They get exceptionally mad when I have more points than them x) (oh noes a woman being better than me in vid games better insult her hurr durr)

[silvereyedrukia]

Some pictures of my little baby! Name’s Maya (inspired from Borderlands 2)

I got this brat around Oktober last year and let me tell you, I think she was meant to be a dog. She goes around sniffing everything and everyone, loves to jump into the tub and get wet and has the habit of sitting her fluffy butt down on my head in bed XD

(1st and last picture were taken at my brother’s apartment, he’s a lefty and his hand-writing is awful :’D)

PS: Fur aroud the eyes gets a little sticky sometimes because her lids are a bit too small, it doesn’t cause her any problems though and gets cleaned regularly :)

[silvereyedrukia]

Oh, and on an entirely unrelated topic: I’m actually writing something right now, something Lapidot-ish and I’ve another...hm, about 3 or 4 beginnings of more Lapidot/Pharmercy stories sitting around so I’ll hopefully get around to those soon too.

[silvereyedrukia]

Tumblr is so full of people that ignore facts in favour of labeling anyone disagreeing with them as racist or sexist or whatever kind of insult you ignorant people like to throw around. Lately there isn’t a day where I don’t see a text post bashing white people for this and that and you know what? Yes, some do racist shit, some do sexist shit, but I am certain a lot of white folk do care but just don’t know how to express themselves. I, e.g, love to learn stuff but whenever a POC topic comes up I am literally too afraid to ask with my URL because of the backlash others get simply because they ASK because they want to know. Genuine curiosity and willingness to learn are NOT racism and ignorance. 

You’re free to leave your opinion but keep your degrading commentary away from me, I’ve had enough this week.