Current Status Update + a bit of venting
Hello, fellow furries, femboys, bottoms and everyone else. I am still in the process of renovating my room and rehabilitation from anorexia. Walls are 66% done and I am simultaneously working on setting up LED lighting - for both decorative and functional purposes.
As for the health I am currently having issues with bloated belly so I am too uncomfortable femboying and posting selfies. However I'll share this pic from long ago 🥺
I really did look unhealthy in retrospect haha.....
As for the social networks I will soon try to filter them put and try to update them so content is universal everywhere.
As you can tell from my bio I am from Russia. LGBTQ is essentially illegal and its members are recognised as extremists, homophobia, transphobia, racism, sexism, toxic masculinity and femininity are a common thing here. Inability for an average person to be themselves drives into despair and cynical approach to life.
I will be honest, I have always been not very social person, could even say that I'm sociophobic. I occasionally try to engage into some groups where I could find those who can relate to me. And one attempt after another brings only failure. I have recently tried to join a group chat of femboys in my country and I have been... Overwhelmed and bullied. I had to be as cynical, eccentric, sexually driven and freaky as everyone else. And I have been scolded for the fact I have been buying my clothing from mainstream mass consumption brand. I have ran away immediately...
I feel like such claiming and inner homophobia is unacceptable and is killing LBGTQ community from the inside - the point is to be yourselves and not please others (like don't do HRT just for entertainment or to become an top 1% OnlyFans model - only on the base of actual medical condition), you are YOU! Don't tolerate assaults only because someone else gets guilty pleasure from that, stand your ground and seize the sky.
Thanks for reading all of this; love you, hug you, kiss you! 💋👀 :3