@gavrele from here
he’d be the first to tell you that he avoids these conversations at all costs. feelings? vulnerability? everything about it makes him feel weird. dean is much happier just falling into a pattern without acknowledging that he has. now that didn’t mean he’d suddenly gotten comfortable with addressing his emotions, but things were becoming a bit more... complicated. and he’d fallen for people before, so he knew what the niggling feeling in his veins was trying to tell him. the reason he brought it up was because this feeling was directed at an angel, and if all dean was to gabe was just a way to pass time, then, well, he wanted to know.
but it figures the other wouldn’t give a straight answer. what could dean expect from the same person that sent him and his brother through hundreds of tv channels rather than just explain what he wanted from them? so dean gives a careful sideways glance towards gabriel and drops a shoulder best he can in his position. “putting the pressure all on me, huh.” head tilts back, eyes towards the ceiling. “i dunno. haven’t really gotten to this point before.”















