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[fangirlinginleatherboots]

Distraction Time! Sun sign/Moon sign? Birthstone? Favorite scents? Flavors? Textures? Sounds? Colors? Do you have a story you're fond of sharing? Have any memorable dreams? Got any lingering ideas for an OC in the works? Any where you'd like to visit? Fantasy worlds you wish you were part of? Have any spiritual experiences you'd like to share? Any recreational activities that were note worthy recently? Favorite or well loved objects? Any new things you're looking to buy recently? Hope these help

I don’t identify with the body’s star signs because none of them match me as an alter! The birthstone is Topaz though!

I like the smell of lemon, lavender, and horse stables.

I like Blue Bell Strawberry Ice cream as a flavor and texture. its very good. they also have Coconut Fudge!!!! and thats a very good flavor and texture too. flavors and textures are inseperable for me 

I like most colors if given the right context. I tend to lean towards lavenders, pinks, and red-violets though when I have my say. My alter colors are yellow and light blue.

I have a lot of dreams about my highschool abuser. at least nowadays. i end up finding myself half asleep in the bathroom flipping myself off in the mirror for no goddamn reason. i think its bc we have an introject of her who hates her source.

I have two OCs (one of which has DID so....more OCs inside of one OC) which you can learn about in this tag!

I’d like to go to Portugal and Poland. Part of me feels called to Rome but I know it would be a form of self harm to indulge it.

Any world that isnt this one is one I’d like to go...

My spiritual experiences are very confusing, but between personal work, reading signs, and receiving comments from other readers, I’ve discovered that there are angels that follow my actions. I don’t communicate with them because it tends to cause psychotic symptoms for several alters and I’m afraid what would come of that.

I don’t really have an recreational activities nowadays. I can’t do much!

I have a lot of blankets and plushies I care a lot about. Same with rocks and cups. I’m looking to buy some more amiibo cards soon!

thank you!

[blissfulsomeone]

You're so darn cute! Its very calming and exciting for me to see beautiful trans girls like you who seem so confident. You shine brightly and bolster my low spirits. You're face is exactly what I needed on a rough morning. Thank you. <3

Oh gosh dear such praise ;w; 

Tbh most of my confidence lately is all because of the love and support I get from my wonderfultastic girlfriend, @rubiconsrundry @denoraxia. 

But heyhey thanks a bunch sweetie~ I’m glad my selfies can spread some positivity 💗💗💗

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

Hey, I just wanted to tell you that, despite having been following you for a while now. Something has changed for me in the recent past and suddenly the things you say, and you're experiences seem to resonate with me a lot. I know this probably isn't super impactful to you but it feels good? Like validating I think. I'm very grateful for you and whatever changes in me and my general atmosphere, for leading me to this place where I can see you now. I hope this makes enough sense. Thanks for being

aaaa thank you for sharing this with me <3

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

I sometimes see like shadowy/blurs that ?feel? like some sort of creature. Its like despite how I should know its nothing it still spooks me because I should be able to trust my perceptions? right? but if that's the case I'm perceiving something that is kind of terrifying or otherwise SHOULD NOT be there. Also it usually only happens when I'm completely alone. So delusion is what that feels like but I wanted to ask what you thought.

Well, here’s the thing...if you are a spiritual person, that might be something. But if you aren’t, it’s just something your brain has created, arguably a delusion. 

Things that feel like things can be things if you want to believe in them. That’s not always a healthy thing of course, but that’s basically how spirituality ends up working sometimes. I’m sorry I can’t be of better help.

If I experienced this, I’d say delusion, but if Alec, an alter, experienced it, he’d call them demons. It really depends on what you consider “reality” to be.

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

Hey I could definitely be misremembering, please correct me if I am, but I think I remember reading a post of yours where delusion vs. something else was discussed and I wanted to ask if I could tell you a thing and ask for an opinion.

hmmm im not sure if i made a post like that but im happy to give an opinion if you’d like.

i will admit i struggle a bit because delusions, ocd, and religion can really blur together so my advice might not be the best on this

[donitkitt]

U ok? I just saw the "I'm being stalked" post.

yeah i hope i will be im gonna,,,block this dude but its someone i was friends w on fb that is now saying hes ‘gonna get what i want’ bc im in a relationship n he wants to b w meeven tho ive said im not interested, even before i was taken

[sometipsygnostalgic]

I don't even know if you do requests but I was skimming through the Jaderezi tag because I discovered I have a thirst last night and low and behold it was you! AND you were probably the biggest contributor to the tag and its woefully undersized quantity of fan art. I am wondering if you'll grace me with more of these girls kissing or doing cute things or literally just holding hands? This world needs more Jaderezi!!

this is always a good idea and i will be right on it tonight