#s4ep14

[hilifemulder]

giving myself whiplash skipping from Irresistible, speeding through Never Again and settling on Memento Mori right before sleep. Apparently all I want tonight is pain, suffering and soft sad agents

[thundercest]

If my name never fell off your lips again I know it'd be such a shame.

[loulou-land]

The way I squealed because I wasn’t expecting to see him in this episode. lol love how it’s always a nice surprise.

Anyways, here’s a lil bit of Luca and Rocker. Rocker being competitive as always 😂

[dirk0pg]

they were having crazy nasty sex right

[littlelesbianlegend]

so you’re telling me eddie told buck “i wanted to tell you something” when buck event to pick him up at the hospital (after taking care of christopher for several days (weeks?)) after eddie got shot, told him he put him as his son’s legal guardian on his will a year before that because “no one will fight harder for my son then him”, told him “you keep talking like your expendable. you’re not” and they didn’t kiss? not even a little bit?

[natythespidey]

that will scene was literally a love confession. like what the fuck. eddie literally told buck that there’s no one in the world who fights harder for his son than him. and that buck is wrong for thinking he’s expendable. jesus christ.

[3minutesand17seconds]

Buck lets out a breath—one he hadn't quite realised he'd been holding in for as long as he obviously has—and the whole of his body sags with sheer relief the second he rounds that hospital door frame and Eddie is there, reassuring Buck with his small smile.

Eddie manages a raspy, “Hey, Buck,” and it might just be the most beautiful thing Buck has ever heard in his entire life.

Buck is nodding to himself, then, allowing himself to fully believe that Eddie is still here. Only now that he is seeing Eddie again, with his own two eyes at long fucking last, can Buck start to think about relaxing.

He's repeating these words in his head:

It's alright, Buck. He's alright. Eddie is still here and he's doing okay and he's gonna be fine, just fine, because you're gonna make damn sure of it.

The internal mantra is also, Buck realises, for the benefit of the universe, too, because he's willing the universe just to get it already. Buck is urging the powers that be, pretty fucking desperately now, to properly understand just how much he needs this man in his life.

Please, please don't take him away from me. Not ever. You just have to do this one thing for me. Please.

Buck would give anything. Anything at all.

Everything, actually.

And only after Buck has squared all of this away with himself, and the universe, can he finally smile again; smile back at Eddie—his Eddie.

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coda for THIS SCENE from s4ep14: survivors.

[ad-astra-per-aspera-1389]

"So? You've wanted one your whole life. You're a grownup. You can afford it. Stores sell them."

Ok but house had some solid logic there