Apologies and a fresh start
Hello there. Perhaps nobody really cares since my amount of followers is at a total of 4, but I feel like I have to apologise for being inactive and very unproductive. I wished for change so much, but at the end I lost all my progress and remained the same. I feel so unlucky and uneasy in my own skin and with the way I approach my life. Rarely making steps forward, but if I do, I always make two backwards after all. Tbh, I really feel like complete shit right now.
But I really want to change. And I’m ready to work my way up and stay on the top. Thus, I will start the 100 days of productivity challenge tomorrow in order to get my life together. You may have noticed that this blog tries to not romanticise the study culture that makes you drop dead into your bed every night and has you mentally in a bad spot. I try to show a realistic picture of being a human who studies and mostly enjoys to do so. I try to find a balance between thriving for academic success as well as succeeding in having an epic life on which you will look happily at when you are a cute grandma/ grandpa, sitting in your armchair in front of your fireplace reflecting on your life.
I’d love to get your support in my attempt to having a better life. And if you’ve come all the way here just to troll or tell me that I’m not trying hard enough, I kindly request you to leave. This is my safe place. Please let it stay my safe place.
I hope you guys have a great time, reaching your aspirations and living life to the fullest.
I wish you all the luck in the world,