#sad dan

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And he said

You can't keep treating people like they're disposable, it hurts people.

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We carved pumpkins together and you made pumpkin bread and I brought apple cider. It was pretty nice 🖤🖤

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Him: I should have told you, im sorry. I just kinda realized sometime along the line that I...didn't want to lose you.

Me: just be honest with me, im not mad, nor do I get mad that easily.

Him: I should have known that im sorry.

Me: its okay, but...did you ever have feelings for him?

Him: No, I told them I didn't want either of us to catch feelings, and he did, so we stopped.

Me: okay...but...you told me that too when we started this...

Him: yeah...I didn't exactly listen to my own advice

Me: I guess I didn't listen either...and I was trying to ignore them bc I didn't know how you felt

Him: so you're saying...the feelings are mutual?

Me: ... yes

Him: I am a little relieved to hear you say that tbh

Me: yeah, I was worried you were going to tell me you didn't want to see me anymore.

Him: *laughs a little* exactly the opposite, I want to spend more time with you.

Me: I'd like that, im very scared, tho. I don't usually let myself get feelings for people.

Him: I don't either, but I realized I didn't...i ...didnt want you going anywhere. My attention wanted to be focused on you.

Me: I've been thinking about you a lot since we started hanging out.

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My main concern is that everyone has warned me about you, but im fully convinced im going to hurt you instead of you hurting me.

Everyone is telling me that you'll hurt me, and I believe it could happen... but people also don't understand how guarded I am. How I am very aware you could hurt me, so im still keeping parts of myself to myself.

I've cut everyone off for you. You don't know how that was and I will never tell you.

I don't understand what we are...and I dont care. I just want you and I enjoy being with you.

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What does exclusive mean?!

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Him: my friend C is having her annual Halloween party

Me: oh really?

Him: yeah.. you should go

Me: I don't think I was invited...

Him: You should go... with me...

Me: oh...but parties scare me a lot... I won't know anyone there

Him: I'll be there, and I'd like you to go with me. If you start to panic, I'll be with you the entire time.

Me: ... if you really want me to go with you, I'll try

Him: I'd like that a lot actually.

Me: okay then, now I have to figure out what to wear

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