Pilgrimage of a Center (Hiatus)
Sae had been doing a lot of deep thought after winning Sousenkyou, but fell deeper into her internal conflict after winning Janken as well. Sae had never had so much attention in entire her career. She had begun to feel guilty and feared the Anti that were gathering. ‘Am I a suitable center?’ Sae would ponder this question at night, during photoshoots, during performances, even to and from jobs.
Sae felt selfish for how much she enjoyed the spotlight, and how she had begun to yearn for something beyond position 0...she felt a hunger grow in her for Centre Nova. ‘Yeah, right...I’m completely unsuitable for that. Even Chieri and Tsubasa don’t know it. Let alone would Chieri step aside for me just because I’m suddenly popular. It doesn’t mean I have any skill, or unity, or...whatever it is.’
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Sae finally came to a decision which she discussed with Tsubasa. She was going to go into the galaxy in disguise to improve and better understand herself. There would be zero contact with media or 0048 members, She also had to be careful since she would have no backup if something were to occur with DES.
Sae kept it a secret from all but two girls. The night of her departure she woke Megu and spoke to her on the porch. They shared a tearful goodbye and a promise to improve and for Sae to come home safe. Next Sae went to Chieri’s room. Sae carefully woke the heavy sleeper and led her to the successor’s lounge to chat. Sae discussed her intention of seeking to be a Centre Nova and her quest. The two departed from the conversation with a new regard and rivalry aflame in them both.
Sae left a note to each of the girls and each head of staff before she picked up her backpack and chased her dreams into the night and away from her home.
(TL:DR I will be in Europe until June and want to enjoy it to the fullest. I have arranged for a special hiatus with akb0048rp to maintain my claim of the character.I apologize to those who I have current roleplay threads with, I understand meeting your participation requirement is difficult when partners disappear on you. I may reblog Sae photos from time to time [especially with graduation coming up] but other than that my activity will be minimal. Thank you for your understanding and see you in June!)
