#sallow speaks

[solivagantsalix]

Jump 😊😁😃 into 🚟👏 that 😠 water and see 🙏🏼👀👏🏼 for yourself 😝 take a deep 👇 breath 🐙👄 and hold 👬👬 it in 👇 hold 👫 it in 👌👏

[solivagantsalix]

And I pick up the phone, dial your number and wait  And shine like my petals once shone And just as it's ringing, I whisper aloud to my saint "Oh, we, we're gonna get on"

Blossoms // The Amazing Devil

[solivagantsalix]

wanting to talk to someone when you know talking to you is burdening them is a special level of loneliness

[solivagantsalix]

[solivagantsalix]

hearing a couple joking together should be in the dsm-5

[solivagantsalix]

I’m gonna fucking 👎

They’re just up there giggling. I fucking hate being left out this shit sucks. When does it end.

[solivagantsalix]

part of this self loathing is also others loathing me so i think im almost justified.

what do you do when a large portion of those you consider friends actually hate you or think of you as something below a human, way below a friend, slightly lower than a dialogue option but still on par with a chauffeur or a pair of chopsticks.

you kill yourself.

[solivagantsalix]

i hate that my own self loathing affects my ability to interact with people.

what do you mean i cannot have a conversation today without being weird about it and instead have to wallow for 48 hours before i can text them back because if i do it any sooner theyll get annoyed with me because im already annoyed with me.