Hey just wanted to let you know I still read your Shadows and Light series about once a year, starting over 10 years ago... It got me through some inexplicably hard times and after getting my audhd diagnosis last year, it made sense why I love how you wrote Jack so much. I find your writing uniquely in tune with nervous systems states, like feeling twitchy or just inexplicably unsettled, rather than relying on just emotions or thoughts. I relate to his connection to fun and sadness so deeply, I've never found another character quite like how you've write him (but some come close).
Point being, please don't ever remove them from ao3...I've read thousands of stories published or not, and your series still lands in the top place every time I think about it.
Oh my goodness, anon, I'll never remove them!
The thought had literally never occurred to me. I wouldn't be here, now, still writing and enjoying the heck out of it if it wasn't for those Shadows and Light stories all those years ago.
The folks who enjoyed it then and the folks who find and enjoy it now make me so happy, on so many levels. It really was the fic where I discovered like, so many things about how I like to write, the kind of couples I want to write, the way I want to describe things, and it opened up a whole new world for me in so many ways, and honestly, I would never have been able to do it if it wasn't for fandom and fanart and I can't imagine taking that fanfic out of the world either.
It's going to be there for as long as AO3 is there!
Also /high fives/ on AuDHD diagnosis. I was late diagnosed, and so a bunch of my characters are neurodivergent because of understandable reasons but in a way where I didn't know why lmao. Neurotypical who. x.x








