#sappy rants

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And don't you dare try and say differently.

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Betsy Devos can EAT FUCKING DIRT

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Not going to lie if i ever actively start filming videos for youtube 50% will be cute silly shit and the other 50% will be my uncontrollable rage about the shit country i live in and other peoples total lack of human decency.

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I'm having an anxiety attack what is wrong with this country

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I'm confused

Is there no word for someone who falls in love once in a blue moon? I know demiromantic is a thing but I don't want to avoid romance, but like i just don't fall in love or have strong crushes on people often at all. Maybe only two people in my whole life. Like i find someone who i think may be a contender but then after a day whatever feelings I thought were there aren't . I want to be romantic and sexual or whatever with someone but like it takes the fucking planets to align and the wind to blow at a certain speed while a blood moon is high in the sky for me to legit catch any feelings for someone. Like i can get flustered and everything but those feelings and thoughts of " oh, i think I actually like like this person, like in more than a friend way" has only happened twice to my memory. People argue that it's demiromantic but I don't think that's right, because i want these things for myself, but i just never get them as often as other people say they do. I only ever had one legit crush in my middle school-ish days and he wasn't even one of the two people i agreed to date, I thought maybe if i date them I'll grow to like them like how other girls do. But it never happened. I've only ever had one really relationship my first year of college two years ago, that was the second and most recent time I caught feelings. I just wish i had a word for this. Does anyone else relate?

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I was on a depression help chatroom, and out of no where the admin started harassing the people in the room and called me a cunt, and when i called him out on it he banned me. I feel bad for the two people i was talking to when he showed up. His username was Dassaunt and the website was Chatzy. Watch out guys. Other than that the people on there are encouraging and very sweet.

[sappynyan]

I don't understand my school, on so many occasions we are told "This school is LGBT+ positive and we accept people of any genders or sexuality" and then on every sheet they give us it says "Are you [] Male [] Female" Way to think of the other gender identities you arschlöcher I hate school sheets

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One of the most annoying things is when you are trying to learn in class and the teacher is talking but you have people sitting next to you who wont shut up. Like I'm trying to learn how to do math and you're talking about another class. Shut up before you start complaining that you don't understand a subject, you don't learn if you don't pay attention.