a thought. everyone agrees that sunday’s wings express his emotions more than he’d want to, just like tails of animals (or dragons… staring at dan heng il)
so imagine, sunday boarding the astral express, to see the universe in a new light, to have a fresh perspective on things, to try and change the way he views himself. he lets himself loose a little, his body less stiff as he lets his guard down around the crew (that is, including you). he doesn’t try to smile all the time, doesn’t try to control his body as much as he did in the past, his halo glowing more or less depending on his mood and his wings… twitching from time to time.
as the head of the oak family, he had to be composed at all times and never let his facade slip. but now, as just another traveler wondering through the cosmos, he’s free of all the responsibilities.
as he grew accustomed to this new life the astral express has offered him, you began to notice tiny changes in his behaviour. those were details, really, but you couldn’t help yourself but smile whenever you looked at him. he seemed more alive, now that he was out of his cage.
his eyes look liked two shining suns, instead of cold gold, smile less forced, steps unsure, but more free.
and your favourite part; his wings. they would always flutter when he laughed, and you prayed to akivili that he’d never learn about this, only so you could see that sight more often. sometimes, when talking to someone (especially you), that same thing would happen again. and you had to try your best not to crack a laugh, because how could he be so adorable without even realising that? it felt like you were staring at a very cute dog wagging its tail whenever you approached it.
another detail you almost missed - his sweet tooth. whenever pom-pom said something about desserts, a spark would ignite in the halovian’s eyes, barely noticeable. every time he’d get a taste of that sweetness he so seemed to love, he’d look like a giddy child. the way he smiled, you just wanted to grab him and kiss his lips.
how could someone be so cute and unaware of that charm?
Anaxagoras is a cold-hearted, collected man focused solely on his own research, unbothered by others’ penetrating gazes.
Professor Anaxa is a teacher with… unusual methods, but he can praise students who put effort into their work.
Anaxa, your Anaxa, is a quietly devoted, loving and caring partner.
You know, that whenever somebody comments on Anaxa’s methods and calls him cruel, that they don’t know him the way you do.
You know, when you hear someone asking in a hushed tone “how could anyone love such a man?”, that they don’t know him at all.
You know, whenever Anaxa finds you at the same time, always, to ask for a simple stroll together to stretch your legs, whenever he calls your name and the corners of his lips curl just slightly, you know that he loves you. You know why you love him.
You know all those prejudices are just fake rumours when he gently massages your back while bathing together, when you find neatly packed lunch with a note “it’s your favourite –Anaxagoras”, when he takes your hand in his to press a soft kiss to your palm.
You know that he shows those softer parts of him for your eyes only; that you get to see uncharacteristically gentle gestures that only you’re allowed to see. Because he trust you, because he loves you.
And you can only smile to yourself, maybe chuckle under you breath, and take his hand in yours.
a/n: idk man life’s been pretty hard recently (both online & irl it's kind of a mess) and I’m very slowly trying to come back to writing… I have so many wips I need to finish and post aaaaaaaaa
a/n 2: I FORGOT A WHOLE PARAGRAPH HOW DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN 😭😭😭
heyyyy, I’m so so so sorry for disappearing, I have like 5 wips I wanna post and no motivation… so uhh, have something short to get me back to writing (also hoping everyone who wanted phai got him!!)
phainon x gn reader
You’ve been in that position for at least half an hour now. His head on your thighs while you play with his hair. He looked so peaceful with his eyes closed and hands resting on his chest, slowly rising and falling. For a moment you were sure he’d already fallen asleep.
“You remind me of the clouds, you know” is what breaks the silence. Your fingers halt for a moment, before making another one of the countless small braids. It’s just yours musings, after all, and you don’t expect an answer.
“I like them.”
There’s a moment of stillness before Phainon stirs, before looking up at you with those pretty eyes of his. Those beautiful eyes of the sky. You expect him to start rambling about those white fluffy balls floating high above your heads, but you how his innocent smile turns into a teasing grin and you know what to expect. Or so you think.
“It’s because of my hair, right?” you only nod at that.
“So…” he pauses for a moment, as if unsure, but you know him well enough to recognise that he’s just trying to keep you in suspense. “Does that mean that you like me, too?”
Your throat goes dry. You swallow hard, loud. It’s not a question you expected. The silence gets so uncomfortably deafening, you only hear your heart pounding in your chest. But then you remember something he’d told you a while ago; “why wouldn’t we hang out? We’re friends after all, and I do enjoy your presence!”
It’s not like that. He’s not asking for a confession.
“Yeah. Of course, I do” you just smile meekly at his heartfelt laugh, your fingertips grazing his cheek.
As much as his hair does feel like a real cloud, it’s not the reason of analogy.
The clouds are so beautiful, and yet forever out of reach.
a/n: idek why I’m still lying to myself that anaxa’s my fav amphoreus character… also can I say I absolutely adore this guy? he’s just so precious to me… silly lil puppy
I see so many people thinking that mydei is really rough and uncaring with his partner (especially in bed…) and I’m like… no?? he’s not? he’s the most respectful guy you’ll find out there?? okay it’s lighthearted but… just heart me out (may be a bit ooc since I didn’t figure out his personality as much yet)
mydei x gn reader
Mydeimos, the crown prince of Castrum Kremnos, one of the Chrysos Heirs, your lover and… apparently a heartless man. You scoff at the idea. Sure, he may be a merciless warrior when it comes to striking down his opponents, but he is not ruthless. Especially with those he holds dear.
You can’t really recall when those rumours spread; suddenly, people of Okhema started thinking your boyfriend (extremely kind, in your humble opinion) was cruel. You were obviously first to deny that, but who’d believe you? It’s not like you could just walk up to a bunch of citizens and tell them “you’re all wrong!” They’d probably laugh at you. How could a random person know the Mydei so well? Oh, if only they knew…
But, as kind and benevolent you are, you decided to keep your promise and not tell the public about your relationship. Even if your powerlessness to those rumours made your blood boil and your fists clench.
When asked how he felt about them, Mydei at first pretended to be surprised. But you knew better than to believe in his act. “Don’t worry about that, their words shouldn’t be worrying you. Rumours always die out sooner or later, just like a fire. Pay them no mind, [Name].” Easier said than done, is what you thought to yourself. But he was right, as much as you hated to admit.
If you could speak up and defend him from all those terrible allegations, you’d tell them how he’s a fighter for the sake of protecting those who he holds close, how he always cooks the most delicious food for you, how he lets you do his hair when you had a bad day, how sweet he is with children, and how surprisingly gentle he truly is.
But, sometimes you think to yourself, maybe it’s better if only you get to see that side of Mydei, reserved just for you ♡
a/n: aaaaaaaaa I’m so so so sorry this is so late, I completely forgot about it >< btw I almost finished 3.1 and oof… this guy grew on me A LOT (there’s something about men who have rough hands, but a firm and gentle hold…)
I had been going through some stuff lately and didn’t write much, so here’s something short to get me back into writing
phainon x gn reader
“Wait!” You shout after him, stumbling over your own feet, knees deep in the water. The sky’s clear, sun’s shining, and yet the sea is so cold. You pulled up your pants just below your knees in a hurry, the salty water leaving wet stains. You don’t bother thinking about it right now, it doesn’t matter.
He stares at you, expression seemingly unreadable. But you can see the corners of his mouth twitching, his clenched fists trembling, his eyes blinking rapidly. There’s fear in them. Is it because you care? Is this why he’s so scared?
You take a step closer, and although the icy water makes you flinch, it won’t hold you back. He doesn’t move. He just… stares.
“What are you doing, [Name]?” The question comes out as a whisper, you’re sure it wasn’t intended to. You breathe in and breathe out, trying to catch your breath after running. Maybe you didn’t need to. Maybe worrying over him wasn’t necessary. Maybe you were just paranoid after you caught him with a razor in his hand in the middle on the night once. Maybe the fact that he’d sometimes cry in the quiet of the night didn’t mean anything.
But you do care. Maybe too much. Everyone says he’s strong and he’ll manage to get through, as he always does. But you’re just so scared of losing him. Tears start to form in the corners of your eyes, threatening to fall down your cheeks. He’s tensed, and so are you.
Your hand reaches out for his. He withdraws his hand. It hurts, but you grasp it anyways. He doesn’t push your hand off his. You should be relieved at this, but you’re not really sure how to feel. His hands are still warm. As they’ve always been. You instinctively rub small circles with your thumb, trying to soothe him.
“I love you.” This is the first time he really looks into your eyes. He looks at you as if you’ve told him you hated him. Maybe it’s the same thing for him. He looks so hurt it makes you want to cry.
“I’m sorry.” And you do. Tears spill from your eyes and everything aches. He lets go of your hand, unsure of what to do. “[Name], please don’t cry. I don’t want to see you cry, especially because of me.”
“Then stop apologising!” You shout into your palms.
“I’m sorry, I’m- I’m so sorry, please just-“ you hear his voice tremble and he, too, breaks down. This is the first time you hear him crying openly. It’s not just quiet sniffles or quiet breaths, he’s whining like a child. And through tears, you smile because this is the first time he doesn’t hide his pains from you.
His arms wrap around your back, his tears wetting your shirt. You hear his erratic breathing, feel how fast his heart’s beating, how tightly he’s holding onto you with trembling hands. You slowly place your hands on his back and hold him. Although he’s clinging to you like you’re his last lifeline, you’re embracing him, like a parent would their child. You kiss his neck once, soft and gentle.
You’re both crying, and maybe it was necessary.
a/n: been writing a lot for phai recently huh… wanted smth sweet but it turned out really angsty, sorry yall… sigh. oh well, guess it’s my calling (or maybe just me watching tshd gave me inspo…)
Ao3 version (I recommend checking it for warnings for the whole series)
a/n: heyyyyy so I was supposed to post this like 4 days ago but realised I forgot to proofread and then I had like 3 mental breakdowns so… yeah. anyways I feel like I need to say that I’m terrible when it comes to writing fights and I think it’s painfully obvious here (╥﹏╥) aaaalso I feel like I should point out that english is not my first language haha… but I hope you can enjoy this fic regardless!
phainon x chrysos heir gn reader
4k words (woah), a bit of blood (but it's golden so it's fine), mild swearing
You’re not a Chrysos Heir. They tragically die through sacrifice, fighting their whole lives. They save the masses, protect humanity. You don’t do any of it. You’re going to have a future; a peaceful one. You’re going to help your parents out in the field and then take over their business. You won’t spill your blood in vain; you won’t paint the grass gold.
Ever since you remember, you’ve been hiding a secret. Sounds ominous, doesn’t it? After all, not everyone is born and immediately gets told that they’re going to die tragically purely because they were born with blood of gold.
You don’t remember exactly how it happened. You were just running around, having fun before you stumbled onto the ground and scraped your knee; it hurt, nose scrunched, tears rolling down your puffy cheeks - who could blame you? You were not older than 3. Worried parents rushing to you, cooing in an attempt to calm you down, until your mother saw your knee - instead of seeing reddened skin, she saw gold. Your father scooped you in his arms and took you home.
Ever since that incident, your parents had gotten much more protective of you. They’d always watch you whenever you played with your friends, keep you at home, safe, for longer than necessary, not letting you stray too far from home “in case something happens”. It took you a while of pestering them until your parents finally gave in and told you their reasons for such a change in their behaviour.
“You see”, your mother started, “there are some people born with blood of gold, like you. They’re called Chrysos Heirs. Their mission is to defy fate and fight with gods, all for the sake of humanity. It’s very dangerous, and very few of them last till the end.”
It came to you as quite a shock, since you didn’t even realise your blood wasn’t crimson red. After all, you’d never really gotten a chance to learn that fact, with parents keeping you away from any and all kinds of danger. Of course you thought you were the same as them, why wouldn’t you? You weren’t anything special. Right?
“Mommy won’t let fate take her baby away from her. I will keep you safe from that cruel destiny. I promise.”
You’d grown up like any other child; helping out at home, playing in the field (in moderation, with such overprotective parents as yours it wasn’t a common occurrence), living carefree, ignorant to the dangers lurking outside of your little haven called village. Except you hadn’t. You didn’t outright ‘seek’ challenges, but you weren’t slacking off either. Training at the back of your house; wooden sword in hand, swinging it at an imaginary enemy. You weren’t sure if you could even call that training, but with the lack of a better word, you settled for that. You didn’t understand your parents’ concerns. After all, protecting the world wasn’t a bad thing, when your whole world was just your hometown. Even your teachers noticed how agile you’ve gotten, so you could pat your shoulder with pride at your efforts in getting stronger.
It was only logical you wanted to hone your skills and actually learn how to fight when you actually got the chance to, no? Reaching adulthood gave you a chance to finally choose for yourself, although you felt guilty for keeping your parents in the dark about your plans for the future.
“I want to go to Castrum Kremnos.” You remember your mother flinching, how she stared at you as if you’ve told her you’re going to die tomorrow. (It was probably the same thing for her. Fighting equaled death.) Your father was a bit more observant (or maybe he just didn’t lie to himself) and so he wasn’t as surprised with that information. Because it was a statement; not a suggestion, not a question. You were settled on going. On leaving.
Her trembling hands reached out, tired and calloused from all the work she’d done over the years. You gently took them into yours, thumbs brushing over her knuckles, kneeling down to be on her eye level.
You saw her open her mouth, but no sound came out; only tears started to gather at the corners of her eyes.
“I will be back when I’m done with my training. I want to go there so I can return here and keep you all safe from any danger.” To you, your village was a haven. And you wanted to keep it that way. “I’ll do my best to not let anyone learn of my secret, I promise.”
“But- what if someone finds out?” You felt guilty for pushing her into such state - wet from tears cheeks, trembling hands, weak voice. But who could really blame you? You wished to have a life of your own, too. Was that so wrong to yearn for such thing?
“I’ll just tell them that this is the exact reason why I’m training - so I can become a capable Chrysos Heir.” You wouldn’t be fully lying, even. You always felt responsible for the people you cared about. Was this the reason why? Your friends always talked about the Heirs with so much passion and admiration. About how brave they were, how amazing and strong. Maybe that’s why you always felt like you needed to learn how to fight - because it was in your blood to protect the world. The only difference was that your world was a small village you were born in, not the whole of Amphoreus.
You straightened up, eyes wandering to your father who only had a bitter smile. He was ready to let go, probably had been for a long time, but it still pained him to see the child he shielded for so all those years simply leave for that one reason he didn’t want them to.
Your warm fingers came up to your mother’s cheek, wiping away the tears;
“I don’t want to save the world, mother. I just want to protect those I hold dear.”You picked up the sword you ordered from your local forgesmith in secret and left your peaceful haven. But you promised yourself and everyone else that you will return. They were the whole reason you headed to Kremnos. So you could learn how to keep the danger away from the world. Or rather, your world.
You’ve passed some villages on your way and have learned a few things; one, it was still a long way from Kremnos, two, it was pointless to go there because it had been abandoned by its people, and three, the people you were looking for were currently in Okhema (and weren’t keen on leaving).
You could only sigh in disappointment. You never planned to go to the Holy City, and you’ve heard about the golden threads that see everything happening in the city (although you weren’t exactly sure how they worked). Well, it wasn’t like you had any other choice, so you just kept moving forward. At least you’ve got some food you could munch on. It was tasty, you had to admit, and you were quite lucky you didn't have to worry about dying of starvation.
Oh well, Okhema it is.
After what felt like eternity, you arrive at a temple. Is this a citystate…? It’s too dark to even try to see anything, and it seems to be abandoned anyways. So empty and quiet, you don’t like the eerie atmosphere this place has. Goosebumps form on your skin, heart pounding in your chest - are you really scared of the dark? You’re not a kid anymore, c’mon you can do better.
Inhale, exhale.
It’s fine. You have something to protect yourself if any danger were to arise. Your eyes wander around the place, scanning the area; all you could see was fallen columns made of marble and the faint light of Kephale reaching to the temple amidst the fog.
Hand idly tracing the surface of a stone, fingers stopping at a carving that reads “Janusopolis”. Well, that answers your question; you’ve arrived at the Temple of Three Fates, if you recall the name correctly. You’ve met a priest of Passage only once, when he traveled from village to village, spreading the word of Fate. You don’t remember anything he’d said, it all felt like just some ramblings of an old man. Maybe you should’ve shown him more respect. Who knows if Janus will call Talanton to judge you for your misdoings. Wait, haven’t there been rumours about both of them already being dead, though?
A sound reaches your ears, shaking you out of your trance. Is it… people? No one should leave in such poor conditions, although priests are known for their stubbornness and devotion, so who knows. Still, the more the merrier, isn’t that how the saying goes? It’s easier to protect yourself when you’re in a group (hopefully it’s not some thieves looking for easy money).
Your suspicion was right, as you can make out a crowd as you approach. They’re in smaller groups, most of them wearing pristine white attire of priests, unfortunately, but you notice that they don't seem to be in a hurry; either they’re crazy and are ready to throw away their lives for Fate, or there’re some capable warriors among them. You hope for the latter.
It almost feels like you’re a hunter trying to walk closer to their prey with how slowly you step forward. You’re not that talkative and trying to get obsessed priests to talk, much less help a stranger, is quite a feat. There’s a larger group of people discussing something in a rather tight circle; is it perhaps where the leader stands? You pray to all the Titans above that they’re an easy-going person, because otherwise the conversation you’re about to have is going to be extremely awkward. As you pass people by, the chatter is replaced by whispers (or is it just your imagination playing tricks on you?) and you feel as if a thousand daggers were pointed straight at you.
Deep breaths, it’ll be fine. The worst you can hear is ‘no’.
You reach the group, which seems to be in a heated debate over… whether or not they can stay here? You sigh internally, it really seems to be the extremely devoted type, huh. Before you can even step back and let them argue in peace, you hear
“And who are you, huh?”
Oh. Oh shit.
…And your plan is all ruined. Although most faces are filled with judgement (how ironic), you spot some younger pairs of eyes hiding sheer curiosity - or, confusion, perhaps. Though the person that stands out the most is probably the only person who doesn’t look like a devoted follower of Fate. Soft white hair dangling off his face, sky blue eyes that seem to be piercing right through your soul, face full of vigor - yeah, he’s definitely the person you were looking for.
“Do you need help with anything? Did you get lost?” The question is directed at you, and somehow with the way he said it, it feels less threatening than you expected.
There’s a moment of silence, and you feel your hands getting sweaty, but you counter his question with your own one;
“Are you perhaps heading to the Holy City?”
The man's face visibly lights up at your words.
“Y’know, I’m so glad you’ve bumped into us, who knows how much more convincing I’d have to do before they’d give in.” He lets out a sheepish chuckle, hand on the back of neck. “You coming in felt like an older sibling setting a good example for the younger one to follow!”
You only nod silently at his words. You’ve only known this man for less than 5 minutes, and you can already tell that he talks a lot.
“Oh, right- I should properly introduce myself.” He clears his throat, one of his hands reaching out to you. “I’m Phainon of Aedes Elysiae, Chrysos Heir, also known as ‘the Deliverer’.” If you’re being honest, you’ve never heard about either his hometown, nor his title. Should you feel embarrassed?
“[Name]” you take his extended hand, gently shaking it. You decide to bring up your hometown too. Is it a local custom, you wonder, to introduce yourself alongside the place of your birth? You’ve only ever known people from your village, so no such thing was ever necessary. Phainon, as you now know, stares back at you for a moment before laughing out a “can’t say I’ve been there before”.
“I’m not surprised, it’s in the middle of nowhere, and most people stay there for the rest of their lives.” You can almost see sparks in his eyes as he beams with a grin plastered onto his face. (Is this his default expression??)
“Oh, I have the same thing! No one has really heard about my hometown, and even though it’s been called a ‘place that doesn’t exist’, it has been my whole world throughout my childhood! Only later did I find out there was something beyond the wheat fields of my hometown.” You sense sorrow in his voice; he must miss his home. Whatever he’s thinking about, he doesn’t let it linger and changes the topic. “I’ve gotta ask. I’ve noticed you are carrying a sword with you; are you a warrior too? You look quite inconspicuous for one.” He flashes you a wide smile. You don’t exactly know yourself - does ‘training’ in secret every once in a while makes you a fighter? Yeah, not really.
“Uh, no, I wouldn’t call myself that. I mean, I can protect myself, but that’s it. I’m not that great, even for a human. Which is also the reason why I’m heading to Okhema - so I can receive proper training.”
“Ah, so you wanna get there for the Kremnoans, huh? I’m not sure if they’ll be willing to train you, or anyone really, with how things are now.” You look up at him, curiosity getting the better of you.
“Why’s that? I know they had to be moved quickly because of Nikador’s corruption, but it shouldn’t be a bad thing, right?”
“Well yeah, but that’s also where the problem lies; they’re quite proud and wanted to stay until the very end - like those guys right here.” He nods in the direction of Fate’s priests. “And the political situation isn’t so great either. Okhemans aren’t fond of the Strife’s followers either. So there’s a lot of tension in the city.”
Your head hangs low. Does it mean that the whole journey was pointless?
“But-” you raise your head just slightly, “not everyone’s like that; I know a few people who are still willing to help eager kids hone their skills! So keep your head up, I’m sure you’ll find someone willing to help. And if not, you can always come to me for advice.” Somehow, his words don’t raise your hopes too much, but you smile weakly at him anyways.
“Thanks, I appreciate it.”
“So… is it alright if I join you on your way to Okhema?”
“Yes, I thought that it was obvious! I mean, we wouldn’t be chatting right now if I thought otherwise, would we?” You chuckle nervously, as if to yourself. So he’s the kind type.
“Anyways, I’ll go gather everyone and we can get going, alright?” He says that as if he isn’t already running to a group of elders. You can only smile to yourself in amusement.
True to his words, Phainon arrives surrounded by lots of people in approximately 5, 6 minutes? You genuinely thought it’d take him longer, but maybe he’s just skilled at convincing.
He walks up to you silently, smile painting his face and simply says “let’s go” before setting off. Which actually leaves you flabbergasted, because how can he be so casual? And with that smile? Your brain doesn’t even register that he passes by you, and soon people start to follow. You quickly catch up to him so you don’t get swallowed by the crowd.
As expected, he starts a conversation with you not long after, and you swear that he must have some special abilities, because there’s no way that the same priests who were arguing relentlessly just half an hour ago are now chatting about the most mundane things. (Or they’re already plotting revenge, you can’t really tell. Priests can get scary after all.)
Peace doesn’t last long though, as both you and the Heir sense someone else’s presence lurking in the shadows. Janus’s priests must notice that too, since idle chatter grows quieter.
“Do you see anything?” You can feel the tension in the air, and Phainon having his sword in hand does not make it any better.
“Not yet. It’s probably a bunch of Titankin though, it shouldn’t be too hard.”
“You shouldn’t underestimate your enemy” is at the tip of your tongue, but you ultimately decide to keep your mouth shut - you’re not in the position to speak about such things.
“Alright, you focus on the front, and I’ll take care of the rest.” You feel the warmth of Phainon’s hand on your shoulder for a moment before he disappears from your sight, leaving no room for objections.
“Wait-” you shout after him but realise it’s inherently useless as you’re currently facing foes. From the corner of your eye you see people panicking and running in the opposite direction, which makes it easier - more space means more flexibility, but also more vulnerable to your opponent. You’re pretty good at dodging though, so you hope it’s fine.
You don’t necessarily need to kill them, right? Fending them off should be enough (unless they’re too aggressive to even get scared). Your grip on the sword’s handle tightens, and although you’re not entirely sure of yourself, it’s better to strike fast.
Dagger made out of gold flashes before your eyes. Three steps back. Two forward, your sword’s edge goes through a Titankin’s head.
On your right. Sword going up to counter another’s attack. They’re stronger than you, you know you won’t last long. Swiftly stepping to the side, their sword hitting the ground from the pressure, your own stabs them in the back. Another one’s down. You expected to have more trouble, but it really does seem to be going pretty well, even for you. Or rather, it did, because you suddenly feel piercing pain on the side of abdomen
“Shit-” you blurt out, one hand leaving the sword’s handle to hold where it hurts. You stumble on your feet, but still manage to land a hit on one of the enemies (although not the one you meant to harm). Your movements start getting sloppy, hands sweating so much your sword almost slips.
You manage to kick a Titankin on your left off you and stab them through their torso. The hand holding onto your wound moves to your sword, smearing gold on its handle. With the last ounce of strength you throw your sword at the enemy, its blade piercing right through their back.
Your legs give out and your knees hit the ground. You see drops of golden liquid on the ground. You’re not sure whose blood is it. You crawl to your sword and weakly pick it up off the ground. With ragged breaths, you try to stand back up on your feet, knees buckling beneath you. You wince at the pain.
You look around, expecting to see stone-like figures, but you find none. All you can hear is your own uneven breaths. (You hope you didn’t mess up and put someone in danger. If the Titankin flew off to somebody else, you know you have zero chance to protect them. But who are you lying to, you can’t even protect yourself.) You either are in such a miserable situation that even corrupted creatures pity you, or you simply managed to get rid of them all. Your hand is still clutching onto your side, eyes darting from one direction to another, desperate to find any piece of torn clothing to cover up your wound, but all you can think about is that you’re still bleeding and if you don’t do anything now, soon enough someone will learn the truth, and you can’t let that happen. That anxiety makes you hyperaware of everything.
You hoped it wasn’t that bad, you didn’t expect it to be an open wound and hand covered in blood. Golden blood. If you keep pressing, the bleeding will stop, right? But oh Titans, it hurts so bad. You’re not a child, you’re not gonna cry.
In the distance, there’s a group of people; they’re standing close to each other, but you can’t see any red on their pristine clothes, so it means Phainon has kept them safe. A relieved sigh leaves your mouth. But you can’t go back yet. You need to find something to cover up.
You don’t expect anyone coming to look for you, so there’s still time before you head back to them. Or maybe Time’s priests know how to stop the bleeding? But you’d probably need to show them your wound so it’s not the best course of action. You don’t get a chance to think before you hear your name. Your mind freezes. You need to come up with something. Tell them it’s Titankin’s blood? No it doesn’t make sense. Maybe just ask them for a piece of clothing, they probably won’t bother asking what’s wrong, right? No, it’ll make things suspicious, especially if they do ask about it.
“[Name]! Are you okay? You didn’t get hurt, did you?” That’s when you hear who does the voice belong to. You curse internally, because he 100% will ask about it. Or rather, he already did. Great! Amazing, really.
“No, I’m fine, don’t worry.” Yeah, very convincing, with how weak your voice sounds. You hear him step closer, his outfit coming into your vision.
“Then why are you standing like that?” His voice laced with worry, eyes too, if you are to guess, but you can’t look at him right now, not in this state. “You did get hurt, didn’t you? C’mon show me, I can help, I promise.” His hands reach out, but you quickly slap them away with your free hand.
“It’s fine.” Even you can hear how strained your voice is, but you pray to the Titans that he’ll get tired and let go with enough convincing.
“You’re clearly not. Why won’t you show me? It’s nothing to be embarrassed about, I used to get hurt too!” You can’t. If your hand moves even an inch, he’ll see. You cannot let that happen. The Heir clenches his fists; is he angry? (at you or himself?)
Before you can protest any more, you feel his hand on the arm that’s pressing onto your wound, tugging at it. “Stop-“ You struggle against him for a moment, but the difference in strength is painfully obvious and he raises your hand up into the air.
You look down at the ground, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes.
“It’s… golden?” You’re not sure if he’s more shocked or disappointed, and you don’t think you want to know. There’s no point in denying it now.
“But I thought you were…” he whispers, as if to himself, before letting go of your arm that’s covered in blood. You hear the sound of clothes getting torn and can’t help it. Eyes look up at him, only to see a scrap of white in his hand. You blink in confusion. “Take it.”
Instead of betrayal on his face, you see a soft smile. You pick the material off his hand. “To stop the bleeding.” Makes sense. You wrap it around your waist and tie a firm knot. He extends his hand to you.
“Now let’s get going. We still need to escort those priests, remember? I’ll take you to Hyacine right after.” Although you’re still worried about the wound, you absentmindedly take his hand and let him lead the way. In that singular moment, the whole world goes quiet.
a/n: if I'm being honest, I'm still not fully satisfied with how this turned out, but if I kept rewriting this, I'd never post it
Late birthday post for my boy, wanderer (love him, main him, cried for him)
I’m not sure if I can say it’s suggestive; more like non sexual nudity?? okay, maybe a little bit, but really sweet Just wanted to point that out so no one is surprised
gn reader
Soft skin meets porcelain. Warmth lands onto that cold body of his. It’s weird, but somehow, he feels welcomed. With every motion of his hands, you feel like you’re about to be devoured. There’s something endearing in that, though. How gentle he is, yet also bold. It earns a chuckle from you.
When that freezing feeling reaches a certain spot, you shudder. He stops. Eyes laced with worry meet yours. A silent reminder of care. “It’s fine, you can go on” and so he does. Your hands wrap around his waist, to steady yourself. Uneven breaths tickle his neck, you never feel his. It’s all so eerie.
He leans in, beautiful eyes staring at you, with that pleading expression you rarely see. You let him, eagerly welcoming that sweet feeling of his lips on yours. It’s the only time you feel his body heat. Deeper and deeper, he ventures, as if you’re some unknown land. Hands roam, with so much devotion even the quietest whispers can’t convey.
For a moment, there’s no friction between you. That human body of yours yearns for more, but patiently waits for the puppet’s choice. With that smile, you seem like a god in his eyes. A god he once tried to be, a goal he hoped to achieve with so much effort put, and so little practice of how to be one. You didn’t need it; you don’t need a gnosis, a perfect body (which you do have, in his humble opinion), a whole palace meant for you, you don’t need anything at all. Just one follower who’d die for your happiness - that is, him. How ironic; faithful followers is what he needed the most (even if he saw them as pests), and now he is that, which he hated the most - someone in love.
Warm skin melts with porcelain, like a candle. Two people turn into one in a dance of gentle love and passion. “Happy birthday. I love you always, and forever. Remember that, okay?” He loved you twice as much.
hi. I exist and came to serve more fluff with pretty hsr men (this time it’s our one and only silly gambler dude, aven ♡)
gn reader as always here!
Waking up everyday to the sight of your lover cuddling into you is probably the best thing that has ever happened to you. The warm light shining down onto you two through the curtains, the quiet morning with no sound of alarm ringing.
You blink once, twice, to wake your eyes up. When your vision finally stops being blurry from your sleep, you register something - a bunch of messy blond locks stuffed into your face. It smells nice and it’s fluffy, sure, but it really tickles your cheeks. You try to wriggle out of this weird position you’re in, only to be yanked back into your place by a hand
“Good morning…?” you whisper, somehow unsure if the one next to you is awake (as if what just happened wasn’t the proof).
“No” Aventurine mumbles and leans into your touch more, as if you were about to disappear into thin air. You chuckle quietly at this and prop yourself up on your free arm to kiss his cheek. You notice how a faint smile creeps its way onto his lips, yet his eyes are still closed - as if trying to fool you into believing that he’s asleep (you both know he’s now 100% awake).
“Wake up, sun’s already up” you try again and earn a quiet groan from the man. He shifts under the duvet, his golden hair disappearing and reappearing moments later. This time he’s facing you, eyes squinted to let in as little light as possible. You smile; his eyes are one of your favourite things to look at, and to see him in a situation like that is a sight to behold.
“That doesn’t mean we need to as well, does it?” Before you can answer, he adds “besides, it’s comfy in here. And you can’t argue, it is rare for us to be able to wake up like this, together. You could reward me on my day off and let me sleep longer, [Name].”
For a moment, you’re not sure what answer to come up with - after all, he is right. Situations like these don’t happen often and you should savour them as much as you can. But not when it’s… wait, what system time exactly is it?
Before you manage to even turn around to check, Aventurine cups your cheek and stares at you with so much intensity behind those pretty eyes of his, as if his life depended on it. (Quite funny how it’s just another morning; nothing less, nothing more.)
“Don’t. Just, focus on me right now. You’re not in a rush, so why the hurry?” Something in his voice stops you in your tracks, and for a split second you’re just staring at him with wide eyes. He chuckles at that expression, bringing you closer to him and kissing your forehead. You melt into that warmth, suddenly hyperaware of your surroundings, of the sun’s rays you don’t really want to accept yet, of the comfortable position you found yourself in, of the softness of Aventurine’s lips, and most importantly, of Aventurine himself.
You sigh, half in defeat, half in relief, as you slide one of your hands underneath the silky fabric of his shirt and placing it on his bare back, cold fingers meeting warm skin. He shivers just slightly, but doesn’t push you away. Instead, he leans in closer, chin resting atop your head.
You move in a little, until your lips are mere inches away from his neck and your breath’s tickling him. You place a kiss on that burn mark, the commodity code that stings, yet the blonde sighs at that feeling, as if content.
“You smell nice” you manage to whisper into his skin before drifting back to the dreamland, this time in your lover’s gentle embrace.
