I'm happy to see everyone excited about the new event on JP but like...a Big Hero 6 event and NO Idia and Ortho Shroud? You know, the characters who have parallels the Hiro and Tadashi AND Baymax? Idia Shroud whose dream was/is to become a hero?? Ortho Shroud who's like a hero?? And like...much more?? This is just the tip of the iceberg man. Sigh.
I know I'm judging this without it even being out yet, but come on man, Kalim, Silver, Rook, and Jade? I'm happy to see these characters together in an event at all but it shouldn't have been this one imo
At least Siver is, well, I think it's Silver, it could be Kalim idk, out of jail and finally gotten an event SSR! That's one grace I'll give this new event ig.
The Dark Feminines Domain : Mama Saturns Roleplay As The Masculine.
So a lot of people don't know this but Saturn's energy is really more feminine than it is masculine. Why do I say that?
Lets start with the symbolism of capricorn being the sea goat, having its head above water while its tail is still below the sea.
This means they are capable of balancing their watery emotions with the world and being able to come back up form the water and fulfill its fate by climbing up the mountain. It is as if they are everything at once, and nothing at all.
They are given the strength to keep going, even when it feels like it should stop.
While yes, their energy could be a bit heavy at times, it is a force of transmutation to say the least. Giving their all into something while being brought up with nothing is a story that a lot of saturn dominant individuals know all to well.
Having to fend for themselves and survive in a world that told them they wouldn't be anything. Having to learn the ins and the outs of their bodies, their emotions, their mind, their worries, what spooks them, so early on in their life.. and by the time they get older to truly be on their own they have already mastered the arts of their emotions and the human psyche long before their peers.
There is a theory that they are old souls but in truth they just learned quicker than others and sometimes it wasn't suppose to be that way, it just happened. They became the older sibling, the caretaker, the provider, the one who has it all at a younger age than most because that emotional state was harder for their caretakers, the authorative figures, the people that were suppose to have their back at their developing age so they learned how to pick themselves up before they fell again and again and again.
Why I say this placement is more connected to the divine feminine because her force is so powerful you would think it is masculine energy. But there is still a softness and admirable effect that it has that most never truly know what is beyond the surface. Masculine energy is in your face, this one not really.
The powerful feminine energy that saturnians carry is one that is mystique in its own right.
They are capable of holding their own while also feeling the need to be helped. They do not express this side enough but they shouldn't worry, there is someone ready to help them with all that baggage. They do not need to carry it alone.
Mama's saturn is the one that teaches us to flow in this long journey that we embark in.
It is a special energy because once you understand her, you will know that it is her magic that is teaching you the game so that you can grow and master your sense of self.
So that anyone that walks in your path won't be able to say they have also walked in your shoes.
Because it takes two to tango and it was only you and your soul in the end of the journey.
Dropping more Rue sketches here cause she's the only thing helping me fight the literal DEMONS that are depression, artblock, and burn art👍
Escapism from Steven Universe is very Rue coded especially during s2 love HER.
Lore dump incoming:
She's a 17 y/o runaway orphan looking for answers abt her parents and the strange dreams she's been having since she was 5.
She stumbles upon an injured and passed out Arthur Lester and takes him to a hospital near by in a small town they were passing through and has been visiting him during his coma(she claims it's to make sure he isn't a serial killer).
From there she ends up tagging along.
Turns out her parents were part of a cult that worshipped the King in Yellow and Rue was gifted with "special dreams" which allow her to see the supernatural as well as the Dreamlands and in rare cases, the future/past.
Ngl the idea for her was just "What if Arthur was forced to confront his parental guilt in a deeper lively by giving him a child/teen companion with him?" And the outcome was...well....
It's complicated(and don't get me started on them in s4 yeeesh)...
Tldr; theyre Ellie and Joel coded 👍
Not expecting much interaction with this one this is purely self indulgent. I'm cringe but free!
Saturn in pisces; transgressive politics, trans-panic, and the Christian revivalist movement
Saturn in pisces backslides. It regresses and rejects nonconformity. Saturn is the preserver of tradition, pisces evaporates all that it touches.
Saturn is pisces is a regressive saturn.
Saturn in pisces is the breakdown of infrastructure, floods and deep sea tragedies; The titanic submarine implosion, severe weather, record breaking floods in China.
The saturn in pisces generation will be highly sensitive to foreign affairs and negatively effected by economic strife. Recession, inflation and shrink-flation put a financial burden on the saturn in pisces generations’ parental figures.
Saturn in pisces also represents the new Christian revivalist movement which has lead to a revocation of reproductive rights and increase in trans-panic; the threat to gender affirming healthcare and attacks on the rights of transgender children.
Saturn in aries (saturn in fall) will be a period of radical individualism which could emphasize these themes or eradicate them entirely.
thinking about people i was deeply intertwined with that i no longer speak to. i miss you. i never want to see you again. i hope you're doing well. i wish i was different when i knew you.
His favorite color HAS to be periwinkle, you cannot tell me otherwise. He just seems like the type of dude to favor periwinkle because it's a soft color to gaze upon.
Bro has sensory issues, and sometimes will have days where his prosthetic arm will cause him discomfort. I think he would have days where he doesn't wear the prosthetic if he knows he's not going anywhere.
PTSD and Anxiety tics when he thinks back to the ceremony incident. This poor dude cannot get enough of the past.
He will have recurring nightmares of the incident that makes him wake up in cold sweats. (Ambrosius would comfort him anytime he has those nightmares)
Bro has a book collection that are mostly action and thriller genre books. (Maybe even fairytale books)
CRAVES physical affection on a daily basis ever since he’s been away from Ambrosius for so long.
Based on the indented headcannon above, I would say that Ballister wasn't this clingy when he was first with Ambrosius, but now that he had to endure YEARS of not seeing him after the incident, he's been more clingy than Ambrosius has.
He seems the type to run his thumb over Ambrosius’ knuckles as a way to tell him he loves him.
Anytime Him and Ambrosius are together, either sitting next to each other, or walking while holding hands, he’ll lay his head on Ambrosius’ shoulder on instinct.
(Another headcanon I saw) TRANSMASC CODED!!(transmasc is what it says)RAAAAHHHHH 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
One time he shaved his beard and he had to endure Ambrosius’ laughter for a solid 5 minutes at most because of how young he looked to Ambrosius.
Can not stand horror films. Bro clings onto his man everytime there is a jumpscare.
He holds Ambrosius' hand with his actual hand so he can feel the warmth of his lover.
Continuing with the indent, he makes sure that he touches Ambrosius with his actual hand because he fears that there will be a day where he will never see him again. (This one hurts 🥲)
He has insomnia, what can I say?
He treats Nimona like his own, of course. Bro spoils her 24/7.
Ambrosius and Ballister would always pass notes during their training years. (Todd teased them for it)
He's so tenderheaded. He never let's anyone play with his hair unless it's soft strokes.
... Ticklish Stomach. (You didn't hear that from me 🤫)
Going more with the indented. He gets tickled more than he tickles other people.
When he does get into his ler moods however, you better HOPE you can out run this bitch. He turns into a whole new person when in his ler moods.. 😬
𝙰𝚖𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚞𝚜 𝙶𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚕𝚘𝚒𝚗
He has frequent meltdowns because he physically cannot get the image of him cutting Bal's arm off out of his mind.
He's Allergic to cats. (=^ェ^=)
Ever since Ballister brought up a nightmare about Ambrosius telling him He doesn't love him, he's been complimenting Bal every morning, and always make sure that he tells him he loves him.
He teases Bal everyday to see his smile when in a flustered state.
He so gossips to Bal about the drama that happened over at the tower when Ambrosius was working for the Director. "Sit down babe, I gotta tell YOU about this one time..."
He pulls Bal closer to him when they cuddle because he has thoughts of Bal being just a dream.
LOVES HORROR MOVIES. He doesn't seem like the type to go on a horror marathon, but he favors the conjuring movies. 🍿 (he drags Bal along with him just so he can watch Bal cling on to him for dear life.)
He leaves little love notes for Bal to wake up to when Ambrosius leaves to run errands.
It took Ambrosius a LONG while for him to feel comfortable around Nimona because he regrets being mean to her when working for the Director.
He's not one to favor reading books, but he always says yes to Bal when agreeing to go to the book store.
Golden retriever, if you will?
One time, he took an animal quiz with Bal and Nimona to see which animals they would be, and he was mad for the rest of the day when he got a dolphin and not a dog.
He's not that sensitive when it comes to tickling, but Bal knows one spot that gets Ambrosius to take back whatever he might have said to Bal. *cough* *cough* ticklish knees *cough* DAMN, I need a new keyboard, this ones barely working. 👨💻 /j
a second dad to Nimona.
𝙽𝚒𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚊
One time she turned into a shark and had Bal walk with her around the neighborhood because he tried to scare Nimona. (She's petty like that)
She has night terrors of the well and Gloreth.
She makes it her JOB to embarrass Bal and Ambrosius when they kiss in public. "Get a room!" "Okay you two LOVE BIRDS!"
She pretends to fall asleep next to Bal so he can put a blanket over her due to being lazy.
One time she locked Bal outside of his home because he won a board game.
She so listens to Evanescence. (Maybe even Avenged sevenfold)
When she's stressed, she shapeshifts into a bird and flies around the city to calm herself down when Bal and Ambrosius aren't at Bal's home.
LOVES to sing outloud.
One time she called Diego out for reading fanfiction when hanging out with Bal and Ambrosius.
"Guys, Diego is reading fanfiction again.." Nimona pointed at Diego's phone.
"Am NOT!" Diego hid his phone away from the others in disbelief.
"Dude, how many times do we have to say it, we don't care if you read fanfiction, just do it on a day where we're NOT hanging out." Ambrosius sighed heavily.
On chill days where Bal, Ambrosius, and Nimona are all hanging out in Bal's livingroom, she would draw, paint, or color a picture.
I feel like she wants to because an artist. She has the creativity and mind like one!
It looks like her favorite color would be pink because of the implications of her shapeshifting into pink animals, but I think her favorite color would be like some type of orange-y red color.
She's a gift giver. She would be the type of person to gift someone a drawing with their favorite color as the main visual.
She seems like a Ler to me. I don't think she's very ticklish, but then again; with her backstory, I don't think she really knows what tickling is until she popped into Bal's and Ambrosius' lives. (Them two lovely doves brings up too many tickle fights around Nimona.)
𝙳𝚒𝚎𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚂𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚛𝚎
He reads AND writes Ao3 fanfictions (he reads them more than he writes them)
The movie portrays him as a distrusting and closed minded person, but I really think he's a hesitant people pleaser.
He avoids conflict BIG TIME.
He so sleeps with stuffed animals. (me too bro, me too)
His social battery is ALWAYS on an all time low.
He avoids small children after what Nimona pulled that one time.
He gives off gay or bi energy.
He blames himself for not showing Bal the video of the director sooner.
Bro has a sweet tooth.
He doesn't seem like the type of person to celebrate Holloween.
I like to believe that he admired the knights who worked for the queen, so he worked his hardest to become the queens Squire as a way to gain recognition due to the fear of being forgotten. Even though the Squire seems like a really overlooked job, everyone knows Diego at the tower, and is mostly favored by many knights.
He was really close with the queen when training to be a Squire. Apart from Ballister and the other knights, I think her death hit him the hardest.
After showing Ballister and Nimona the video evidence of the director sabotaging the ceremony, he had a HUGE wave of guilt put on him, so he soon forced himself to become unknown to everyone from the tower, and the outside world. (I only say this because he was never seen at the ending of the movie from what I remember.) [please tell me otherwise, I don't want to spread misinformation.]
100% lee. Bros too scared to touch other people.
𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚞𝚜 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚎
He's an asshole, but he also cries himself to sleep because of the regret he feels after being disrespectful to others.
He makes way too many dirty jokes for his own good.
He feels incredibly bad for all the times he would beat up Ballister. He only did it because he thought that Bal and Nimona were the monsters, and not the Director.
He still has a hard time accepting the fact that the Director was the one who sabotaged the ceremony. He knows she's a monster, but he worked for her for YEARS. That takes a lot of development honestly.
Bro tried to have his hair smell like lavender because of how much he looks up to Ambrosius. (This WILL be cannon 🫵 )
One time he accidentally got one of Bal's and Ambrosius' notes during training class, and decide he wanted to mess with them by sending a note back. (Let's say he never done that again.)
His love language is quality time. If he hangs out with you almost everyday, that's him saying he loves your company. (When did this turn into some romance shit? ⚰️)
Favors board games over online games. If you say or ask anything about video games, he would walk the other direction.
Continuing with the indent; he gets really competitive with board games.
He also has the fear of being forgotten. Hence why he was always jealous of Ambrosius. He always wants to lead everyone to the right direction, but is always overlooked upon because Ambrosius would come in and "steal" his spotlight. (Not saying that Ambrosius was trying to)
He favors salty more than sweets.
100% ler. Bro tickles everybody when given the chance to.
I don't think he's the ticklish type, but getting a certain spot will probably make him giggle at most.
That's all! I hope you enjoyed these headcannon's!
Please let me know if you have any headcannon's for these characters! I would love to know your thoughts on them!!
Anyways! I'm gonna work on the fanfic now that this is out of the way 🏃💨
in that weird mood to delete every piece of writing that is "old" and start anew. i might remove a lot of works from the masterlist if i don't feel like it encapsulates who i am as a writer.
i love how Bar Raval posted, Daniel re posted Bar Raval, Bar Raval re posted Daniel re posting Bar Raval. Love the owner loving the restaurant loving the owner. I’d also love my owner this much if it was Daniel.