These past few days have been a handful of crazy. First Lidelina accidentally let the dog out and decided she would go after him instead of coming to get an adult. She was supposed to be going potty and then coming back downstairs. Grandma was up there. Well grandma had to go to town and Lina was told to come back downstairs with mommy and daddy. We did not know my MIL was leaving. So here goes Lina to open the door and see where grandma went and out goes the dog. Well then there goes lina. My MIL walked in ten minutes later and screamed where is the dog?! We were confused because she was supposed to be upstairs with Lina and the dog so where IS the dog? Well then Jake comes out and says I cant find sister. My heart felt like it was ready for me to shit it out. My stomach felt like it was on fire. My head was firing alarms. I took off. I ran as far as i could which wasn't far so Dean met me with the car and we took off to find her. She was right down the road but the road she was on was a busy one. Thankfully an old lady found her and had some Easter eggs to keep her calm. We turned the corner off of our street and there were some cops and people standing around and my husband said his first thought was please God don't let her be dead. Mine was there's my Lina! I saw her standing by the police officers. I didn't even give the car time to stop fully before I got out and ran to her. She saw mommy bawling so she started and all she could say was thank you for saving me i was just trying to save dukey. I thought I lost part of myself that day. I swear I did. I was so worried about my little girl. All i could do was hold her and tell her never to leave by herself again. However. Naturally the police were involved so CPS was called and they came for a house visit. Lina told thd lady what happened and offered some baby proofing advice. We took it, we got a knob for the front door because that's the only door that's a worry. The thing that's crazy is that something like this has never happened. Which we told the lady from CPS. Our kids are normally stuck to me or Dean like glue. They dont trust other people and right now, at this age, I am so thankful for that. But our child is safe, we are thankful and so blessed, and I hug my family so much tighter every day. ♡ Aside from the crazy, my husband's brother finally went home. We were talking about him working with Dean and staying with us, (I thought heck yeah, more eyes to keep my kids safe), but oh my goodness. I'm glad that when I wake up tomorrow morning if I want to sit on the couch in my underwear i can. And when my husband wakes up with us, it's just going to be us. I love my BIL but I love my time with just my husband and kids way more. Oh what a beautiful chaotic life. ♡♡♡
