FitzSimmons, rated E, 4234 words (for now)
Summary: Fitz and Jemma's autumnal road trip takes an unexpected turn when they arrive at their gorgeous but very much haunted hotel in West Virginia. With four nights to spend there, they'll have ample time to meet the local ghosts and come to realize they have a rather specific goal.
I’m very excited to finally start posting this year’s new Spooky fic, hope you’ll enjoy it as much as I enjoy writing it :)
A big thank you to @libbyweasley for making my words better as always, to @2minutes2midnight for her gorgeous moodboard, as well as to @springmagpies and Libby for their very helpful spooky suggestions :)
"Sixty percent off, are you sure it's not too much?"
"Of course it isn't. This is a very fancy hotel and they're so young. We have to be sure they come. When we were their age, we couldn't afford to get a room in such a place."
"Not that anyone would have given us one. Not to me at least. And we are their age."
"Oh you know what I mean. Now send the email before he wakes up. Use the mouse, you ninny! You've always been so terrible with technology!"
"Most of it hadn't been invented when I was alive!"
"Well, it's the same for me but I'm still trying to keep up. And keep your voice down, you'll wake him up."
"Alright, it's done. Now we wait."
"Now we wait."
With a few clicks, the email window was closed and the computer screen went back to displaying the slightly boring autumn landscape as if nothing had just happened. Just like nothing had happened a year ago or the year before that. Outside, the wind was howling and in the quiet hotel lobby, the old grandfather clock ticked away the time as the clerk continued to snore peacefully, unaware of the rather unusual activity that had happened right in front of him. It was that time of year again and the hotel's two oldest occupants were planning on taking advantage of it.
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This story exists due to two lovely anons. This started as a drabble last July for the aosficnet2 true drabble challenge and I got a request to expand this one. It only took me forever to get to :) But then another anon requested day 15 for kinktober...so here we are!
This fic starts with the original drabble and then jumps forward in time so Fitz and Jemma are a little bit older.
Thanks to @agentofship for helping me with everything! <3
Summary: Two times FitzSimmons played pool together. The first time they were just friends. The second time everything changed.
For the drabble thing!! FS + #51 or #64 I absolutely love all of your writing!!
51: I want to take care of you + 64: You’re so beautiful I combined them together into a single triple-drabble sci-ops au. @aosficnet2
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“Simmons?” Fitz slurred. “Simmons?” He turned his head thisway and that, looking for her. Where the devil had she got off to? He shouldn’thave gotten so pissed at the bar. It’d been a shite place with nothing but coldbeer in a can. Which was why he’d had to drink the whiskey.
Something grabbed his arm, but it was only Simmons. She swayeda little as she looked earnestly into his face. “I want to take care of you.”
“Okay,” he agreed. That sounded wonderful. “Does that meanyou’ll make me tea?”
“I mean protect you from—” She waved a hand around.
Fitz forced his eyes to focus. Oh, they were in the park nottoo far from their flat. There were swings, a slide, monkey bars, and sometrees. “From outside?”
Jemma huffed and put her hands on her hips. “You’reimportant,” she said, fire in her eyes.
“Yeah? And you’re so beautiful.” Oops, where had that comefrom? Dammit.
Jemma, his good friend and erstwhile protector, blushed. “Fitz,”she said, tilting forward at an alarming angle the ending with her face againsthis chest.
“I like your hair.” He pet it’s soft waves. It was surprisingwhen a whimper came from Jemma a moment later. “Hey, what’s wrong?” Fitzmanaged to push her upright enough to see her tear-streaked face.
“You’re so handsome and you called me pretty,” she sobbed.
Fitz didn’t have an answer for that, except that they were bothrat-arsed and needed to get home. “Let’s get going,” he said, taking her hand. “Youcan care for me back at the flat. Maybe tuck me in?”
Jemma sniffed. “Can we cuddle?”
Bloody hell, morning him was going to be so brassed off atdrunk him for getting them into this situation. “Yes.”
the most worthwhile of journeys (is taken with you)
Hello, yes, it’s May 15th again, which means I’m posting another birthday fic - though, this year, it’s from Jemma’s POV. It’s also a bit different from the fic I wrote last year, Rising of the Second Sun, but I think that’s the point?? I’m not sure anymore, this was finished a lot later than I planned and it’s two am, bear with me.
Also, I guestimated when Fitzsimmons got married, since we don't know the actual date and the MCU timeline is a mess.
Also also, I'm not completely happy with the title, but I've been trying to think of one for almost an hour and this is the best I've got - it's my birthday, I should get a free pass anyway.
Anyway, set Academy Era through post Season Five
(Ao3)
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“I’m hungry – can’t we go get something to eat? It’s nearly dinner time!” Fitz complains with a groan, breaking abruptly into the silence of Jemma’s dorm room, where they’ve been spending their Saturday lounging on her bed and studying for their upcoming finals.
Darting a glance at her watch, Jemma rolls her eyes and tells him sharply, “Ugh Fitz, it’s only two-thirty!”
It’s been almost six months since Jemma had found herself paired up with Fitz in chem class, and a little over five months since Fitz had given up their rivalry and stopped ignoring her, finally starting to talk to her instead. Though she had enjoyed the bit of healthy competition, she very much prefers being Fitz’s partner and friend to being his rival – even when he gets on her nerves.
“I’m wasting away!” he insists, closing the textbook he’d been scanning through, tucking his notebook in between the pages to save his place. “Seriously, I think my imminent death by starvation is more important than studying for finals that we aren’t taking for another month.”
With an exasperated sigh, Jemma leans over the side of her bed, rooting around beneath it for a moment before coming back with a box of granola bars that she’d stashed there with this exact scenario in mind. “Here. And as I keep telling you, Fitz, you can never start studying too soon!”
“Oh yes you can,” he argues, digging through the box until he’s plucked a granola bar from it. He makes a bit of a face at the food (which is probably a much healthier snack than he’d been searching for), but ultimately tears open the wrapper and takes a bite. She only gives an irritated little huff in response, and around the granola in his mouth, he teases, “Oh, I’m sorry, how rude of me – I forgot that you were in a committed relationship with all things academic.”
Narrowing her eyes at the playful dig, Jemma draws her right foot back to kick him in the shin – which is, conveniently, right by her feet – delighting in the yelp it draws out of him. “There,” she says satisfactorily, offering him a winning smile, “now eat your granola bar and be quiet, Fitz.”
But, Fitz does nothing of the sort. Instead, he drops the granola bar entirely, reaching out to cover his shin protectively with both hands as he whines, “Ow! Simmons, you – I think you’ve broken my leg! I…I…” Then, he drops dramatically back onto the mattress, holding a hand to his forehead. “Oh, my poor, poor leg!”
Though Jemma thinks that Fitz is being absolutely ridiculous, his theatrics have a huge smile spreading across her lips as she delivers another little kick to his leg, warning him a lot less firmly than she’d intended to, “Be serious, Fitz!” He lets out a pathetic little moan in response, and she has to press her lips together to stifle her laughter.
And, it’s at that moment, with her heart swelling with absolute affection for him, that Jemma realizes that she can’t quite remember what her life was like before her came into it, even though it’s only been six months. There’s something about being with Fitz, about the way that he makes even the simplest things so much brighter, so much more fun, that she’s never experienced with anyone else before.
When Fitz finally pops back up, leaning on his elbows for support, she prompts him seriously, “Fitz?”
“Yeah?” he questions, his little grin fading into a frown, no doubt at the look on her face (which is most likely a cross between determination and anxiety).
Jemma inhales a short breath, then blurts out without a single ounce of finesse, “You’re my best friend.”
The room falls silent in the wake of her confession, and Fitz spends a handful of moments just gaping at her, obviously not sure what to say in response.
Chewing at her bottom lip nervously, Jemma gives him another, weak little kick as she asks softly, “Fitz?”
Finally, he sucks in a shaky breath of his own, and stutters out, “You’re – well of course – Simmons…” Then, he clears his throat and pushes himself up to sit up fully, hunching his shoulders and dropping his gaze to stare down at his lap. It’s only for a moment, though, and then he looks back up to meet her eyes, an intensity and sincerity in them as he tells her, “You’re my best friend too.”
Jemma had suspected as much, of course – it’s not as if either of them spends any sort of regular time with anyone else at the Academy – but the words being put so plainly have her breath catching slightly in her throat, her heart beating just a bit quicker in her chest.
“Um, good,” she replies, the words coming out strangely breathlessly, and she hastily drops her eyes back to her textbook.
“Yeah. Good.” She can hear him reopening his own book then, shortly before his pencil begins to tap out a steady rhythm against it.
Confident that he isn’t paying attention to her, then, Jemma allows herself to indulge in a wide, excited grin.
And fittingly, that day is the birthday of Peggy Carter (which Jemma, of course, knows because she became fascinated with SHIELD’s founder upon doing her research before attending the Academy last fall), a trailblazer if there ever was one, where Jemma takes her first true steps onto a new path for her life to follow.
But, of course, she won’t recognize the significance of the moment for years to come.
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“And you’re sure that you’ll be busy all day? I could even take you out for breakfast, or a late lunch or something,” David, Jemma’s current boyfriend, presses once more.
Shifting to hold the phone between her ear and her shoulder, Jemma finishes buttoning up her shirt as she explains once more, “I’m sorry, but I already have plans. I told you this two weeks ago, David.”
“I know, I know, but – it’s your birthday, Jemma. Can I at least see you?”
Pursing her lips, she lets out a silent sigh and takes the phone in her hand once more and leans up against the sink in the bathroom that she shares with Fitz. “I just don’t think I’ll have the time. But, I’ll see you tomorrow, alright?”
Even over the line, she can hear his less-than-happy huff, but he eventually replies, “Yeah, sure. Happy Birthday, Jemma.”
“Thank you. Goodbye, David.” She waits until he’s said his goodbyes as well, then ends the call, tucking her cell phone into the pocket of her jeans and stepping out of the room and into the hall.
When she’d passed Fitz’s bedroom door earlier on her way to the bathroom, it had been closed and he’d likely still been asleep. Now, it is open as she goes by once more, and sure enough he’s waiting for her in the living room when she enters it. The TV is already on, and he’s in the process of queuing up the first of her favorite movies that they’d scheduled to watch for the day.
At her entrance, though, he pauses and turns to face her, a grin curling his lips as he greets, “Hey, Happy Birthday!”
Laughing, Jemma plops down on the couch beside Fitz. “Thank you, Fitz.”
Fitz holds the remote out, as though he’s about to start the movie, but then pauses and turns to her, “And now you’re sure this is what you wanna do instead of going out and getting drunk?”
Shifting to curl up a bit more comfortably on the couch and tucking her legs beneath her, Jemma replies, “Truthfully, yes. I think I’m still recovering from last year’s twenty-one bender; spending my twenty-second birthday at home watching movies all day sounds heavenly in comparison.”
Fitz affects an exaggerated shudder, nodding in agreement. “Okay, yeah, you’re right; I don’t need you puking on anymore of my shoes.”
Jemma rolls her eyes, throwing an elbow into his ribs as she tells him, “Just start the movie, Fitz.”
“Bossy, bossy – but, I’m going to let it pass, since it is your birthday,” he teases in reply, finally pressing ‘play’ on the remote.
And, that is exactly how they spend the day; lounging on the couch together, with the occasional trips to the kitchen for food and the few times they have to pause for Jemma to answer a phone call from a family member. But, it is an absolutely perfect day, and by the time that it’s dark outside their windows and the only light is coming from their TV, they’re on their last movie of the day.
Jemma has her legs slung over Fitz’s lap and her head resting on his shoulder, and she can feel the beginnings of exhaustion just beginning to tug at her. She’s just so warm and comfortable there…
“Hey,” Fitz says suddenly, startling Jemma out of the half-sleep she’d been slipping into, “do you have plans with David tonight? Because if you do, you can go if you want – it’s not my birthday, you don’t have to stay here with me.”
Lifting her head from his shoulder, Jemma turns to look at Fitz more fully, noting his understanding smile. “No, I…” Truthfully, she does feel badly about skipping out on a date with David to spend the day with Fitz – but, she’d justified it to herself with the reminder that it was her birthday and, well…he was dreadfully dull compared to Fitz. However, to him, she says, “Fitz, there’s no else that I’d rather spend my birthday with.”
The words have a flicker of relief crossing his face and his smile growing a bit wider, but he simply nods in response, replying, “Oh, okay.”
And, though Jemma knows what she said is true and that Fitz is more important to her than any of her boyfriends ever had been or ever could be, she’s a bit taken aback to realize that she has never meant anything more than those words in her life.
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It’s still rather early when Jemma tiptoes out of the bunk and into the hall, quietly closing the door behind her before hurrying through the corridors of the Playground until she reaches the commissary. Fortunately for her, it’s early enough that she doesn’t run into anyone else as she moves as quickly as possible through getting what she needs to ready.
Once she’s finally finished, she piles it all onto a tray, and (carefully) hurries back the way that she’d come, slipping back into the bunk and smiling at the sight of Fitz still fast asleep in their bed. He’s rolled over onto his stomach in her absence, his face buried in his pillow with his cheek crushed against it, and he’s so adorable that her stomach flips with affection.
Jemma sets the tray down on the desk, and slips out of the robe that she’d donned to leave their room, crawling back into bed with him and slipping beneath the covers. “Fitz,” she whispers, sliding one palm along his naked back and leaning in to press slow, lingering kisses over his shoulders and the back of his neck. “Fitz, it’s time to get up. Fitz.”
He grumbles something incoherent, shoving his face more fully into his pillow.
She lets out a little laugh in response, trailing her fingertips lightly over his side, and dropping another kiss on his shoulder. “Fitz, come on, it’s morning.” But, when she doesn’t even get an attempt at a reply that time, she shifts up onto her knees until she can straddle his back. She feels him stiffen slightly beneath her, then relax, before she slides her arms underneath his in a hug, the entire length of her front pressed against his back. “Wake up, Fitz, wake up,” she sing-songs, tilting her head until she can find the hinge of his jaw with her mouth, nibbling lightly at the skin there.
“M’up, m’up,” he mumbles out, and it’s her only warning before she finds herself suddenly on her back, Fitz rolling until he’s above her and kissing her lazily, one hand cupping her cheek and the other gripping her hip.
Jemma responds eagerly to the kiss, burying the fingers of one hand in his curls to keep him close, and against his lips, she whispers, “Happy Birthday, Fitz.”
His lips pause against hers, then he pulls back just enough to catch her eye, and the way that his are shining has her heart filling with warmth. “Best one I’ve ever had, without a doubt,” he murmurs, beginning to lean back into her.
But, she wiggles out from underneath him, hopping out of bed and ignoring his groan of loss. “Wait!” she calls over her shoulder as she crosses the room to grab the tray from the desk, bringing it back over to the bed with her. “I’ve got tea and pancakes!”
Fitz, having rolled onto his back, drops back against the headboard then, eyeing her for a moment before releasing a great sigh and rolling his eyes skyward. “Alright, now I don’t think any birthday could ever compare to this one – I mean, naked Jemma Simmons bringing me pancakes in bed? What could possibly top that?”
“Oh hush,” Jemma snaps lightly, climbing back into bed and handing him the tray. They’ve only taken a couple bites of pancake, however, when she says contemplatively, “This really is different from how we’ve always celebrated birthdays in the past, though, isn’t it?”
Fitz freezes, fork halfway to his mouth. “Uh…good different, or bad different?”
Giving a little roll of her eyes, Jemma curves a hand along his cheek and pecks his lips reassuringly before answering, “Good different, of course.”
It’s true, though; this is the first birthday that they’ve celebrated as a romantic couple, and the reminder has a little thrill passing through Jemma. Sure, things aren’t great around them at the moment – Daisy has taken off in the wake of Lincoln’s sacrifice and has so far evaded any and all efforts to bring her home, Coulson is being forced to step down as Director in the coming months, and they’re all still coming to terms with the government being more directly involved in (and scrutinizing) their affairs.
However, today is all about them, and about making the day as good as she possibly can for Fitz, so Jemma forces herself not to think about all of that, to not feel guilty about this little indulgence. Instead, she teases, “Being a couple certainly would’ve made for interesting birthdays these past twelve years, you know. Though, I’m sure it would’ve gotten old eventually.”
“Never,” Fitz argues immediately, finding her lips with his to press in for more kisses, made sweet and slightly sticky from the syrup.
She isn’t sure if it is the conviction in his voice or his lips against hers or just him in general, but Jemma is abruptly (and not for the first time) overwhelmed with a rush of utter love for her best friend. When he goes to pull away, she lifts a hand to hold the back of his head and draw him back in (and it’s not as if he puts up a fight).
After a long moment, she finally breaks away, resting her forehead against his and holding his beloved face between her hands as she murmurs, “I love you, Fitz.”
His own hand comes up to cradle her cheek, and his thumb strokes her skin as he replies softly, reverently, “I love you, Jemma.”
And, even though everything around them is so wrong and Jemma has the feeling that it’s only going to get worse, it is the best birthday that they’ve spent together in a long time.
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The day that Jemma marries Fitz is one the happiest that she has ever experienced – which is incredible in and of itself, given that there’s a dimensional rift in their basement threatening to break open at any moment with their worst fears made real, and they’ve just returned from a trip to an apocalyptic future that they have to try and stop from happening.
But, it’s simply a testament to how strong their love for each other is that it can temporarily outshine the worries in her mind, leaving only wedded bliss and the joy of finally marrying her best friend and the love of her life.
After the wedding itself, their little team gathers in the common area with a few of the other agents that have joined them at the Lighthouse, and they drink and talk and laugh, celebrating their unity as though the world isn’t getting closer and closer to ending every minute.
Jemma has spent much of the time either curled up against Fitz or perched on his lap, but after awhile, she rises to stretch her legs for a bit. He catches her hand as she steps away, and she bends over to press a kiss to his forehead, assuring him, “I’ll be right back.”
She meanders over to the little table set up with some snacks and sandwiches, and is nibbling on a couple of crackers (and being careful to keep any crumbs off of her wedding dress) when Daisy approaches her with a beaming grin.
“I can’t believe you guys actually got married,” she says excitedly, giving Jemma a little nudge in the side with her elbow.
“Neither can I,” Jemma admits.
“I mean, it’s such a long time coming.” Daisy shakes her head, grabbing a handful of pretzels and munching on them. Around the mouthful, she goes on, “God, I just never thought that those two nerds I met on the Bus all that time ago would get married – to each other.”
Jemma can’t help but laugh at that, giving a little shake of her own head. “I know – we would’ve never thought it either, I can tell you that much.”
“I know I’ve asked this before, but…you guys really never thought of each other like that before?” Daisy gazes at Jemma imploringly, her eyebrows raised.
“No,” Jemma confesses, folding her arms over her chest and shrugging slightly. “We were always very firm in the belief that we were best friends, completely and utterly platonically.” She glances over her shoulder, spotting Fitz – her husband – chatting with Mack, Davis, and Mike about something that has them all laughing, and the sight of happiness on Fitz’s face has a smile automatically curving her own lips. “It’s the only thing we’ll ever admit to being ignorant about.”
Daisy snorts out a laugh at that. “Well, lemme tell you, for as long as I’ve known you both, you’ve never acted like completely and utterly platonic best friends; I always knew there had to be something else there.”
“So we’ve heard.” After all, Daisy is far from the first of their friends to say they saw something between her and Fitz before they saw it themselves.
“Well, no matter how you got here, I’m so happy for you guys.”
Jemma’s smile widens, and she catches one of Daisy’s hands in hers to give it a grateful squeeze. “Thank you, Daisy. Though, I truly doubt that anyone’s happier than Fitz and I are just about now.”
“Oh, so do I,” Daisy agrees easily, chuckling – which quickly turns into full-blown laughter as Jemma crosses the room and tugs Fitz up from his seat. They say their goodnights to everyone before she begins to lead him toward the door, and Daisy calls after them, “Whoa, I guess you really are happy about this wedding!”
In response, Jemma simply shoots Daisy a wink over her shoulder.
And it isn’t until much later that night, when Jemma’s thinking back over the day, over the wedding, and her conversation with Daisy at the reception, that she realizes abruptly and very much out of the blue; it’s Sigmund Freud’s birthday.
To herself, Jemma can’t help but think dryly then that the psychologist certainly would have a lot to say about her relationship with Fitz – after all, he is the one that first stated the significance of unconscious behavior, that the choices that people make are determined by hidden reasoning in their minds. And, well, if that didn’t describe their friendship, the way that they had always wanted to be together, the way that they’d grown so close but never saw it as unusual simply because they weren’t aware of their feelings, she doesn’t know what does.
Daisy had been absolutely right earlier; she and Fitz had never acted as traditional best friends, but their draw toward each other and the physical and mental closeness that had grown out of it had been completely unconscious to both of them. While outsiders had always read it as a romantic interest in one another, they’d simply brushed off the notion and explained the intimacy away with their close friendship.
Rolling over in bed then to face Fitz, who is already fast asleep, Jemma reaches out to lightly trail her fingertips over his cheek, before finding his left hand to stroke her thumb over his wedding ring (which she’s been caressing off and on for hours, but the feel of the metal against her skin still makes her stomach do a little flip).
The notion that they hadn’t realized their romantic love for one another for a decade feels ridiculous now, lying in bed together and wearing wedding rings, but Jemma can still remember the days when Fitz was her best friend and her partner, and she was convinced that her desire to spend every waking hour with him was because he was the most interesting person that she’d ever met, that he understood and shared her love of science, that he could read her mind and finish her sentences so effortlessly.
And though she knew now that it had been all of that, plus a deep connection that eventually and without their notice turned to love, she wouldn’t give up all those years as friends for anything – they are just as important and dear to her as the time that they’ve spent as a couple.
So, though Freud might have a lot to say about the wedding that occurred on his birthday, Jemma doesn’t pay it anymore mind; all that matters is that they’re fully aware of it all now, and that they’re married, moving forward in their lives together.
Though, however, that doesn’t last very long at all (and, without a doubt, Freud would also have quite a bit to say about what happens next).
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“Hey, do you think we have enough balloons?”
Noting the dry tone of her husband’s voice, Jemma rolls her eyes and throws a sharp look at him over her shoulder after she’s finished carefully placing the cake in the fridge. “It’s her first birthday, Fitz; it should be special.” He opens his mouth, but she continues before he can speak, “Yes, I know she won’t remember it, but that’s not the point.”
“Alright, alright,” Fitz says, holding up his hands in surrender, then swooping down to pick up Evelyn from her seat on their living room floor and sitting her on his hip. “I can agree that our little Evie deserves the best.” He drops a kiss on top of her head, grinning at the delighted little squeal he receives in response. “So, what time did you tell everyone to get here?”
Jemma throws a glance at the clock on the wall in their kitchen. “Actually, they should be getting here any minute.” She presses her lips together a bit anxiously, reaching up to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear as she peers at their front door.
After much debate, they’d agreed to invite the team to their Perthshire home for Evelyn’s first birthday (and to throw a separate party later that day with their families – though, if all went well, they’d invite their SHIELD friends to stay for it as well). Though they’d left SHIELD amicably the previous year, things still hadn’t quite been healed from the cracks that had begun to form between them while they’d been trying to break the time loop they’d found themselves in.
As such, Jemma isn’t quite sure if today is going to end up being a disaster or not; after all, without a world to save as a distraction, things might only serve to be worse than they had been before.
It’s at that moment that a knock sounds through the cottage, and Jemma takes a steadying breath before going to get it. The very moment that she opens the door, though, to the sight of Coulson and May arguing in whispered voices about where they’d parked the cloaked quinjet, Elena and Daisy chatting about a new training regimen the latter had just begun with Deke offering his two cents every so often, and Mack simply looking exasperated with the others, a brilliant smile spread across Jemma’s lips.
“Hey,” Daisy is the first to greet her, “sorry we’re late.”
“No, no, it’s fine,” Jemma assures her immediately, stepping back to let them all in.
Fitz steps closer to greet them, but Jemma notes in concern that he has become more subdued as he says simply, “Hey.”
But, then Mack claps him on the shoulder with a, “hey Turbo”, and Daisy plucks Evelyn directly from his arms and coos, “oh my god, your baby’s adorable”, and she notices the tension in his body begin to ease.
They all gather in their cozy little living room, Daisy and Deke ending up on the floor playing with baby Evelyn (with only a few of the usual comments from Deke here and there about how weird it is that she’s his mother), and they catch up on everything as though nothing has happened.
Or, perhaps that isn’t right. It’s all still there, of course; it can’t be taken back. But, now, it’s as though what happened isn’t what’s most important anymore, that it’s been forgiven, it’s been dealt with and left in the past, and it’s been allowed time to heal.
And that feeling is prevalent throughout the day, as they sing Evelyn ‘Happy Birthday’ and have cake, as they watch her open presents (or, watch Jemma and Fitz open her presents for her), and as they celebrate the birthday of the littlest member of their family.
That’s what it is, Jemma realizes, that’s what feels different. It’s the first time that their team has come back together as more than a team, but as a family since everything that happened between all of them.
Though she’s so, so happy to have started a family of their own with Fitz, it finally feels whole now that their SHIELD family is there with them, and is able to enjoy it with them. She and Fitz have been each other’s family for almost fifteen years by now (in fact, likely since that first day she realized that he was her best friend), and for some, she’d thought that that was enough. Then, they’d joined Coulson’s team, and she’d slowly come to realize that maybe it didn’t have to just be them against the world.
But, things ended up falling apart, they left and had Evelyn, and though she loved her daughter fiercely, she didn’t – couldn’t – replace the family that they no longer had with them. Now that they’re all together, though, it is the first time that Jemma feels like nothing is missing.
She thinks then, of how far she’s come with Fitz on the journey that began all those years ago in a chem class, of how they found each other and held on tightly to one another through life’s many ups and downs. Then, somehow, they’d fallen right into a group of people just like them, who understood them, and ultimately ended up helping to build this sorted little family that surrounds them at that moment.
And today, with Evelyn now in their lives and their SHIELD family back in them as well, it’s finally complete.
Thanks as always to @agentofship! Art and beta by Sabrina <3
Chapter 8 - A dinner out with old friends turns into something much more like a date when Milton bails, leaving Fitz and Jemma to navigate their new relationship.
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Being interrupted just when they were falling back into their old rhythm hadn’t been what he’d expected, but dinner with Milton wasn’t as bad as he thought it would be either. Milton was friendly with Jemma, asking her questions about her life in San Francisco and what kinds of projects she’d been working on, but it never veered into something more flirtatious. His teenage self would have sulked at having her attention — and smile — directed at someone else, but now he appreciated the time it gave him to observe her.
She’d changed. He supposed it would be strange if she hadn’t, even though part of him had been expecting to see the same girl he’d known back at the Academy. Her hair was shorter, her makeup darker. She’d done something around her eyes that made her look much sexier than she’d probably intended when getting ready for work. But everything else about her was the Jemma he remembered. The excitement in her voice when she talked about science, the way she looked at him like he was the only one in the world —
“Fitz, what about you?”
The smirk on Milton’s face told him he’d been caught letting his mind wander, but it didn’t come with any judgement. Actually, Milton was probably loving this. He’d been pestering Fitz for five years about Jemma and now he had both of them right in front of him...
Thanks as always to the lovely @agentofship for everything -- the art, the beta, the encouragement <3
Rated - E
Chapter 5/12
Chapter 5 Summary - Five years after graduation Jemma's life isn't all she had imagined. It might be time for her to update her life goals and find a way back to who she wants to be.
Jemma scrolled through the results of yet another failed experiment with her dendrotoxin before sighing. She’d have to start over again. The idea had come to her after one of their weekly staff meetings. One of the strategic priorities for this year was to develop some non-lethal weapons. With more threats coming out of the shadows, field agents needed a bigger arsenal of tools at their disposal. Tools that gave them the advantage were in high demand and the researchers that created them would certainly find themselves in line for a promotion. Maybe even their own lab. After spending the last few years working almost exclusively on antiserum research and studies on human subjects, she was honestly ready for a change of pace.
But her research wasn’t going quite as she’d planned. When she’d gotten approval to work on the dendrotoxin, she’d imagined presenting Dr. Wiseman with a whole set of options — but now, after working on it for the last six months, she still didn’t have anything usable. And even when she had a formula that worked reliably, she had no clue how to deliver the proper dosage to the subject. She’d considered ingestion, a topical solution, or even something injectable, but if a field agent was close enough to do any of those things, they were also close enough not to need a dendrotoxin at all.
Even worse she could tell that Dr. Wiseman was losing patience. She needed to have something tangible for her status report, or she was afraid she’d be moved back to other projects. Jemma worked the rest of the day, not even bothering to break for lunch, and was able to scrape together enough new promising data that she would hopefully impress her boss.
Her phone vibrated and Jemma picked it up to check the message.
Jonathan. Again. It didn’t escape her attention that she became irritated rather than happy when she saw his name on her phone, but she hoped it just had to do with her recent project. She was just stressed, and a rush of endorphins would do wonders for her mood...
I worked on this fic for the WIP Big Bang, so I'll be posting chapters 2 through 12 between now and September 19. I've never written an entire fic before posting it before, so I'm really excited to see what everyone thinks!
Thanks to the amazingly talented @agentofship for beta'ing AND doing the art! It's beautiful <3
Summary - Fitz and Jemma are assigned to separate offices after graduating from the Academy. Their years apart shape the people they become...but will they find their way back to each other?
Rated - E (but it’s only in a few places, so let me know if you want to read it but avoid those parts)
Words - 6658 (so far)
Chapter 2/12
Everything that morning felt like it was moving in fast forward. Waking up with Jemma had been perfect. She’d been wrapped in his arms and woken him up with kisses all over his face. Memories of the night before came rushing back and their kisses had become more heated. It was like a dream, but he knew it was real. It had really happened and they were still wrapped up in each other. He could have stayed in that moment forever.
Everything after that had been shite.
The alarm had rudely sounded, reminding them that their real life awaited. Whatever they had — what they’d had — was going to be filed away for the good of SHIELD. All because Dr. Weaver didn’t think they could handle working together. They were both leaving immediately following graduation so there had been last minute packing to finish — on his part — and they’d both had to shower and get dressed. It wasn’t every day that they’d graduate from the Academy.
But the more the day slipped away from him, the more everything felt wrong. And now here he was, sitting a few rows in front of her, wondering if they were making a huge mistake...
Chapter 6:
A breakup, a night at the bar, and some news from his boss change Fitz's outlook on his current project.
Rated E
Words - 19375 (so far)
“Yes!”
Even though he was alone in his lab, he couldn’t help celebrating. He’d been working on the bullet casing for so long he hardly thought about anything else, and this was the first time his simulation went perfectly. Every other time the casing had failed to break apart or there hadn’t been enough force from the night-night gun for the bullet to reach its intended target. But not this time.
He smiled to himself, briefly wistful there wasn’t someone to share this moment with. His thoughts turned to Molly. She’d always been interested in his work, but after their breakup a year ago he hadn’t seen her much. Milton insisted it was because he was the one who got away, but Fitz knew she was the one who had broken up with him. Apparently three years into a relationship was still too soon to talk about marriage and children. In the end they hadn’t wanted the same things, which was fine with him, but he missed having someone he could share everything with.
His thoughts drifted for a second and ended up on Jemma. It didn’t happen as often now, but this was one of those moments when he really wished she was still part of his life. He didn’t really understand what had happened between them, how they had ended up so far apart. There was a time when he’d thought there was no physical distance that could have kept them from talking to each other, but after he’d started dating Molly it had become more awkward for him to talk to Jemma. Almost like cheating on his girlfriend. And then eventually it had stopped. He knew they were both busy. They had work, different relationships to focus on...but part of him still wondered if he’d done something wrong. If there was something he could have done to keep them from falling completely out of touch.
