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SeBaekYeol (세백열) (NSFW)

Sehun is in pain. And he wants to forget it. He expects to only have a one night stand with some stranger in a club but there’s more to things than what he thought would happen....

*Smut, One night stand

(A big thank you to @multibiasdreams for the tips and advices she gave me, the intro is inspired by her intro of the story, Revelations a ChanBaek one. You guys should read and check it out ‘cause it is just a masterpiece, I tell you and also..... she is AMAZING.)

Part 2

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He couldn’t move. He couldn’t sleep. He laid on his bed, still as a stone. Sehun could still feel it inside of him. So, this was how it is. To have your heart break in pieces, to be abandoned. To be left alone. To be thrown away, just like that. And he couldn’t take it. He needed to forget this. All of the fucking pain. He wanted to forget it. He didn’t want it to wrap around him like a blanket on a winters’ night, he wanted to forget the pain. The pain in his heart. Piece by piece it fell to the ground as he heard those words. But it was already dull to him, it had no more meaning behind it. Fuck this, fuck all of this. He needed to forget everything.

The blaring music echoed throughout the large room, blending in with the dancing crowd. The blinding lights and the people inside. It didn’t fit his mood of course, but this was what he needed right now. He needed it. To just drink all the pain away, hell he could even just fuck someone right now and not even remember it the next day since he’d be so hungover on alcohol. Taking the last shot of his drink, he gulps it down in one shot and sets the glass on the table with a slight force.

What a night it would be for him.

He didn’t notice a stranger eyeing him from behind only until he turned around and saw a pair of eyes staring at him as the stranger was drinking from his glass. He stares back at him, glancing around other than the stranger and back at him. He licks his lips, breaking eye contact as he looks at the ground. Should he do it? Fuck it, sure. Why the fuck not? After all, he came here to forget everything. Every fucking pain that he’s been feeling for the past few weeks now. He was lucky he didn’t need to be the one to get to him, the stranger had already stood up and walked to him, Sehun could see a slight smirk from the corner of his eye.

The stranger takes a seat beside him. Sehun tilts his head to him, slightly biting his lip before licking. “So what brings you here?” The stranger spoke, looking at him. Sehun scoffs, leaning back a bit while facing him. “Came here to forget.” He says.

“Forget what?”

“A guy I used to love but left me because he couldn’t take it anymore.” He expresses bitterly, anger showing in his eyes. Then he turns to the stranger. “What about you? What brings you here?”

“Nothing much really. Just enjoying the view.”

Sehun smirks. “And how do you like it so far?” The stranger mirrors his expression. “So far? I’d say,” he eyes him up and down. “A lot.”

“Would you like to see more then?” Sehun whispers to him, the alcohol clearly taking over and the stranger leans closer as well. “What do you have in mind?”

“I want to forget everything. Forget him.”

“Byun Baekhyun.”

“Oh Sehun.”

-

Sehuns’ hand tangles with Baekhyuns’ hair, pulling him closer and kissing him deeply. Baekhyun releases for air before diving to his jaw, pressing wet kisses here and there, earning a slight moan from him. Sehun moves his other hand to his back, slightly tugging on the shirt that Baekhyun was wearing. He continues to assault his neck, leaving marks. Sehun moans, throwing his head back at the delicious feeling. “Ah..“ He didn’t care, screw it. Just enjoy this while you can then next morning, you can just pretend nothing happened. After all, it’s more of the alcohol that’s talking here. And he wanted to forget everything anyway. The pain. Because of him.

“You sure you want this?” Baekhyun asks him, releasing his neck and looking at him, a hint of lust hidden inside. Sehun nodded slowly, giving him a smile. “Just do it.” And with that, Baekhyun unbuttons his shirt, exposing his body to him. Sehun runs his hand on the skin, caressing it, admiring the view in front of him, licking his lips while meeting his lustful eyes. He unbuttons his own clothing, slipping it off and throwing it to the side before pulling him close to kiss him again. God, this felt good. Even better. He feels his other hand fumbling with the buttons of his pants, unbuttoning it and slipping his hand inside, rubbing his now hard length. Letting out a sigh of content, he looks at him as he continues to rub. “Fuck…” hearing that, Baekhyun smirks. Leaning closer to him and pressing a light kiss on his collar bone. “You like that?” Sehun could only nod at his question, feeling his hand slip inside his underwear and lightly pumping his cock, spreading the precum all over the head. He groans at the pleasure he was feeling, leaning his head back to the wall and letting himself lose. He feels his partner pressing kisses from his chest to his abdomen, going slower and slower until he reaches to his hip bones, fingers playing with the waistband of his underwear. Looking up at him, he pulls the pants along with the underwear down, his cock finally free and the cool air hitting it, letting out a small sound from him. Prepping himself on his knees, Baekhyun licks his lips before licking a long stripe up on his hard length.

Light and feathery kisses first before finally taking him in his wet mouth, bobbing his head slowly, up and down, sucking him, licking and taking in as much as he could. “Ahh...shit….” hearing him mutter, Baekhyun smirks internally before quickening his movements, using his other hand to help him. He continues his actions, hearing lewd noises coming from above him, making him moan as well and his hard length aching for release as well inside his clothing, the precum leaking out from his tip. Sehun puts his hand on his head, caressing his partners’ hair and biting his lip at the sight of him sucking him off. He was close, close to release. Close to cumming. His cock twitching inside of his mouth, he groans, letting out loud noises, escaping from his mouth.

Fuck, he could feel it already. He needed to cum now. “Fuck...I’m going to cum….” He didn’t stop, he kept going until he could feel the hot seed hitting at the back of his throat, letting his cock out and the cum shooting out. A string of saliva mixed with the release connected, Baekhyun looks up at him as he stood back on his feet, wiping his mouth and licking the excess off. “Did I do good?” He asks, Sehun let out a few deep breaths before answering him. “You did so fucking well.” He kisses him again, unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down before pulling away and gesturing to the bed. “On the bed.” He demands softly.

Baekhyun complies, pulling his underwear along with his pants off of him before laying on the bed. Sehun crawls over, hovering over him before kissing him again as he lets his other hand pan down to the hard cock of his partner, grazing it earning a slight groan from him. He pulls away, taking in the view underneath him. Chest heaving up and down, panting. Cheeks slightly flushed and red, mouth opened a bit. This is exactly where he wanted it to go, both of them slightly intoxicated as a result from the alcohol but they were still aware. He wanted to do this, he didn’t care. And his partner seemed to not give a shit too.

His partners’ actions shocks him as Sehun was rolled on his back and Baekhyun on top of him, kissing him again and savouring him. Perhaps, he couldn’t help but be drawn to him, pulling him close and grinding on his crotch, earning a groan from him as he continued his actions. “You deserve a reward for pleasing me….” Sehun states, pulling away from him, leaving a string of saliva connecting each other as a result of the tongue play. Baekhyun could only smirk, licking his lips. “I wanna ride you then…..can I do that?” Sehun lets his hand wander on Baekhyuns’ thigh, giving it a soft squeeze before moving to his hips. “Anything you want….”

“As long as I make you forget….” Baekhyun finishes for him, giving him a smile before getting off of him, letting him stand up to find a condom as well as a lube to make things easier. Getting into position and preparing themselves, Sehun lays himself on the bed as his partner swings over him, grabbing his hard length gently and slowly sinking himself in, a pain of the stretch making him groan a bit. He feels a pair of hands holding his hips as he adjusts himself to his length. Slowly, he starts to move himself, grinding on his own pace to get used to it. Letting out a low moan, Sehun grips him a bit tighter, slowly guiding his partners’ hips as he enjoys himself, letting out grunts and moans. Baekhyun sets his hands on his hard chest, slightly leaning forward while moving his hips and feeling Sehuns’ hard length hit his spot. He lets out a small whimper before leaning in to kiss him, feeling a hand coming in contact with his length as he pulls away and moans at the feeling of his cock being pumped up and down slowly all while as he moves his hips and the pleasure combined with it as his sweet spot is given attention inside of him.

The room being filled with lewd noises escaping from their mouths as they start to reach their own nearing pleasure. Moaning louder and louder, after a few thrusts. “I-I...I’m cumming..” Sehun moans out, closing his eyes in pleasure as he feels his release nearing. Accompanied by a pleasured moan from his partner, Baekhyun starts to ride him faster, feeling his own release nearing as well thanks to the combined feelings from both outside and inside of him. Panting and breathing heavily, he looks at him, lips slightly opened as he rides him faster to chase both of their release. “C-Cum in me....I’m close too..” He grunts, throwing his head back slightly and engulfing himself in the strong pleasure. With a few final thrusts, Sehun finally releases himself inside of his tight hole, letting out a loud moan in the process and gripping his partners’ tightly, earning a slight whine from him. Baekhyun rides his high and cumming, releasing his hot seed on his stomach and panting, after staying a few moments and trying to catch their breaths, he pulls away from him and rolls over his side, sleepiness over taking him.

Sehun looks to his side, seeing him already sleeping as his sweat covered chest heaves up and down as he inhales and exhales. Letting out a small sigh, he lets sleep take over him as well, exhausted from the act before and turning to his side. After all, it was all the alcohol taking over him yet he didn’t take much of it really, he was still aware. Tomorrow, he’d wake up maybe with a slight headache and maybe his one night stand is no longer there, having already left the place and no meaning. Really, it’s just a one night stand for the both of them. No meaning whatsoever. Nothing. Just….

Don’t think about it. Don’t think about the pain. Don’t think about it. Don’t even think about him….. Don’t…..

-

The empty bed side to his right as he turns over, feeling no longer anything there as he opened his eyes. He blinks a few times before sitting up slowly, rubbing his eyes and groaning, raspy tone coming out of him as he looks around his environment. His assumption was right, the only clothes of his scattered around the floor and a slight headache coming through him as he rubs his forehead to soothe it. He stands up from the bed, pulling the scattered shirt and pants from the ground and putting it on, only buttoning two closed of his shirt as he walks out of the room.

As he walks out, he hears another pair of footsteps. He stops in his tracks, confusion growing in him as he slowly takes a few steps forward to the source of the sound, making his way to the kitchen. Swallowing a saliva, he takes cautious silent steps, trying to be quiet as possible as he finally takes a small peek just by a wall, hiding himself and seeing a familiar figure just standing by, hearing a small hum erupt from his lips. He furrows his brows in confusion, why was he still here? He thought he would have left already and just forget about what happened last night.

Stepping out to reveal himself, he coughs, catching his attention as he turns around. “Oh, you’re awake. Hope you don’t mind me drinking some of your juice, I’m thirsty.” Baekhyun casually says, lifting the glass up to his lips and drinking the liquid. Sehun stood there motionless, still slightly shocked, he breaks the silence between them finally as he exhales from his mouth. “Y-You’re still…h-here? I thought you would have...left and forget about...everything...last night…” He says, taking a seat by the table and looking at him in question. Baekhyun takes a seat across him, bringing the glass with him on the table.

“Isn’t that how one night stands work?” Sehun adds in, waiting for his response as he looks at him finishing all his drink from the glass before setting it down. Baekhyun only shrugs, setting his sights somewhere else other than him. “This is usually what I do after having sex with a guy or a girl, stay for a bit then leave. Unless…..” He turns himself to him, raising a brow while waiting for his response. Sehun swallows a saliva before answering him, unsure of himself. “U-Unless what?”

“Unless you want me to stay here, I don’t know.” Baekhyun shrugs, shooting him a small smile before standing up and pushing the chair back under the table. “Can I take a shower if that’s fine?” Catching his attention, he looks up at him and nodded before averting his sights somewhere else. “Y-Yeah…. Go ahead…” Leaving the kitchen, Sehun stays in his seat, rubbing his head slightly as he still felt a slight ache in his head. Leaning back, he finally stands up from his seat, pushing the chair back under as he plomps himself on the couch, slightly bouncing from the impact as he lays himself horizontally, closing his eyes for a bit. Heavy thoughts go back into his mind, his fist slowly clenching itself together as he thinks back to it. Back to that day that he hates truly in all of his heart.

“I thought we fixed everything…… I thought we’ve… been past it…”

“I’m sorry…..I just can’t do it… anymore….”

A bitter laugh comes out of him as he looks back with eyes now filled with hate yet mixed with pain. “Because you’re worried of what they might think….. Is it because of that? Or is it because of her?”

“Please….. I just…. We can’t do this anymore...I’m sorry…”

“No… you’re not…..”

“Please...just understand…… we’re not……”

“No.. I get it, you don’t need to explain….besides...I’m done with this….these lies of yours…..fuck it…”

He was happy. Because of him. But then it had to end. Lies came into the picture, destroying them. Destroying everything between them, what they had. So, they ended it. Leaving him broken and destroyed. He couldn’t do it anymore, all he wanted to do was forget everything between them, forget him especially.

“Cute.” He opens his eyes to see him, Baekhyun giving him a small smile before ruffling his own wet hair, done from the shower as he stood back up on his feet. Sehun sits up directly after seeing him, rubbing his eyes a bit and letting out a small cough. “You’re done?” Baekhyun nods at his question. “Gotta leave now though, thanks for last night by the way,” He gives him a wink while walking to the door. “If I see you again, I’ll be sure to take you first before others do, unless you want another then that’s fine too.” He wasn’t exactly sure what he meant but before he could ask, he had already gone out of the place, yelling a small goodbye as he did so.

He lets out a heavy sigh, exhausted. He looks at the time. 8:30 AM. Debating whether he should go to work or not, opting to stay home instead to ease his headache, he hears a phone ring. Groaning slightly, he stands up from the couch and goes to the source of the sound in his room, seeing his phone and the familiar number on screen as he presses the green button to answer the call and putting it near to his ear. “Hello?” he says, coughing slightly before answering to surpass his morning voice.

“Sir, the meeting is about to begin. All of us are here, we are waiting for you.”

Shit! That meeting was today and he hasn’t been at work since. Bad timing, sighing in anger and trying to calm himself, he recollects and decides to get it over with. “Start the meeting now, don’t keep them waiting, I’ll be there shortly.”

“Yes, sir.”

The drive to the office was quite short, say for the traffic that comes when it eventually passes the time as well as when rush hour comes in where everyone is going back home from their workplace. Finding a good spot for his car, he grabs everything he needs and locks everything up, double checking to be sure. Going into the building, his employees and coworkers greeting him as he did the same and finally reaching into the meeting room, taking his seat. “I apologize for coming in late, it’s alright, you may continue your discussion.” They all nod and resumed their presentation. He hopes for this to distract him and focus only on work, nothing else.

After long periods of the presentation, they gather everything up and in hopes of discussing the possible issues further as to fix it so as to no longer cause any more problems. “Sir, I’ve gone over the files that you wanted me to check on last week.” His assistant comes to him, giving him the papers as he gives him a small smile before thanking him. “Thank you, I’ll check on it once I reach home.” after putting it in his folder, he hears a slight chuckle from beside him, confusion grows as he looks to his assistant who was chuckling, smiling at him. Raising a brow, confused. “What is it? What’s so funny, Yixing hyung?” Yixing gestures to his neck, smiling. “Well then, I figured that’s why you came in late to the meeting, last night must have been quite the ride then, hmm?” He remarks, making the younger one blush a bit and completely realizing that the marks on his neck were visible, he hadn’t thought of it as he was in a hurry to get ready for work and trying to cover up the hickeys were the least of his concern until now.

He rubs his neck gently. “I-It’s nothing, anyways, I should go back in my office to check on the reports and other things.” He says, standing up. Yixing nods at him, giving him a smile as he leaves the room. Entering his office room and closing the door, he sets himself on his chair and pulls out the reports that his assistant and friend had run over last week, wanting to just go over it now instead of doing it at his residence. Going over it a few times to check if it was accurate and such. He nods slightly, setting them back again in the folder as he settles himself comfortably, opening up his laptop and continuing his work, running over everything until the last page.

Time passed by quick, afternoon had come yet because he was so immersed in his work, he didn’t notice it until his friend comes in unannounced in his work room. He notices his figure and closes his laptop, looking up at him. “What is it?”

“Sir, it’s already afternoon. Lunch has already began. Have you eaten?” Yixing asks him, a questionable look on his face as he reads him. “It’s already lunch?” Sehun mumbles, looking at the time and realizing it. So immersed in his work that he didn’t keep up with the time. Yixing nodded. “Yes, it’s already lunch. I’m guessing you haven’t had a bite yet. Let’s get something, you need a break too.” Sehun agreed, fixing everything first before leaving the room with him, closing and locking the door.

Taking a small sip from his beverage, he puts it back on the table. “Sehun-ah, are you okay? How do you feel?” Yixing asks, he knew the past few days for him. Not being able to go to work because of what happened, because of….him.

Sehun nods, being sure that he is even though it still kills him. He wanted out of it and he wanted to forget it. The end. That’s why he decided to come to work now and focus only on work, nothing else. Just this. “I’m fine, hyung. I’ll be okay.” He says, Yixing deciding not to push him further else he’ll blow up. “Alright, just take care of yourself and maybe bring something to cover up those nice marks on your neck.” He chuckles, earning a small groan from him. “Ah, seriously…..”

“Enough about me, what about you? Anything special that’s happening with yours?” Sehun turns the subject around to him, tapping lightly on the table, Yixing smiles at him, his signature big dimple showing at the side. “Hmm, well, some sort of a reunion party downtown in the club, I’m sure you know which one. Drinks and whatnot, group of my friends are coming in, I don’t know if you want to join but you’re welcome too.”

“Don’t tell me that it’s today or tomorrow, I just went there last night to have a drink, woke up with a small headache right after.”

Yixing lets out a soft laugh. “It is actually, haha.” Sehun rolls his eyes, smiling afterwards. “Oh great, awesome.”

“It’s your choice, Sehun. Only if you want to join and celebrate, I guess. Who knows, you could meet someone new.”

Maybe….

Maybe he could do it. “Hmm….I guess, the reports aren’t due ‘til the week after next week….”

“You’ll have fun, I’m sure of it. Just don’t get too drunk.”

“You too, hyung. Take care that you don’t get anything on you.”

“Don’t worry about it.”

The day passed by quick and he was glad for that, noticing the time on the clock as he closes his laptop, finally over and finished with his work as he gets everything ready. Hearing the door opening and his friend waiting for him by the doorway. “Sehun-ah, are you finished?” he nods at his question, answering it. “Yeah, let’s get going.” Cleaning everything up, he closes the door, locking it and leaving the building with his friend, greeting the other employees who were left there a farewell as he exits away. Finding his car and getting into the drivers’ seat, Yixing by the passengers’ seat.

“Are they there already?” Sehun asks, breaking the silence between them as he sees Yixing checking on his phone. Nodding, he sends a message to them. “Yeah, they’re just waiting and ordering the drinks, I told them we’re on the way, I’m sure they’re wondering who I’m bringing with me.” Sehun nods, keeping his eyes on the road, a slight traffic on ahead as he stops at a red light. Yixing sets his phone down inside his pocket, looking at the road in front of him as he exhales. “Traffic, huh?”

“Not so much but still annoying.” Sehun responds, waiting for the red light to turn green so he could go. “We’re almost there anyways, just a few turns.”

“Yeah, can’t wait. Are you excited?”

“Maybe, I don’t know.” earning a chuckle from his friend, Sehun smiles slightly before continuing driving through as the red light finally turns to green, going onto the road. A final turn to the right and the club was there beside as he takes a vacant spot for his car to be parked. Both of them getting out at the same time, he gestures to Yixing, nodding to the entrance of the club. “You go on ahead, I’ll be in a minute.” he says, Yixing noddin back and going inside. Locking the car and checking it to be sure, he sets his car keys in his pocket safely before going inside, the blaring music echoing through as he entered. Immediately seeing him, he rushes through the people as he finally reaches his friend, grabbing his attention as well as others too whom he presumes are his group. Yixing ushers him over, a big smile on his face as he faces the others, patting Sehun lightly on the back.

“Guys, this is Sehun, believe it or not, my boss from work and my friend.” The three of them looked at him, a welcoming smile plastered on their faces as one of them stands up and walks towards him, shaking his hand. “Nice to meet you, I’m Luhan. These two,” He gestures to the others who were sitting down, still smiling at him. “That’s Minseok and Chanyeol.” The other two waved at him, Sehun shyly nodding and greeting them. “So, he’s your boss, huh? He’s cute.” Chanyeol remarks, looking him up and down. Sehun blushes slightly at the remark before coughing a bit and mumbling a small ‘thank you’. Yixing chuckles at the compliment, lightly pinching the youngest ones’ cheek. “A very cute boss at that,” he says, leading the both of them to sit down, Sehun still feeling the gaze on him from Chanyeol. “Another tall one too, doesn’t it feel great, Luhan hyung?” He jokingly states, nudging Luhan slightly before earning a slap on the back, laughing from the impact. Luhan grabbing him and rubbing his head, messing his hair. “Aish, I’m not short! You’re just too fucking tall for me!” He yells, it didn’t really matter since the music itself was being loud too.

“Alright, alright. Cut it out now, you two.” Minseok stops them, taking a small sip from his glass before putting it down, turning to Sehun. “So, how is the business doing?” Sehun looks at him, not expecting him to talk to him as he struggles to find the right words to answer his question. “Well…. It’s a bit….stressful but so far….it’s doing well...small issues….here and there but it’s okay…” He says, still a bit shy as he looks down, swallowing a saliva. “That’s good, it’s difficult but I can tell you’ve learned a lot and you can handle it too, Yixing says that you’re very professional and you always come up with a fast solution to every problem that goes with your company.”

“H-He did? He said that?” Minseok nods, answering him. “Yeah, he did. He talks about you sometimes, you’re like a little brother to him.” He gives him a smile, patting his back lightly. Feeling a bit more free from the nervousness, Sehun smiles, fidgeting a bit with his fingers. “Thank you, Minseok-ssi.”

“Hyung is fine, no need for that.” Minseok states, taking another sip from his drink.

“Sehun-ah, do you have someone?” Luhan asks him suddenly, taking him by surprise as Sehun gulps, the nervous feeling coming back. He hesitantly shakes his head a ‘no’, Luhan having a shocked look on his face, not believing it. “Really? No girlfriend? Boyfriend? No one?” He asks again, getting the same answer from him as he shakes his head again. “I-I don’t have…..”

“I thought you had someone, a handsome guy like you, if anyone has you, they should appreciate all of you and plus,” He takes a sip from his drink. “You seem like a pretty cool guy too,” He finishes, flashing a big smile to him as the youngest one blushes a bit from his reply. “T-thank you….”

After a few talks and drinks, Sehun starts to feel the drousiness taking over him. Finishing his drink, he puts the empty glass down on the table and before he could let them know, Chanyeol lets out a deep sigh, standing up and stretching a bit. He turns to them, a small smile on his face. “Well, I have to go now, I have to wake up early tomorrow, some event or something I gotta attend.” He says.

“Alright, take care, Chan. You got a ride?” Luhan asks. Chanyeol shakes his head. “Nah, it’s fine. Besides, it’s not really that late here and it’s only two stops for the bus.” He replies, sure of it. “You sure?” Chanyeol nods. “Don’t worry, hyung. I’ll be fine. I’ll see you guys!” He says, leaving them and exiting the club, pulling the hat of his hoodie on his head before going off to the nearby bus station just a few blocks away.

Playing a bit with his fingers, he lets out a soft sigh, feeling the fatigue creeping up. He pats Yixing on the back, catching his attention as he turns to him. “Hyung, I’m gonna have to go too, I feel a bit tired. I hope it’s okay with you.” He asks, Yixing softly smiles, nodding. “Of course, it’s okay. Take some rest and will you be coming to work tomorrow?” Sehun thinks about it first, not really sure. “I’m not sure, maybe I will be. Just call me if it’s urgent.” He says, earning a nod from him as he stood up from his seat, catching the attention of the others, Luhan and Minseok turning to him. “Aww….. Leaving already?” Luhan pouts slightly, making him chuckle a bit. “Yeah, I feel a bit tired too, you guys have fun.”

“Alright, take care, Sehun-ah.”

“Thank you, wait hyung,” he turns to Yixing, who had a questionable look on his face as he calls for him. Sehun puts on his jacket while answering him. “What about you? The ride-” Yixing immediately knew what he was going to say, cutting him off. “No, no, it’s okay, I’ll be with them.”

“You sure?”

“Yes, don’t worry. Now, go get some rest.”

Saying his final goodbyes to them and heading out of the club, he finds his car and steps inside, getting everything ready and starting the engine to drive off onto the road. As he passes by through the sceneries beside him, he lets his mind wander off, still keeping his eyes on the road, of course, and focusing on it at the same time. Feeling his stomach grumbling a bit, a slight emptiness inside of him as he took a turn. He remembered that he hadn’t really eaten anything nor did he even take breakfast in the morning. Sighing a bit, seeing the nearby store that he always goes to every now and then, he parks his car and locks it, even though he knew he was gonna be only a few minutes inside, it’s better safe than sorry, you never know.

Entering inside the store, he knew what he wanted, definitely. That slight craving inside of him for some cup noodles right now was proof enough as he directly goes to the noodle section, looking for the ones in cups as he finally sees it, taking a few of it and immediately going to the cashier to pay it. After paying, he heads out and notices his shoe being untied, groaning a bit, he puts the food down and kneels on the ground, untying the laces again and tying them properly this time, dusting off some bits as he stood back up. Taking the foods again, he sees a bus come by, stopping at the bus stop that was slightly near him and the people exiting out of the vehicle. As he was about to go, he sees a glimpse of a familiar tall figure walking to his way, squinting his eyes slightly, is that the guy from before?

The tall figure stops in front of him, getting rid of the hoodie hat that was covering his head and revealing him. “Oh? Hey, it’s you. Sehun-ah,” Chanyeol looks at him, hands in his pockets to hide them from the slight cold breeze in the air. He sees the plastic bag in his hand, glancing at it then averting his gaze back to him, meeting his eyes. “Groceries?” He asks, curious a bit. Sehun quickly looks down to the ground, pulling the sleeves under his jacket to cover a bit of his hands. “Not really….just some foods… I’m a bit hungry so, I decided to buy a bit from here.” he explains, swallowing a saliva as he sees from his peripheral vision of Chanyeol nodding. “I see.”

Noticing his shyness, he walks a bit closer to him, a smile plastered on his face as he approached him more. Not knowing his intentions, Sehun looks at him in slight curiousity. A soft chuckle escaping from Chanyeol’s lips. “No need to be shy, you’ll just make me shy too.” He says.

“A-Ah….sorry….“ another chuckle from him. “It’s okay, it’s cute though. Yixing hyung says that you’re very serious in work, I never knew that you could be this shy which just makes it even cuter. I like it, haha.”

“I’m not….usually like this….” Sehun mutters, clearing his throat before putting his other free hand in his pocket. “I-I have to go now, it was nice seeing you again.” Chanyeol nods, a small wave from him. “Nice seeing you too.” He says before walking away, straight ahead, passing by him.

The cold air in the night blowing through him as he went out of his car, going inside his apartment and getting his keys out, throwing his things inside and settling himself down, sitting on the sofa, tired and hungry. Heavily sighing, he stood back up. Deciding to satisfy his hunger and planning to go to bed after.

Nights like this are the worst for him. He couldn’t sleep no matter how much he wanted to. He just couldn’t. Tossing and turning around, he threw the blankets off of him, half of it touching the floor. He stares blankly at the ceiling above him, breathing evenly, chest heaving up and down. This is the worst. He just wanted it to end. It’s been one week now, after that happened. Broken and left alone. That…. He…..he’s not worth it so, don’t think about him. He hurted him. Stop it. Just stop it now. “Stop it.” muttering to himself, he moves to a more comfortable position only to be interrupted by his phone buzzing at the table beside his bed. Groaning a bit, he reaches for it. Looking at his phone, his heart stops at the message that was sent to him. Sent from him……

Im sorry

Sent 00:30 AM

Swallowing a saliva, he puts his phone back on the table. Wanting to ignore it and leaving it unanswered. Sorry? He’s sorry? Is that all he can say? He laughs bitterly, clenching the sheets under him in anger, feeling the tears form around his eyes as he closes them shut, trying to fight the urge to let it out. One strand of tear coming out from the corner of his eye and onto the pillow, landing on the fabric and slightly wetting the material. Hugging his pillow closer to him, he couldn’t keep it anymore, finally letting it do it’s work instead. The tears coming out of him fully as he cries and cries throughout the night, the pain coming back in his heart and fighting through it inside of him.

He still remembers it, clear as day to him, no matter how much he just wanted to forget it but at the same time, he didn’t want to.

“I love you.” He smiles at him, giving him a tender kiss on the forehead. Giving the flower to him as the other accepts it, looking at its’ beauty and mesmerized by it. His love looks at him, a loving yet shy smile hidden underneath as he moves to him, leaning closer and softly kissing him, the kiss filled with love and passion as he pulls back, leaning his forehead against his and thankful for him. “I love you too, Sehun-ah.” he says, gently caressing his cheek with his fingers.

“I wish they would just accept it, accept you and me.” his partner mutters, looking down with a slight sadness in his eyes. Sehun tilts his chin up, making his love look at him, meeting his eyes that were now filled with love yet a tint of sadness in them. He gently caresses his cheek with his hand, kissing him softly and pulling away. “I don’t care what they say about us, if they can’t accept us then that’s their problem. Fuck them, what matters the most is our love for each other. I love you always, no matter what. Remember that.”

Seeing the slight tears forming in his eyes, Sehun wipes away a stray tear that managed to roll down to his cheek with his thumb, a soft smile on his face as he looks at him, his love pulling him close and engulfing him in his arms as he hugged him back. “I love you too, so much.”

“Stay with me, will you?” Sehun begs, pulling him closer, feeling the warmth of him. Feeling a nod from him as an answer, he leads him back. Back to his home, their home together. No one can tear them apart from each other, no matter what. The love they had, even though they were both criticized and judged, they still kept together. Whenever they are within each other’s presence, they always feel safe, calm and loved. Whenever Sehun was with him, he would always feel loved and safe with him. The same goes for the other. The love they had for each other. Strong. Passionate. Calming. Loving. But……. It was all destroyed……. Because of that…..because of what happened that broke his heart to pieces and dropped him down, breaking all of him whole. Why did he do it? Was it all a lie then? Why did he do it? Why did he break him? Why did he let those words get to him? Why? Why? Why……….

“Was it all a lie then? Tell me, was your love all just fucking lies?” he looks at him bitterly, hate in his eyes and the tears rolling down to his cheeks. The other looked down and shook his head. “No, it wasn’t. They were never lies, Sehun. Please, believe me……” choking on a sob as he couldn’t stand to listen to him any longer, seeing everything that has happened before his eyes. He scoffs, his voice shaky and broken. “Wasn’t, my ass. Then what was that then? I saw it happen, you looked so eager kissing her back, that same way, you looked at her the same way and I know…...that you love her too, right? You think I wouldn’t know about it? I did, you’ve been distant and acting differently for the past few months and I wanted to know what the fuck was happening with you, I didn’t want to believe it, what they said to me but turns out…...they were right…..they were fucking right……”

“Sehun-ah…..please..I-”

“Save it! I’m done with everything…..I’m done with you…..” whispering the last part to him, he turns around, his back facing him. He hears the sobbing sounds from him, the tears fully coming out of his eyes as he wipes them off, not wanting to deal with this any longer as he walks away, leaving him alone as the cries were echoing through, slowly fading away as he started running, slowly beginning to sob and letting it out, the pain.

Ignoring everything about him and trying to forget. He doesn’t ever want to see him again, tired of it all.

-

Work was fast, and he finished everything that needed to be done for the day. He leaves the building, going back home and changing into something more comfortable and casual to go out and clear his head. The club. He wanted to go back but this time, it was different. He doesn’t plan on drinking the night away and getting drunk just like before, no. He just wants to take a few drinks and just empty his mind out. Forget it. Entering inside, he goes and passes by the dancing crowd, full of the drunk smell of alcohol as he finds a good spot to take and sit down. After ordering his drink, he keeps it close to him, taking a few sips every now and then all while looking around him and the loud music blasting throughout the place. He sighs, taking a sip and putting it back down.

Leaning his head a bit towards the table, he looks around his surroundings. People dancing and grinding themselves on the dancefloor, some making out in the corner, some just by the counters where he is and just drinking or talking with friends and some sitting alone, letting their mind wander around them. What a night it is.

“Hey.” hearing a voice beside him, he turns to his side and sees Baekhyun who was taking a seat, a small wave from him as he sat down. “Hey.” Sehun responds blankly, slightly curious as to why he was here. “Here to drink away?” Baekhyun asks, smirking slightly and glancing at his drink in front of him. Sehun shakes his head, taking a small sip from the glass. “No, I just wanna have a drink and be sober right now, not drunk like before.” Baekhyun nods a bit, looking at him and resting his chin under his hand while leaning by the counter. “And are you having fun?” He asks, smiling a bit. Glancing at him, trying to read his thoughts, Sehun chuckles a bit. “I wouldn’t say so but it’s interesting to come here every now and then to see what’s up.” he explains, turning to him. “What about you?” he turns the subject over to him. Hearing a light chuckle escape his mouth, Baekhyun leans a bit closer to him. “Not really but I always come here often, just to see what’s up.” almost the same answer as him. This is interesting.

Cocking a brow slightly, Sehun finishes his drink before setting his eyes back on him. “You come here often?” he asks, a nod from him as he averts his gaze to the drinks that were sitting by the inside of the counter, by the wall, a line of drinks around. “It’s easy to be able to get some money from people when they’re wasted and can’t see shit in here, you could barely feel it or even see it because of how dim and loud it is here,” confusion arose to him as he starts to explain himself. Sehun keeps on listening to him, curious. “I’m not really a thief but it’s quite fun to keep them away once in a while.”

“There must be a reason that you do that.” Sehun says, swallowing a saliva down his throat.

“‘Course there is, just complicated.”

-

It happened again. The room filled with the smell of sex and sweat from their intercourse, heavy breathing and the heaving of their chests together. Dim light and the moans echoing slightly through, writhing from the pleasure of the sweet spot being grazed again and again as they couldn’t take it anymore, releasing themselves. The final pleasure coursing through as they let it out, panting heavily. Letting sleep take over, exhausted from their actions.

What a way to end the night.

Oh lord.... i don’t even know if this is good ahhhhh, i hope you enjoyed it! Don’t hesitate to send me feedbacks on what you think of the story, have a good day

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