I started off at my new job with zeal ans enthusiasm. My courage faltered after 2 weeks but I continued. And then later, I settled. I settled into the office life. I made myself like the pressure. I made myself accustomed to working at a place with no women whatsoever. This continued for 5 months. And then BAM, I broke down. It is said that a person can not carry on an act for too long. Especially when it is against their nature. Now I need to submit my resignation and all I can think about is whether I will find a new job. Even above that, there is another nagging thought. This thought tells me that I am a failure if I give up to the pressure, If I give up to the negativity, If I give up to the male dominance that is viral at my work place. I have two days to gather the guts to get rid of this job. I have two days to decide if this job is worth it. And all I am wondering is whether I am a loser for going ahead with it.