#self annihilation

[nemesisyphus]

a cynical mystic’s adnientie

the secret diary of laura palmer / sharp objects, dir. jean-marc vallée / an exit wound that feels so fucking good, megan lynne / twin peaks and twin peaks: fire walk with me, dir. david lynch / prelude, brynne rebele-henry / true detective

[funeral]

Contrary to that abstract, false void of the philosophers, the mystics' nothingness glistens with plenitude: delight out of this world, discharge of duration, a luminous annihilation beyond the limits of thought. To deify oneself, to destroy in order to regain oneself, to engulf oneself in one's own lucidity demands more resource and temerity than all the rest of our actions. Ecstasy—the limit-condition of sensation, fulfillment by the wreck of consciousness—is available only to those who, venturing outside themselves, substitute for the commonplace illusion which grounded their life another and supreme illusion in which everything is resolved, in which everything is transcended. Here the mind is suspended, reflection abolished and, with it, the logic of disarray. If we could, after the example of the mystics, pass beyond the evidence, beyond the impasse which proceeds from it, if we could become that dazzled, divine errantry, if we could, like them, ascend to the true nothingness!

Emil Cioran, The Temptation to Exist

[feraltwinkseb]

July 24, 2005 - Hockenheim, Germany Source: DAMIEN MEYER/AFP via Getty Images

[sanyu-thewitch05]

Tw: mention of suicide

This is just my personal opinion, but based off the erratic self-destruction/self-annihilation vibes I get from Kanye, I don’t think he’ll be around this Earth for much longer( probably within a couple of months-2years) I’ve seen this situation happen time and time again, eventually he’s going to reach peak extreme behavior, and either land himself in jail or kill himself.

With the way things are going, it’s possible the latter may happen considering Kanye has made himself permanently unemployed(unemployable). Though I wouldn’t be surprised if Kim filing for full custody or getting a restraining order is the straw that breaks the camels back.

I feel so bad for Kim Kardashion’s kid having to see their father act like this for all the world to see(I’m also worried about what he’s teaching them at home when they’re with him). To forever be associated with a horrible person like him.

Edit:

As a say this Kanye supporters are praising the holocaust and Hitler.

[drmorbius12]

How many Elysian Fields we played in when we were young are gone now, under the plow of Urban Expansion?  How many more times can this be repeated before the Gods Themselves no longer have a place to return?  Would they then exact some kind of retribution upon us?  Or will they simply let us die out with a whimper, unable to reflect back what they have given us?

Will they be disappointed that we did not live up to our full potential to become Gods Like Them?  Perhaps they’ll just shrug their Golden Shoulders and move on to other creatures with more potential.  Maybe they will sit down and cry for us.  Imagine, Golden Tears, falling like a hard rain in the mountains!  All the lovers, all the poets, all the soldiers, all the saints and sinners, all lost in the depths of time.  Failed Gods are we!

[oncevainglorious]

They say you are what you eat.

In that case, can I be you?

Your ideals, your values, your very being?

One bite to immortalize.

The next to open my eyes.

Then another bite to realize.

The texture of your thoughts.

The aroma of your laugh.

The taste of your image.

Consuming you.

It's always about you.

They say you are what you eat.

So what do I eat to become the really real me?

[phantomridefilmvideo]

“The only way to deal with the real world was to challenge it with one of your own making. Fabrication became a way of life … not only a way for us to understand the way we lived but also a defense against it. “

- Harry Crews, A Childhood: The Biography of a Place

[hdyram]

I stuck a cotton swab in my ear to stop the bathwater from making it tickly and accidentally bruised my ear cervix