hey selfshippers, its okay to feel insecure sometimes. there are days when we feel like we dont deserve our f/os love, and thats okay. but please dont let it bring you down.
you looked up at them, eyes glistening with tears. "Do you ever wonder if... I mean, if you're truly happy with me? If I'm really the one you want to be with?"
they pulled you into their arms, their thumb gently brushing away a tear you hadn't realized had fallen. "Hey, listen to me," they began, their voice earnest and steady.
"You are my one and only. The day I met you, my life changed forever. You bring me joy, laughter, and love every single day. I can't imagine my life without you, and I don't want to."
their lips met your forehead and lingered there, "I love you," they whispered, "whether you believe it or not, I love you."
Any requests received when requests are closed will be deleted. Feel free to send in comments or questions though!
I DO NOT CONDONE REPOSTING/USING NY FANFICTION FOR ANYTHING. NO ONE HAS PERMISSION TO USE MY FICS FOR C.AI. FUCK OFF.
Just like all of you, Dispatch and it's characters have taken over my mind and that gives me the need to create content for the game. Thus, here we are!
I'm an autistic college student, with a semi-busy schedule- so uploads might be few and far between depending on how I'm going.
I write for all the heroes in the Phoenix Program (aka. Z-team), as well as Blond Blazer. As more chapters release more characters might join the roster.
Masterlist
Requesting rules/boundaries
I only write x readers!! No ships (unless a poly x reader) are written here.
Queer and disabled readers are more than welcome here!!
Bigotry of any kind is NOT tolerated here, please do not interact .
Basic DNI applies to this profile (pedophilia, zoophilia, rape, etc.).
Smut requests are allowed, but please be warned I'm not good at writing, so it'll be very mediocre.
Please no "reader who's like (insert a character from another media)", I genuinely hate those. Personality traits can be requested though.
Plot in requests is preferred, requests with such will get priority when writing.
Platonic relationships between characters and reader are welcome.
Headcanons, blurs/short fics, and oneshots are welcome here.
Canon typical actions such as violence and language will be written here.
Yandere requests will NOT be written, and will be deleted when received.
I will not write for religion, maybe religious trauma but I am ignorant on a lot of religions, and do not care for them (atheist).
Extreme descriptions of reader are not welcome, so I can keep my writings to everyone.
I don't write anything about pregnancy.
If you have any questions, feel free to send in an ask, and I will get to it asap.
So. I've found myself becoming increasingly demotivated. I lack the motivation not only to continue posting on this blog and other side blogs of mine but in the selfship community as a whole.
I know I should just post and create for myself and I have but due to the fact that I dont feel as though I have any online presence or voice at all unless theres an audience to hear me and see what I make, the lack of interaction I get makes me feel invisible and like even making things for myself to enjoy on my own is pointless. I thrive on sharing and gaining feedback and without it it feels like I've been put on mute and no one can see me.
It doesnt help either that I see a lot of people getting interaction with asks and commentary on their posts and I merely get a bit from friends or ps' or the infrequently occasional reblog to one of my ask games. If at all.
I cant help thinking the reason others get interaction and I'm essentially left in the dust is because I might be doing something wrong.
Maybe my lists such as my f/os are too long, maybe it's something else?
I'm not venting just to recieve pitty, I do genuinely want to know if there something I can do or something that can be improved upon on my blog to make myself more approachable and actually gain interaction? Something I might be doing wrong that I can fix?
I dont want to be invisible and voiceless in a community I was feeling comfortable in enough to share a part of myself that fit in somewhere for once. So if I can fix this somehow I'd really like to.
I want interaction and my motivation back.
What do I need to do? What needs to change or improve?
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH ANOTHER STUNNING PIECE BY RENNA THAT I’VE KEPT LOCKED AWAY FOR FAR TOO LONG BECAUSE I STILL GET SO NERVY ABOUT POSTING INDIVIDUAL SELF INSERT COMMS FOR SOME REASON 😭 given that spooky times are officially here though i’ve felt so connected to the whole ‘vampire’ aesthetic especially within my self ships 🥹
as always rennakuroo on vgen is the absolute GOAT and i HIIIIGHLY recommend her for literally anything (bc she literally kills it at it all 😭) i’ve commed her a gazillion times by now and i never plan on stopping! 🥹❤️🔥
𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ Welcome to your daily dose of digital daydreaming, dearest! I'm your host, Lulu, and this is the angel's garden! The only place where you will find the 'Midnight Rose', a variety dedicated exclusively to my two darlings, Lilith and Ren♡
⬩➤ Please select which route you'd like to take as i accompany you on this beautiful journey!
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I'm an ok!sharing Ren yume, so please feel free to interact with me! This is my dream space, but also a safe space for other yumes! ♡
