I text back fast with no shame. yes, I want to talk to you.
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I text back fast with no shame. yes, I want to talk to you.
Be with someone who makes you happy.
June will be filled with positivity.
June will be filled with kindness.
June will be filled with love.
June will be filled with laughter.
June will be filled with good health.
June will be filled with goals.
June will be filled with hope.
Slowly, I will learn what it means to be kind to myself.
✦ you’re not desiring. you’re remembering.✦
not remembering another timeline, not a different version of you, not something far away. you’re remembering what’s already here, because nothing has ever been outside of awareness.
when desire shows up, it’s not proof of lack, it’s proof of presence. it doesn’t arrive to tell you what you don’t have, it arrives because it’s already alive in you. that’s why imagination feels so real: it isn’t “pretend,” it’s the same reality showing itself in another form.
you don’t have to align, chase, or attract. the very appearance of the desire already carries the having. imagination isn’t a step toward fulfillment, it is fulfillment appearing. what you saw there isn’t a “maybe,” it’s a scene of what’s already true.
the mind will say, “but I don’t see it in my surroundings yet.” that too is only another thought in the dream. awareness itself has never been waiting, never been lacking. the dream bends itself to what is already alive, because there is no separation between desire and having.
so you’re not pretending. you’re not hoping. you’re not building a bridge to somewhere else. you’re seeing what was never separate from you, what was always yours, what awareness has always known to be true.
desire is not a call to reach. it’s a reminder that nothing was ever missing.