#selfish.

[unrealunknown]

I'm selfish I'm arrogant I'm a fucking narcissist I don't fucking care about helping anyone all I care about is myself the only thing I've EVER cared about is my fucking self I just want to fucking groom my own fucking ego I just want to inflate my stupid fucking head so I feel good about WHAT A GOOD PERSON I AM FOR CHOOSING COMPASSION :))) if I TRULY wanted to be kind I wouldn't be smearing poison all over this fucking place if it was about more than just ego I wouldn't be prostrating myself where everyone could see if it was about the good of others if it was about leadership if it was about anything except stroking my own fucking cock I wouldn't be doing this I wouldn't be hurting my family I wouldn't be abusing the people in my life on a daily fucking basis you don't even know if I beat my elderly father this evening before I left home do you? No you don't. You don't know me. I'm fucking disgusting I'm a vile fucking abuser and if I actually cared about other people then I wouldn't be writing this, I wouldn't be doing this over and over again. I'm a fucking poison. I'm a poison to humanity and I will never be worthy of human connection ever again because THIS is how I've chosen to use my voice. THIS is the choice I made. THIS is the choice that proves I am a disgusting fucking monster who never once gave a shit about anyone other than myself.

[ceaseless-tosser]

annabelle: Hey Jon you dont have to become god I can even confirm that you'll still be alive and yourself if you banish the fears :)

Jon: i'll have to think about it.

Martin & Basira: Hey Jon you dont have to become god assuming annabelle is on the level

Jon: ...Lets wait to talk to the others.

The Others: Hey Jon you dont have to become god we've discussed all the options and for various reasons are all in agreement

Jon: ...I'm going for a cigarette and a cry >:(

[mars-paws]

I shouldn’t be upset over this.

[citree]

Rewatched Howls moving castle for fun and. dude. final fight scene... they were right there, they were all right there,, how could you do your boys so dirty like that 😰

[jfkadultcircumcision]

just bc i never post selfies and most of you have no idea what i look like you never call me pretty

[starcades]

love that you get away with your disgusting, bullying ass behavior all because you know how to play victim and twist shit around. can’t wait til you get a fuckin’ wake up call but knowing your self centered ass you probably never will even care enough to change anything anyway.

[maulthots]

This has been a jimmystevejack hate blog since day ONE, since he showed his sniveling weaselly little face, but I always hit an all-time low in s3 when he's losing it about his gay dad like bud sometimes our parents are just gay and we would still help our girlfriend try to find a dead body. Smh.