#selfsabotaqe

[invcntions]

closed starter for my bby @selfsabotaqe

“ good morning. ” cheery greeting fell the moment he saw the door pull open, if only an inch. “ — i bring coffee, and baked goods. ” arms outstretched in the offer of enough pastries to feed most the town, as if several dozen sweet treats might successfully sway jonas from questioning why he'd turned up at his front door first thing in the morning armed with bribes and the tiredness of a man who had ( rather unsuccessfully ) spent the night attempting to sleep in the arctic temperatures. “ you got a minute for your favorite out-of-towner? ”

[inkiidreams]

— for @selfsabotaqe.

she  was  leaning  against  the  wall  of  the  halls  lachlan  had  shown  her  through  earlier,  trying  to  look  as natural  as  possible  as  people  walked  by,  seemingly  very  busy  despite  the  game  having  been  over  for  quite  some  time  now.  either  he  had  told  them  she  was  alright  to  be  here  or  they  were  simply  assuming  so,  due  to  the  jacket  she  was  wearing  but  nobody  told  her  to  get  her  ass  out  of  there.  she  got  some  curious  glances  but  that  was  mild,  considering  what  she  was  usually  used  to.  she  was  about  to  start  feeling  a  bit  stupid  for  waiting  around  when  she  finally  spotted  him  coming  in.  "  hello  there,  famous  driver lachlan  armstrong.  "  she  said,  one  eyebrow  quirked  and  arms  crossed  in  front  of  her  chest.  "  that  was  certainly  an  interesting  race.  especially  when  i  figured  out  you  were  playing  with  me  earlier.  "

[scbrvght]

closed starter ♡ for selfsabotaqe

" you know if you keep spending all your time with me, lachlan might get jealous. we're supposed to get fair attention. " he was well aware why he was the one being babysat though the party -- and to be honest he really didn't mind it. " you ---- want a drink ? technically you're not working. " he gave a nod towards the bar. these events were almost like work, but drinking was acceptable, encouraged by some even.

[gcldcnhour-a]

@selfsabotaqe

there were many things you could call knox, a quitter, a deadbeat, and awful human being. and they were all deserved. he was sure kelsey would be throwing them at him - and worst - later. but he couldn’t do it. not anymore. 

zoe deserved better, luke deserved better. they deserved someone who could show up, who wasn’t swimming in such darkness that they couldn’t tell up from down. she deserved to move on to someone better, to leave him behind and find happiness. 

and the shitty thing is, it wasn’t always like this. while he had never thought about marrying her prior to her pregnancy, knox did like zoe. a lot. she was fun and exciting and they got along so well. he hated the way he had changed, and it was like he was standing in a glass room watching himself walk by, to disintegrate into someone new. someone he barely knew. so his bag was packed, it sat by the doorway waiting for him. he was writing the note to leave her, because even in his desertion he was a coward, she walked through the front door, luke in her arms. fuck. 

[sunliights]

a closed starter for @selfsabotaqe​ based on this post featuring maya.

“so...” maya trailed off, head tilting to the side in a rather rehearsed manner by this point, “fallen for me yet?”

[silvrmoon]

for the umpteenth time that month, silas found himself in the back seat of the familiar black suv with the other on their way over to a restaurant that had carefully been picked out by their management. it was one of the most prestige restaurants in town, where numerous other celebrities went out to dinner. it was safe to say that he didn’t want to be there any more than she did, but sadly, they didn’t have much of a choice, not when their reputation and fame were at stake. "look," he murmurs, letting out a soft sigh as dark hues seek hers " i know that you don't want to be here, i don't either, but i think time would go a lot faster if we actually tried to enjoy it." he suggests, feeling the car slowly coming to a stop. / @selfsabotaqe 2/2 ♥

[ofdamnation]

@selfsabotaqe liked for a angsty starter .

' nah , fuck this —— i wasted enough time on you . whatever you've gotta say , i don't wanna hear it . '

[gardenwalls]

         ‘   we   both   know   that   your   friends   don’t   like   me   and   i   couldn’t   care   less   about   what   they   think   of   me   .   but   if   it’s   really   that   important   to   you   ,   then   maybe   i   should   just   get   out   of   the   way   ,   make   it   easier   for   you   .   ’   /   @selfsabotaqe​