#selfstruggle

[norizzlav]

Apologies

I speak slow now.

Not because I don’t know what to say,

but because I’m trying to hear

what part of me is speaking.

Is it mine?

Or yours

wearing my voice again?

You taught me how to win arguments,

not how to listen.

How to protect pride,

not people.

How to cut,

not care.

And yet,

I am learning.

I pause where you pressed.

I breathe where you snapped.

I try to stay nice,

To hold on tight where you threw.

Some days,

I still snap.

Still see your fingerprints

in my reactions.

But I catch them now.

I try whisper no

in the places you would’ve shouted.

Every choice

feels like rebellion.

Every apology

like a stone lifted from my broken ribs.

I am unbecoming

everything you called strength

I never wanted to be a saint,

I just want to be someone I would have felt safe with.

[missjhenz]

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[perfectlysizzlingpaper]

There comes a time in our life where we just want to make better choices, but when the same situation happens again, it seems like we never learn. Why? because we’re repeating the same mistakes we’re sick of choosing.

[sayantanibanerjee]

Key to happiness for Introverts

You're not the only one who engages themselves in a self-struggle for being introvert. Accept yourself the way you are. Celebrate life every day with some useful tips to be happy.

[old-foxs-blog]

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[itssssmariaaaa]

One Day

Late at night when your sound asleep I’m stuck awake thinking to myself why wasn’t I enough. When your over there cuddled with her & fighting about who loves who more , I’m stuck over here wondering when will I finally find the one . I’m trapped in my own mind that it’s killing me slowly . Replaying over and over again what could of i done differently . I’ve tried my best to keep so many people I care & love happy but , I seem to always screw up some point . Can’t have a decent relationship with anyone cause my trust issues are horrible . Always fearing and expecting someone else to leave my life . I’m so used to people just coming in & out it became a normal routine for me . I’m so paranoid with the fact that I lose a lot of people I care about or loved at one point I started questioning myself is it me? Am I the one that ruins everything in my life? Do I need to change even more than I have already? What’s wrong with me , why can’t I ever just be enough for anybody ? I’m forever battling my own mind with these dark thoughts . I try to keep whatever faith I do have and push thru to see the bigger picture but somehow it just fades more & more away from me. Grasping on to the little hope I do have I pray & ask that maybe just ONE day I’ll finally be ENOUGH !

[seribuserbi]

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[thekitsuneko]

#qotd #me #selfstruggle #selfworth #workonyourself #alwayskeepfighting