I'm listening to Justin Bieber right now.
He once told me I was Ariana Grande and he was Mac Miller. Today I see that we were Selena Gomez and Justin Bieber. I developed a disease or system failure that I never thought I would develop and now my body will never be the same, it takes drugs, makes songs about us and comes back a thousand times even though it always says it will never do it again. I was never a fan of the couple. I've always loved Rihanna and Asap's dynamic. When I was younger I said I wanted to be like Rihanna and seeing myself in the role of Selena Gomez or Ariana Grande disappoints me. In fact, I preferred to be Ariana, she left with dignity and mutual love that reached friendship. I don't want to be Selena, I never saw myself in her, I always thought she was weak and too much of a victim and I always saw Justin as an abuser. Maybe she didn't have rules, the bad thing is not having rules and thinking that this is minimally good, I can't stay in this until after 30 like them. I would be beside myself. I don't want to hear songs about myself anymore, it makes me anxious. I killed everyone, I blocked everyone, I don't want them to see me, ever.
