#semperobliti

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@semperobliti​  continued from x

“That’s not my fault. That’s his insanity. And your problem for justifying it.”

“It’s called loyalty. Sorry that I actually care-     Just- whatever. I’ll handle this.”

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Little Mari is on the floor, tangled in the Christmas lights and giggling while she places the last of the ornaments on their tree. Blair laughs softly when she turns to see her daughter attempting to break free -- ❝ Jamie? ❞ she calls out, wondering where he’d gone. -- && @semperobliti.

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♘ ℚ ♞ "You don't belong here... none of us do."

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@semperobliti. from ( x )

“That was the plan.”

“Come here.”

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▲ I want all of them tbh

It had been a long day. It was one of those days that felt like it lasted much longer than others, longer than 24 hours. Sighing, he checked his cell phone, wondering if he should contact Jamie. He was in need of a little distraction, but by the time he had managed to type the words ‘meet me at’, he was called in for a new assignment. Perhaps a different time. 

- - - - 

Whenever Jim was angry, he was angry. It wasn’t as if he could hide and wait it out, since it was part of his job to communicate with his boss. At times it could be frustrating, to say the least. At times like these, he wish he could tell Jim to shut up and visit Jamie. And sometimes he did, but despite having nerves of steel and doing whatever the hell he wanted to do, there were times he simply had to take it in order to keep a job. He certainly had some ideas that could help blow off some steam. But... Perhaps a different time. 

- - - - 

Sex could be considered one of Sebastian’s hobbies. One of the people closest to him was Jamie. It didn’t take a genius to do the math. It would be so incredibly easy to go for it, however, it’d come with many consequences. So once again, he ignored his instincts and desires and walked straight past the man. That day would remain an ordinary day. But perhaps a different time, that would change.

- - - - 

Deciding to get drunk with Jamie certainly wasn’t a bad idea. Not at all. It just so happened that it made the other a bit more persuasive and a little more needy. It was obvious, judging from his behavior, that he wanted to do more than just drink and have a conversation. If the situation were to get out of hand, it’d be no one’s fault, really, but still, hadn’t he made his point of view clear by now? After emptying one last glass, he left, keeping the words ‘just in case’ in mind. Perhaps a different time alcohol could get them further.

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There had been something about the evening they were spending together, something... normal. That was what it was starting to feel like. Normal. Almost as if his crazy lifestyle was put on hold whenever he entered Jamie’s shop. Things were different there; near him. Normal. Normal happened to be exactly what he needed in order to balance his life. He started looking around to see if he could spot anything new that caught his interest and as always, there were plenty of options. After taking a couple of books from the shelves, with permission, needless to say, he made his way to the other man and settled down. First they were reading, then they were talking and before he realized it, he was moving closer toward Jamie. There was no intention, nor was there a plan, but it was simply fascinating to study the other. The way his lips moved when he spoke, his theories and thoughts and the silence whenever they decided to keep reading, to be together alone for a while. All of it was quite interesting. When Jamie chose to find a more comfortable place to sit, he simply followed and took a seat beside him on the sofa. There was plenty of space, however, he decided to scoot closer, to sit close enough to feel the man’s warmth. If he had been able to think things through at that exact moment, he certainly wouldn’t have described the situation as ‘normal’ when he closed Jamie’s book in order to get his attention. Their eyes met and at that moment, he knew he was screwed. One hand remained on the book, while the other moved to rest to the nape of the man’s neck. “I brought the book I wrote and I’m going to read it to you.” he stated. There was quite a it of personal information in that book, as well as insight on his past, but he was willing to share it. He wanted Jamie to know more about him, especially since most of it was a secret or too difficult to discuss. He moved closer; close enough for their lips to gently touch ever so slightly. “If you’re willing to listen, I want you to know it’s because I trust you.” With each word he spoke, he could feel Jamie’s lips brush against his own. His words were gentle and calm, unlike it his heart rate. He wasn’t nervous, he was simply experiencing many emotions at the same time. There was a word he was desperately trying to suppress and ignore; one that could easily describe that exact mixture of feelings. Once he finished his sentence, he ended the announcement with something that words could not describe, a kiss, which was the start of his plan and the beginning of a new chapter in his life. Perhaps time didn’t make things different. It made things normal.